Chapter 12: introducing me.

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hey little girl,

it's me

it's her,

the one you're dreaming of

and I'm about to write you a love letter

I know it's been a while since you've got some charming words to read

I hope this changes your mind

it's quite difficult to start without saying

I love you,

but I'll try

I'll do my best to

make it all worth it

it was years ago

as you stood in front of that mirror

and watched yourself dancing

to new songs from kesha and rihanna

it's exactly how I

imagine you dancing

this morning

as you made the first coffee for the both of us

I remember you

accidentally burning your finger

while placing the 99th candle around our picnic blanket,

spilling red wine all over us simultaneously

most of all

I can hear us laughing

I know

as you were a child

you wanted to protect them all

you wanted to protect your mum, your dad, even your older brothers

most of all you've got that idea of saving her

you imagined yourself being princess charming

-you know I smile so bright at writing this-

cause that's exactly what you've become

you always wanted the romantic type of lover,

someone with a creative mind who walks around the corner with flowers, who knows your favourite restaurant, someone who's old school enough to open you the door offering you her jacket when you get cold

I know you love the confident ones, the ones who know how to fight for their dreams

you love home cooking

and self-made presents

and I found a text from you

writing about a girl who's

into music just as into breathing

and

she wrote a song for you,

she even played her guitar

just in front of everyone

and

when it is time for love to come

you need the sensual one

a woman being dirty, but gentle,

you want someone as passionate as your heartbeat,

someone who offers you the deepest edges of her soul, but is leading you through the dark too

you need carrying hands and still someone to hold,

you need warmth in your chest and the same clearing cold

you need someone

as stormy as you

someone who looks up to the stars and gets lost in eternity

you need a dreamer to set goals in real life

you need forward thinking,

open minded, sexy lips to kiss and a

well-educated, humorous head to discuss to while eating lunch

you really like the love letters

and want to offer your own edgy  sides, cause that's just how you find the fitting puzzle piece

and it's easy

to say

I love you

it's so easy

to say anything

but you need someone who's not afraid of proving it each day while pulling the blanket over your shoulders,

someone always buying your favourite flavour of tea,

someone who cares if you already got home,

someone who is listening when you need to swallow the pain away

little girl,

it's me

it's her,

the one you're dreaming of

and I'm about to write you a love letter,

because

I fell in love with the way you look into the mirror

you always wanted that cool girl

being respectful and

selfless

and

(don't try to deny it)

every time she wears those ripped jeans, carries the leather jacket and let go of her wild flowing hair,

you just get lost while falling even more for her

and I love it

I love you

you

with brown sparkling eyes,

green glowing whenever night is coming around

and your precious smile

you

loving the nerdy facts,

the dog-owner ones

you

falling for the poetic side,

the being up all night just talking kind

and

I love you

it's as simple as that

and

it's not about the money in her pocket or the car she wants to drive

it wasn't ever about popularity or

the grades she got in school

as long as she's got the guts to stand for herself and the things she believes in

and it's funny,

cause I know someone who's

playing the guitar and gets lost the minute she's touching that goddamn sexy instrument

I know someone

who's cooking pretty well,

who's writing just right now

as poetic as she's able to think, while sending you

a handwritten letter

I know someone charming, someone nerdy, romantic and old school

I know a girl who's wholeheartedly and passionate about everything she does,

someone who's positive and funny and dancing while cooking and cooking while dancing

I know a girl giving a damn about the brand of your clothes as long as you know how to be honest or loyal

I know someone reading this right now who's exactly the same

thinking about it

about you

as a little girl dreaming of her future wife

I'm proud to say

that you became exactly what you've always wished for

it's me,

little girl,

it's you,

it's her

and I'm writing you a love letter

from the other side of the mirror

the woman of your dreams?

I think you need to introduce yourself