Chapter 81
Brandon didnât respond. He lingered at the door for a moment, then strode away.
Sophia watched his retreating figure, sitting on the bed motionless, not even realizing when her fingers had hit the answer button on the phone until Susanâs voice, laced with concem, broke through, âSophia? Whatâs up?â
Sophia snapped back to reality, peering at her phone screen through a blurry gaze, she saw Susanâs worried face.
âWhatâs wrong? Susanâs voice softened, tinged with caution.
Sophia shook her head slightly. âItâs nothing.â
Susan asked, âDid Brandon come over?â
Sophia nodded gently, âYeah.â
âSo, did you guys?â She hesitated, glancing at Sophia, wanting to ask if Brandon had managed to stop her, but seeing Sophia clad in the hospital gown with puffy eyes, the words got stuck in her throat. Instead, she shifted to a gentle reassurance, âItâs alright, thereâs no hurdle we canât get overâ
Sophia managed a weak smile, âYeah.â
Brandon bought some light and digestible porridge for Sophia at a restaurant near the hospital. He didnât deliver it himself. He paid for the delivery service and got a waiter to take it up to her. He didnât leave, just stood at the restaurant entrance, watching the hustle and bustle on the street, feeling a hollow ache inside.
The memory of seeing Sophiaâs HCG report was still vivid in his mind, the words âClinical Diagnosis. Early Pregnancy that moved him so much at the moment they caught his eye. He had imagined countless times what their child might look like, whether like him or Sophia, or a mix of both. He had fantasized about every step of raising her, thinking Sophia would keep her believing she couldnât bear to let go, but.
The image of her in the hospital, lying weakly on the bed with tearful eyes as she was wheeled out by nurses, made Brandon turn away, his stomach churning with familiar spasms as his emotions rolled, filled with the scene of Sophia with tearâfilled eyes begging him to let her go. The stomach cramps worsened, but then his thoughts drifted back to that summer years ago when she stood on the stage with her teacher and introduced herself in a calm and graceful manner, âHi everyone, Iâm Sophia,â her slightly naive face serene and peaceful
He remembered that year every time he tutored her, the obedient and tranquil look in her eyes, which were so clearly the eyes of a young Yolanda.
Brandon pulled out the DNA report from his pocket, crisply tore it in two with a swift exchange of hands.
He crumpled the two halves into a ball, ready to throw it away, but then his hands paused midâair, frozen. After a long silence, he withdrew his hands, pocketing the crumpled DNA report once more, looked towards the hospital, and then turned to walk in its direction.
Brandon didnât step into the patientâs room.
He just stood outside the ward, a short distance away, peering through the slightly ajar door at Sophia inside
The pomidge had been delivered and Sophia took a few bites before setting it aside, her appetite absent.
Brandon watched the mostly untouched porridge, didnât approach, just silently observed the Sophia inside the room as she lay down and drifted into a shallow sleep. Only then did he finally enter the ward, bending down to gently tuck her in, not intending to wake Sophia
Their eyes met silently, then both looked away.
Brandon finished tucking her in, âTake a restâ
Sophia uttered a soft âMhm, and closed her eyes.
Brandon stayed by the bed for a while, then his phone rang
He stepped out to take the call, and when he returned, the room was empty, the hospital gown and blanket neatly folded on the bed. Brandon chuckled and shook his head, not bothering to investigate where Sophia had gone, and went back to his hotel alone.
The second and third day, Brandon didnât seek out Sophia, just busied himself with work at the hotel, unable to engage with the things he once loved.
On the fourth day, Brandon waited Sophiaâs school, but didnât find her
He stopped one of Sophiaâs classmates to inquire about her
leave of absence the classmate informed humm.
Brandon paused, then said a soft thank
you, âThanksâ
He looked up at the building, his Adamâs apple bobbing in his throat, Pulling out his phone, he called Susan, âTell Sophia I wonât bother her anymore. She doesnât need to sacrifice her future like thisâ
After hanging up, Brandon called Kent, âBook me a ticket back to West district, for today.â
âHuh?â Kent on the other end was taken aback, âWhy the sudden retum? Is everything settled over there?â
âSend someone elseâ Brandon said, ending the call. He took one last look at the building and walked away.
Brandon flew back to West district that evening.