One week later
The sun shines through the slits in the electric blinds.
My body clock has synced with Jackâs and now I canât sleep past five. Or perhaps itâs something to do with the massive bulge pushing against my ass every morning.
I can tell by his laboured breathing that heâs still sleeping.
I writhe my ass against him, and he groans in his sleep, his cock pulsing against my lower back. A muscular forearm tightens around my stomach.
A giggle escapes me. The guy has Big Dick Energy even when heâs sleeping.
He stirs behind me, his chest heaving into my back.
âMorning, darlinâ,â he says against my neck.
I feel his teeth against my skin and know thereâs a cocky grin spreading across his face.
âMorning,â I say breathlessly.
Will I ever get used to waking up with Jack spooning me? I hope not.
I clear my throat, trying to sound awake. âAre you getting up to go to the gym?â
âNo need,â he murmurs against my ear. âI can work out right here.â The hand that is settled on my lower stomach slides down into my thong.
âJackââ I gasp as he strokes slow tortuous circles on my clit, still sensitive from last night. âWeâve literally just woken up.â
âYeah, but Iâve been dreaming about you all night,â he rumbles grumpily behind me.
I feel his hands move my thong to the side as his cock presses impatiently against my slit.
âOpen, darlinâ. Let me in.â
My thighs part to let him in. I close my eyes and squeeze the pillow as the tip of his cock nudges my entrance. No matter how many times we do this, Iâm always as nervous as I am excited.
With his freakishly long dick and the number of werewolf books Iâm reading, Iâm half expecting Jack to shapeshift with the next growl.
âRelax, Bonnie.â He chuckles, interrupting my crazed mind. âStop holding your breath.â
I release the breath I was holding as he nudges my legs wider with his knee and slides his cock inside me.
Iâm wide awake now, adrenaline pumping through me.
His fingers continue to stroke my clit with just the right pressure as he slides in and out of me.
Itâs a slow, lazy fuck as we havenât properly woken up yet.
âThis angle,â he grunts into my hair. âSo deep.â Cursing, he thrusts into the deepest spot in my core again and again.
I could come just listening to Jackâs groans.
The man is an excellent multitasker yet all Iâm capable of is moaning into the pillow.
Iâll never get used to this.
My core quivers and tingles with pleasure as his thrusts become more urgent.
His fingers lose their rhythm on my clit as he comes apart.
âBonnie,â he groans into my hair as he comes hard inside me.
That voice. His cockney accent gets gruffer and thicker when heâs turned on.
Iâm done for. I shatter seconds later, squeezing his cock.
My back arches with the force of my orgasm and my legs shake like a freaking woman possessed.
I collapse face-first into the pillow.
âTurn around,â Jack says gruffly. âI need to see your beautiful face.â
Blissfully, I turn to face him.
âIâm the luckiest man alive.â He grins lazily at me, his face inches from mine. âI get to see you first thing in the morning, last thing at night and when Iâm sitting in the middle of a fucking ridiculous board meeting.â
âUh, actually.â I prop myself up on his chest and smile sheepishly down at him. âIn a few weeks you wonât see me when youâre in the boardroom.â I swallow thickly, suddenly nervous. âIâm quitting today. Iâm telling you first before Max and Bradshaw Brown.â
âDonât be silly,â he says gruffly. He widens his legs to let mine rest in between them. âEverythingâs fine in the office. Nobody passes any remarks on us.â He winces. âBesides the threesome story with us and Michelle Allard.â
I roll my eyes. âItâs not that. Iâve learnt not to give a shit about rumours. And for the record, if we were to have a threesome it would be a reverse harem for me.â
He slaps my ass, annoyed. âI donât share.â
âI mean it, Jack,â I say, steering him back to the original conversation. âIâm handing in my notice today.â
He studies me with a frown. âI thought you were happy.â
âI am happy. But itâs not about the factory or you.â I sigh. âFor years Iâve been hanging off Maxâs coattails. It took what happened to open my eyes to see that Bradshaw Brown isnât the best place for me. The partners donât give a shit and Iâm sick of coming second in a boysâ club. They actually started talking to me this week.â I snort. âYou know why? Because of you.â
I donât mention that Max is being so passive aggressive after the relationship reveal that I canât stand coming into work.
âThey are two jackasses.â His jaw flexes. âIâll sort it.â
âNo, Jack,â I cut in quickly, running a finger down to his jaw to relax him. âIâve been offered an opportunity. You remember the architect I talked to when we went for drinks? Adrian? You probably donât.â
âYes, I do.â I feel his chest tighten under me. âHe was flirting with you. You gave him your number.â
âHe wasnât. He got me in contact with a design company.â I pause, biting my lips to hide my grin. âDo you know Lauren Torres?â
âOf course, I do.â He looks at me confused then his brows rise.
I smile. Lauren Torres is one of the most prolific architects in Europe. Sheâs also one of the worldâs leading female architects. âIâve been offered a job at her company. They have offices in London and Paris.â
And itâs a package that left me salivating. Not because of the cash, as good as it is, but because I feel like I can go places there. Theyâre taking over my sponsorship for the conservation training and a hell of a lot more.
His expression softens. âThen Iâm happy for you, darlinâ. I like having you close to me at work. Iâm a selfish bastard.â He pulls me in for a kiss. âBut I want you to be happy and follow your dreams.â
âIâm glad you said that.â
Fuck, how am Iâm going to say this?
I have to do this. Iâll look back with regret if I donât. If itâs meant to be between Jack and me, then itâs meant to be.
âMy first assignment is in Astana,â I blurt out.
His frown is back. âAstana,â he repeats. âAstana, Kazakhstan?â
âYup.â I smile weakly.
He nods slowly. âFor how long?â
âSix months.â
âThe fuck?â He jerks his head up, nearly headbutting me. He pulls back to stare at me.
âKazakhstan is leading the way in cutting-edge architecture,â I ramble nervously. âThe perfect storm of soviet, medieval and modernism. And, uh . . .â I fade off, wilting under his gaze. He doesnât want to discuss Astanaâs architecture.
âItâs only a ten-hour flight and one stopover,â I squeak.
âFuck.â His head flops back onto the pillow in defeat. With his eyes closed, he pinches the bridge of his nose.
âJack?â I whisper, not blinking. I prod his chin willing him to look at me.
Silence.
When he opens his eyes again, heâs shaking his head with a small smile. âI guess Iâll be doing a lot of trekking in the next few months. Weâll get you some good hiking boots.â
I breathe out tentatively. âSo, weâll be okay? You can do the distance for a while?â
This time his smile reaches his eyes. Under the covers, his arms tighten around my waist. âWeâll be more than okay, Bonnie. Itâs six months. Weâll make it work.â
Relief floods me.
âIâll put a picture of you up in my office,â he says with a hint of a scowl. âSince I wonât get to see you. Maybe you can do a mosaic for me. Preferably made up of naked pictures of you.â
I laugh.
âAnd Iâve got a private plane, so Iâll get the journey down to seven hours.â
The perks of being a billionaire.
I smile brightly down at him, my hand mindlessly circling his nipple ring. âMaybe Iâm pushing my luck here but thereâs one more thing.â
He groans. âJesus Christ, donât say the next assignment is in Australia or somewhere.â
âNo.â I laugh. âItâll be back to London. Iâm going on my honeymoon.â
He shakes his head, not understanding.
âMax and I were supposed to go to Svalbard,â I explain. âYou know the island in the Antarctic, part of Norway? Max went with Olivia.â I pause. âSo, Iâm taking myself. When itâs hot enough to go again.â
âIâll take you,â he says grumpily. âYou donât even have to ask.â
âI know,â I say delicately. âBut I feel like I need to do this alone.â
His eyes are stormy as he processes that.
I get it. A large part of me is screaming not to do this. To stay in London and be with Jack every night.
But every decision Iâve made the past few years was influenced by a blokeâmy dad, Max, the bloody partnersâand I need to do this.
My body rises as he lets out a long breath from under me.
âOkay. But you know my promise extends across time zones. Wherever you are in the world, Iâve got you.â He smirks. âI only have one condition.â
âOh yeah?â
âWhenever you fly home from Astana, you come directly here to my house in Greenwich. Give up the flat lease in Brixton. You know that place has put me off chicken altogether?â
I barely restrain an eye roll.
My legs spread wide as I star fish on top of him in the luxury super king-size bed.
âSold.â