Still Early in the Morning (3)
She was going to confess to him at least one side, not one side, and push him until he is annoyed. Like when she thought Aiden was a scholar at first and kept flirting with him. She thought it would be unfair if she didnât confess properly.
âWhen will you confess?â
âWell, I donât know about thatâ¦â
âThen when do you expect to confess and wait until you confess?â
âWell, itâs usually men who confess first, so donât you have something in mind? I think youâd rather go and lead a masterâs confession.â
What the hell is this sound? What if she waited until he confessed and then another girl took him away?
âWe donât have to divide the roles by gender, do we?â
âButâ¦â
âThereâs no law that says a woman shouldnât confess first.â
In fact, Aiden must have given up half of his mind since he was already involved in something that wasnât ânormalâ from the beginning. There was no need to follow conventional social ideas now.
Vivianâs goal was to win him once someone confessed first. She could prepare a bouquet and a ring for him. To be honest, she wanted to tie him up and arrest him with the ring she bought.
She wanted to leave a kind of mark on his body, Donât touch me because I have a tenant.
âBut if you confess first, thereâs no room for blemish in society.â
Social circles. She said with a starry look in her eyes.
âIâm not a nobleman.â
âYouâll be the hostess one day.â
Vivian shook her head, realizing that the maidâs excitement was worse than her.
What does the hostess mean? Of course, that would be perfect, but she wasnât as unconscionable as she hoped. She knew her position as a commoner better than anyone else. Now, she was deeply moved just by accepting her confession.
âIf he doesnât intend to confess to me tomorrow, donât stop me. If I donât have a ring, Iâll have to make a flower ring and put it on.â
If she gets rejected, sheâll confess again the next day. The next day and the next day. Then, wonât the day come when heâll accept it even if itâs annoying and boring?
Vivian spoke as if she would not break her resolution, and the maids who heard it somehow twinkled even more. They even glanced at her with a slightly recalled ball. They were all affectionate to Vivian at least.
âLet me help you, miss!â
âMe, too!â
âIâll help you!â
Vivian felt somewhat dismayed because she seemed to have become a religious leader who preached pseudo-principle.
Anyway, can she take this as a gesture of cooperation? She failed to sneak out, but as a result, she felt better. After being silent for a while, she coughed again and asked with her eyes burning with enthusiasm.
âSo, does anyone know what His Graceâs favorite thing is?â
***
âTsk, this is a novel.â
Julian kicked his tongue and threw down the book he was reading. The book titled was pink with engraved petals from the cover. It was awkward and uncomfortable.
He sighed deeply as he swept away the goose bumps on the back of his neck throughout the whole time he read it. He wondered if the crazy woman had read it and recommended it.
She didnât expect the quality of the work, but at least there should be probability. The novel written by her was rather better.
âThis is what love isâ¦â
Julian recalled the actions of the main characters in the novel and trembled.
He fell down with a deadly disease, caused all kinds of trouble around him despite his parentsâ opposition, and eventually fled love, swore love while looking at the sunset, and said heâll love her in his next life even if he died now.
It was as if he had lost all his life except love. Are these people possessed by ghosts that die if they canât love?
Julian thought that if this is love, he should never love for the rest of his life.
But after a while, he had no choice but to admit it. That some of his actions are consistent with some of the actions of the male protagonist in the novel.
Reading the novels Vivian piled up like mountains, she could see why she declared his unrequited love as soon as she heard Julianâs symptoms. And he could see how people who fall in love usually feel.
When sheâs next to him, she gets caught in his eyes and he looks at every move carefully, or when they meet eyes, he feels good all day long because itâs good to see him smile.
When sheâs not around, he keeps thinking about her and wants to be with her even if heâs using the same excuse, and when heâs annoyed at her being involved with another man, he canât do anything if sheâs sad.
It was exactly in line with Julianâs symptoms to the point of displeasure.
The main charactersâ actions were different, but the roots were all the same. Love. It seemed to be the behavior of people who are firmly in love.