Chapter 141
Sophia was at home tucking the little ones in for a nap when she got the message.
The kiddo had just nodded off, and Susan was also around the house.
Sophia went dead silent for a bit when she saw the message, just zoning out while staring at her phone screen.
Susan took a shot in the dark, âBrandon?â
Sophia chuckled, âAs if itâd be him.â
Then she flipped her phone towards Susan, âItâs from Don.â
Susan glanced at it, then back to Sophia, âHonestly, I think you should totally snag this job opportunity.â
She glanced at the little girl snoozing on the bed, âJust picture Theresa punching in one day, bragging to her pals all proud-like, âMy mom designed this â how cool is that?â
She picked up the design proposal Sophia had left on the table, flipping through it with a touch of regret, âSuch a killer design getting buried would be such a waste.â
Sophia glanced at the design proposal too, but kept mum.
Susan looked at her.
âAnyway, Brandon said himself, Star-Dempsey Architects is Donâs baby, he wonât be hanging around much. This projectâs got its own head honcho, He wonât be getting his hands dirty. As long as he doesnât make a point of showing up, you two bumping into each other in that company is pretty much slim to none, plus you donât have to clock in at an office, which makes it even less likely.â
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âYou already had to pass up a job once because of getting hitched and having a bun in the oven, and now to duck him, youâre gonna pass on this one? Seems like a crying shame to me, Susan added.
Back in the day, fresh out of college, Sophia had a sweet job lined up, but then she got pregnant, and with the early pregnancy being rocky, she had to play it safe and stick around the house, putting work on the back burner.
Then, after a miscarriage and a spell of getting her health back, she ended up out of the loop for a whole year, and when she started job hunting again, it wasnât the same as right after graduation.
She kept busy, working on and off on projects with her mentor Zachary Gardner, but without a solid track record of a 9-to-5, employers were iffy, offering her gigs that were basically starting from scratch as an assistant.
But Sophiaâs college portfolio and the experience she racked up had her itching for a shot at flying solo in design, so the job hunt was never quite hitting the mark.
Thatâs partly why she later thought about hitting the books again.
Now that sheâd finally clawed her way back to a stable spot in the design world on her own terms, the idea of giving it up felt like a waste to Susan. Sophia felt the pinch too. If Brandon werenât the client, she wouldnât be sweating it one bit.
âThe other day, I asked Brandon if heâd ever tie the knot again, and he didnât give me a straight answer,â Sophia glanced at the still-sleeping tyke, âIf heâd just said yes or no, I probably wouldnât be overthinking it this much.â
If he said yes, sheâd never spill the beans about the kid to him or even to the kid herself.
That would be a low blow to his future family and wife.
No woman wants to wake up one day to her hubby saying, âSurprise, Iâve got a kid.â
If he said no, sheâd play it by ear when to break the news to him, but definitely not now.
Not when she wasnât sure how hung up Brandon and his folks might be about the kid, whether theyâd go so far as to wrestle for custody. She wouldnât risk tipping him off.
The Crawley familyâs loaded and powerful. If they got it in their heads to fight for custody, Sophia wasnât sure she could hold her ground. The kid was her miracle baby
From biting her nails at every prenatal checkup to the life-and-death struggle in the delivery room, to the round-the-clock grind of looking after a newborn, all that blood, sweat, and tears werenât something you could just wipe away because they provided half the genes.
She couldnât just give up her child.
Sophia didnât want her kid to be the glue that forced two people back together either.
Sheâd finally moved on from that chapter with the Crawley family and didnât want to be sucked back in because of the kid.
So, whether to tell Brandon about the child was a decision sheâd have to make after careful observation and thought, not on a whim.
But Brandon didnât say yes or no, and his sharpness made her wary of probing further. One wrong question and heâd sniff out the reason. She was spooked by Brandonâs knack for reading between the lines.
Caught in this game of chess, it left her in a bind.
It was like being forced to choose between giving up her future and gambling with the risk of losing custody of her child.
Neither choice was easy for Sophia.
And Susan couldnât make that call for her.
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Deep down, she hoped Brandon would stay in the dark about the kid, which would mean no custody battles.
But she wasnât the mom; she couldnât decide for Sophia.
âYou could consider taking the project for starters, and while youâre at it, scope out Brandon and his familyâs vibe. Gives you some breathing room to decide whether to spill about Theresa,â suggested Susan. âAnyway, if weâre gonna head back, youâd be setting up shop first, and Theresa and I would follow. Gives us some time to work with.â
Sophia shot her a look but didnât utter a word.
Right then, her phone buzzed back to life.