I was with Hayden for a whole year and he had me do mission upon mission. Iâd torn apart men, tortured people and done everything heâd asked of me.
Some of his own men looked at me with wonder as they watched, but some, like Marcus, still didnât trust me. Why would they? I was the leader of the Midnight Rose they knew I wanted Hayden dead and yet I hadnât touched him.
He touched meâ¦On a daily basis, I felt sick every day from it but learnt to just take it.
My mind had gone so within itself I didnât know who I was anymore, I just did as I was told and got on with it without question.
Iâd given up trying to escape, Iâd tried before and that almost cost me a life of someone in my family. Heâd come in the day after I tried to escape with photoâs of James beaten to a bloody pulp in the hospital.
âWhat the fuck!â I screamed at Hayden as he smirked.
âI warned you. You are mine. If you try to escape once more I will have my men kill someone next time. This is your only warningâ Hayden had said before slamming the door behind me as Marcus grinned, bruises on his knuckles.
âYou did it, didnât you?â I growled and he just laughed and left.
From then on I kept to doing as I was told. I behaved, I did my job and began to hang out with some of the guys.
âDid you see Samantha tear that guys ear from his head!?â Seb exclaimed as we got back from a job. I was covered in blood as Hayden liked it. He often ordered me to stay like it.
âNothing sexier than a woman who can handle herselfâ Greyson winked and nudged me playfully.
âBe careful or Iâll end up handling youâ I smirk.
âDamn girlâ¦â He groans lustfully as I laugh.
âYou havenât got a chanceâ Seb laughs, knowing they werenât allowed to touch me. I was Haydenâs.
âWhere the hell is Marcus? Heâs been gone a month nowâ Kai said as he marched through the door.
âHopefully deadâ I said as the guys snickered. They knew Marcus and I wanted to kill each other and if it wasnât for Hayden, Iâm sure that would have happened already.
âPlay nicely Samanthaâ Seb smirked.
âWhereâs the fun in being nice? I gave up being nice the day I got hereâ I said stabbing my food with my fork.
âIâm sure part of you is still niceâ¦Just a little act isnât itâ Seb replies.
âWe all act Seb, some are just better than others. Or are you telling me that Hayden doesnât have something on all of youâ I raise a brow and they all look away.
Of course, Hayden didnât have followers, he used threats against families and debts he was owed.
âBe careful or youâll get us all killed Samanthaâ Greyson sighed.
âI donât care anymore Greyson, let me dieâ I sigh and stand up throwing away my food before leaving the room.
âSamantha, my office please before you wash upâ Hayden catches me as I walk past his office.
Here we go again, another round of blood-soaked sex with Hayden.
âWhat can I do for you boss?â I asked as I sat in the chair next to his desk.
âI just wanted to see if you were excited for your birthday tomorrow?â He smiles walking up to me as he picks me up and places me on his lap, making me straddle him.
âTwenty-sixâ¦Oh joyâ¦What you getting me?â I ask, kissing his neck like I knew he liked. The quicker I got this done, the quicker I could scold my body of blood in the shower.
âA little fun, youâll see my little blood-soaked roseâ He smirks as he tears my shirt from me and begins licking the blood from my body as I try not to gag.
âIâm definitely blood-soakedâ I say as he growls lustfully before pushing me to the ground, ripping my trousers away before plunging himself into me.
âWeâll have little babies soon youâll have my children and weâll be the most powerful mafia in the worldâ He smirks as he continues to thrust into me hard as I pretend to moan.
âI thought family makes you weakâ I smirk.
âMy family will not be weak. We will kill who needs to be killed, I will do this correct this time. They will not be like my failure of a daughter. Theyâll be powerful like you and meâ He grunts as he finishes inside me, kissing my breast before chucking me a shirt of his own to cover up. He didnât like the men gawping at my body.
I was his to look at, his to touch, no one elseâs.
âBoss!â Marcusâs voice boomed as he knocked and stormed into the room. His eyes darted over my body as I quickly put the shirt on.
âHow dare you enter without permission!â Hayden yells and punches Marcus in the jaw as I hear a crunch and his yell.
âSorry sirâ He murmurs holding his jaw.
âIâll be goingâ I said as I rush out the room after quacking putting my trousers back on. I notice Marcus look at me weirdly, not his usual scowl as I left the room.
âHey Samantha. Hayden needs you on duty in the cells tonightâ Seb calls at my door as I come out of the shower.
Oh great, cell duty, in other words, torture someone all night as they scream for help and I get covered in bloodâ¦again.
âFineâ I groan as I get dressed in a basic black leggings and t-shirt.
âYouâll like this oneâ Seb laughs as we head to the cells.
âWill I?â I ask sarcastically.
âChild killerâ He smirks as he must have seen the change in my eyes, they knew I hated anything to do with kids being hurt.
âMaybe I will like itâ I smirk as he chucks a knuckle duster at me and leaves me at the door with a wink.
That night I tear the guy to pieces as I get information out of him. After finding out all I could I beat the guy within an inch of his life as he crawled on the ground away from me.
âPlease donât! No more!â He cries as I sit on the ground against the wall, covered in blood again.
âYouâll bleed out soon enoughâ I said as he just sobbed against the wall.
Soon enough, he did just that, slowly he began to drift away from blood loss as I watched the light leave his eyes.
Then, I fell asleep sat up against the wall.
âWakey, wakey Samanthaâ Greyson laughed shaking me awake the next morning.
âGod damn it, did I really fall asleep in blood?â I growl at the sticky mess around me.
âOh yeah, it looks like you had your period and it exploded everywhere in hereâ He laughs and drags me up, chucking a towel at me and a new pair of trousers.
He turns and lets me change my trousers before we leave the room.
âDonât bother going to your room. Boss wants you in the officeâ He says as I sigh in frustration.
âSeriouslyâ¦I just want to shower and go to bedâ I groan.
âGood luck with that today birthday girl, happy birthdayâ He bows as he leaves me at the office door.
âWow got a little blood there, babeâ Seb smirks from inside gesturing my whole body.
âBe you next if youâre not carefulâ I snap and Hayden laughs.
âNow, now, do play nicely. Itâs Samanthaâs birthday after allâ
âBoss, we got the location!â Marcus comes running in, suddenly stopping with a glare at me.
âWell do tell. Samantha will be joining you on this one, so might as well let us all knowâ Hayden âNo way is she coming! Iâve been working on this for months! Heâs my kill!â Marcus growls.
âLooks like you just went down a pegâ I smirk as he steps closer to me threateningly.
âIâm not afraid to take you out, no matter what HE saysâ
âMarcusâ¦Do I need to remind you about your wife and childâ Hayden growls as my eyes flick between them.
âNo sir. Sorryâ He says as his eyes go to the floor.
Did Hayden have his family on him too? Was he using all these people by threatening loved ones.
âGood, now explain the situation to Samantha so she can go shower and join you for more birthday funâ Hayden urges.
âBirthdayâ¦â Marcus faces me.
âGet on with itâ I growl, and he snaps out of his own thoughts.
âWeâve been keeping an eye on a small gang a few towns over from here, theyâve been pushing their boundaries and lately have come into our town, taking our business. Weâve lost 50% of drug sales and theyâve taken down at least five of our guys. We managed to grab one lately and heâs squealing like a pigâ Marcusâs eye glint when he says about the guy squealing, I was pretty sure this guy got off on tortureâ¦But something still feltâ¦Off about him.
âSo, whatâs the plan?â I ask.
âWe tear them down. Wipe out the whole lot. Watch them burnâ Marcus smirks bringing out a lighter and flicking it on menacingly.
âMake sure itâs bloodyâ Haydenâs eyes glinted as he looked at me, still covered in blood.
âThatâs why you want me to goâ¦â I nod.
âOf course my little blood-soaked rose. We have to make a statement, what better than you to go and destroy themâ¦In fact, donât shower, stay in those.â He smirks as I grimace.
âI am not ruining my carâ Marcus snarls.
âTake the vanâ Seb says casually.
âYouâre seriously making me go out in this?â I ask.
âYes. Have fun. Now get outâ Hayden smirks before shooing us off.
âIf you try to run, Iâll shoot you myselfâ Marcus growls as he leads us down the corridor.
âI have too much to loseâ I sigh as I notice his eyes flicker to mine before going back to his evil glare.
âHere, take theseâ He says as we get to a room filled with weapons, handing me a few long knives.
âDonât I get a gun too?â I ask pointing to the one he was loading.
âNot a chanceâ He laughs and drags me out of the room.
âHold up! Itâs just us going?â I stop suddenly as he gets into the van.
âScared sweetheart?â He raises a brow as I frown and jump in.
âHow many people will be in there?â I ask as he begins driving.
âFifteen maybeâ He shrugs.
âFifteen to twoâ¦that sounds fairâ¦â
He huffs and takes out his second gun, handing it to me.
âIf you pull that on meâ¦â He growls out.
âHayden has too much on me for thatâ I sigh as he nods, and we sit in silence.
What the hell was I doing? I could shoot this guy and drive off!
But Hayden had men on my family, it was like I was stuck!
I had no idea where we were and didnât recognise anything as we drove through streets before finally pulling to a stop where Marcus brought out a huge duffel bag, unzipping it as I saw the make-shift explosives.
âWhich building?â I ask, although there werenât many as we sat in an industrial estate, it was quiet, business hours werenât on us yet, the sun barely rising in the sky.
âThe one up aheadâ He says as I notice itâs a car parts warehouse.
âLots of places to hide in a place like thatâ I say.
âYepâ is all he says.
âThis is ridiculous, we are going to dieâ I say as we get out the van and move quickly, if anyone saw the blood on me theyâd call the police.
âShut up and get onâ He growls as we get to the front, we creep around the side of the building looking for a way in as I hear shouts come from inside.
âDid you hear that the Midnight Rose girl got taken? Pretty sure sheâs dead by nowâ I heard one say as it piqued my interest.
âNo way man, Haydenâs got her locked up somewhere. Thereâs a bounty out to find her. Manâ¦If only, weâd be done with all thisâ Another voice said as I noticed a smile on Marcusâs face.
âIn you go. Get their trust, thatâs our way to do thisâ He smirks âYouâre jokingâ¦Putting me straight in the middle of them!â I whisper, shout.
âCan you think of a better way?â He snaps as I sigh.
âFineâ I answer.
âDo play the part. Weâve just escaped from Hayden and need helpâ He says locking me into his side with a smirk, his hand in the blood as he smears some on himself to make it look like weâd escaped, but barely.
âHey! Hey! Help me!â I cry out as I bang against the door as Marcus begins pretending to watch our backs.
âWhat the fuck?â a man answers as his eyes widen.
âPlease you have to help us!â I cry as we push our way in.
âWho are you? What happened to you?â He pulls out a gun.
âPlease! Donât! I just want to get to my family!â I cry out as my eyes dart around the room.
âWhatâs your name?â another asks as people begin flooding into the room.
âSamanthaâ¦Samantha Jonesâ I say, and I hear them gasp.
âYouâre the midnight rose girl!â One exclaims.
âWill you hide us? Please, just let us lay lowâ Marcus asks.
âWho are you boy?â A large man comes out from a door in front as he looks over the pair of us.
âHe was locked up with me, please, we need helpâ I say as I count at least twelve guys around us.
âCome hereâ The huge guy beckons me forwards.
âNot without meâ Marcus growls.
âWhat will you do boy? Youâre outnumbered.â He laughs.
âI donât see many guns, just this one and youâ He nods towards the guy who was at the door.
âWe donât deal with guns, not our thingâ¦â He says.
âThatâs a shameâ¦â Marcus smirks and moves off of me as the destruction begins.
Marcus takes out the big guy quickly as I shoot towards the guy at the door.
âWatch it!â Marcus shouts as another man comes from behind me, I knock my head backwards as I hear a crunch.
One by one we take them down as we leave a bloodied trail everywhere.
âCheck down there, Iâll finish off up hereâ Marcus orders as I head for the door where the big guy, who I was guessing was the leader came from.
âDonâtâ¦Pleaseâ¦â Heâs not dead! He grabs hold of my trousers.
âIâ¦â I begin as I hear movement downstairs, the man lets go as he dies from blood loss.
I walk slowly down the stairs with my gun raised.
âDaddy! What was that big bang?!â A little girl comes to the bottom of the stairs and looks at me with horror.
She screams and runs off as I run down the stairs.
âDonât hurt usâ A woman cries as the little girl hides behind her.
âIs it clear?!â Marcus calls out.
âPleaseâ¦â The woman cries.
âHideâ¦Find the Midnight Rose, tell them Samantha sent youâ I say quickly as they quickly move into a cupboard.
âItâs clear down hereâ I shout as I begin my way up.
âYou checked properly?â He raises a brow and pushes past me.
âSeriously, youâre checking my work! Thereâs no one down here!â I shout as he begins kicking down desks.
I hear a whimper as he kicks another and hope he didnât hear it.
âWhat was that?â He swirls around.
âWhat?â I ask.
âI heard somethingâ He says as he opens the cupboard and grabs the woman and her child out by their hair as they scream.
âItâs just a kid!â I shout as he pushes me away and makes them kneel in front of him.
âYou liedâ¦You knew they were there didnât you?â He says looking from me to them.
âPlease, let us go!â The woman cries.
âHow the hell are people going to find out what happened here if we kill everyone? You ever think of that?!â I ask as his nostrils flare in anger.
âWe were supposed to kill everyone! You disobeyed!â He shouts pointing a gun at me.
âShoot me I dare you. People will find out about this if we leave them aliveâ I say stepping in front of him.
âWeâll see what Hayden has to say shall we?â He says with a cocky smirk as he gets out his phone and puts it on loud speaker.
âIs it done?â Hayden calls out, not bothering with pleasantries.
âNot quite, weâve had a little hiccup with your roseâ He says.
âOh?â
âShe hid up a little girl and her mother. She tried to save them.â Marcus says as the phone is silent.
âI only meant it as a way to spread word, if everyone dies in this then how will word spread that you, Hayden, have me as an accomplice. That you have me working for you, taking down your own enemiesâ I say in hope that I hadnât fucked up.
âWell, that is a very clever notionâ¦However, I believe that was not what I asked to be done. Kill the woman, leave the childâ He says as Marcus gets out his gun and shoots the woman as the kid screams.
âDoneâ Marcus says as I stand in shock.
âTake a photo, I will make sure to send it to the whole of Midnight Roseâ Hayden says before hanging up.
Marcus brings up his camera and takes a photo in front of the child and woman with my gun and knife bloodied up in my hand.