everyone feels alone sometimes
I know how it sounds
when she cries
she used to head outside,
too late at night
searching for a place to hide,
she needs to write
with paper blanks right by her side
so at least it seems alright
to feel alone, be on your own sometimes
where is my love?
it's too late right now
she needs the blackbear-type
too much smoke to blow,
too much shit to hype
no one's coming back again,
still her fingertips can feel
your hand, your warmth,
trying to pretend that
you didn't ever went
through that fucking door
that's what she was always hoping for
falling
falling down,
disappearing onto the floor
her mind knows, but her heart wants more, more, more
where is my love?
memories transforming to
a cloudy head,
raining down her face as if
you both haven't met,
it's a meeting
she doesn't want to regret
perhaps she'll make it
step by step
until she really starts to forget
how your smile tastes on her lips
a little kiss
that's what you should miss
where is my?
love?
one second
and it's winter again
she's walking through unknown streets
one second
the sun sets again
she's dancing with her through the sheets
what a mess
one song
and she whispers your name
one look
and she feels the shame,
wants you to blame
for all of this,
all of this pain
where is my...
call me
text me
just stop to disappear
love me
take me
there's not much I want to hear
just stay
don't go
what do you need to fear?
where is my love ?
why aren't you here?
everyone feels alone sometimes,
but you really need to know
what it means
to lose the one
you could have won for
forever