Itâs a bit embarrassing to admit, but I donât remember much right after giving birth.
I had focused all my energy on bringing Ethanâs child into the world, so much so that the moment I heard the babyâs cries, I fainted right away.
When I finally regained consciousness, several hours had passed since I had collapsed from exhaustion.
After all, I had struggled for over ten hours just to give birth, so it wasnât surprising that I couldnât stay awake any longer. The only reason I had managed to hold on for that long was sheer willpower, refusing to collapse until Iâd finished.
When I woke up, the view outside the window showed a bright blue sky, like it was morning again. And the first thing I saw was Ethan sitting beside my bed, looking at me with a worried expression.
âUh⦠uhâ¦?â
âLilith, howâs your bodyâ¦?â
âO-Our babyâ¦?â
âLook next to you.â
ââ¦Ah.â
I came to my senses and turned my head to the other side. There lay our baby, wrapped carefully in a white cloth, lying beside me.
Although it was the first time Iâd seen the baby in person since giving birth, there was no mistaking itâthis child was ours. I gently held the baby bundled in the swaddle close to my chest.
âIâm so glad everything went well.â
âI was more worried about you, Lilith. I didnât think it would be so difficult for you.â@@novelbin@@
âI didnât know either. If Iâd known it would be this painful, I would have thought a bit more carefully about the decisionâ¦â