The next day. In other words, Sunday.
I went to the dry-cleanerâs to get the uniform back.
The person herself had already received her uniform.
After that I called her, mailed her, and even went to her house directly but she ignored them all.
ãWhat did you do? Even though you already entered high school, did you two get in a fight?ã(Mikoto mom)1
When I went to her house directly, while being surprised, Mikotoâs mom interacted with me.
I was too forceful and that was my bad.
I want to apologize properly but now I guess I will quietly give up.
Then, the next day. In other words, Monday.
It is a new week starting here, and I need to go to school again.
My dick is definitely huge. Itâs a huge dick.
But, it seems that according to Mikoto it isnât strange.
Being told that it isnât gross is a relief.
Since a virgin said so it doesnât have much meaning but even so it gives me hope.
But the problem hasnât been solved at all.
Kurusu Miaâs situation.
Friday after school, I told Kurusu my own secret.
I ended up saying my dick is huge.
Even if Mikoto didnât call it weird, the fact that I exposed my secret to Kurusu doesnât disappear.
In any case, I can only say it was a joke and try to be forgiven.
When I enter the classroom Kurusu was immediately there.
A crowd of male and female students gather around Kurusuâs surroundings.
It seems people from other classes came. They donât notice me at all.
She is a seriously popular person.
Our eyes didnât meet during class.
Well, that is how it usually is.
I donât need to worry about it.
Not having a conversation is usual for me.
After school.
When I go to the club, Kurusu wasnât there.
Since I saw her leave the class first, I thought she would surely already be here.
When I try asking the club president, Kawauchi, he shook his head with a terribly sorrowful face.
ãDid she quit?ã
ãNoâ¦it seems she is taking a breaking because her condition is badâ¦ã
Itâs not something to be in despair about, is it?
But, the Human Culture Research Club is terribly quiet without Kurusu.
I couldnât see anything wrong with Kurusu earlier.
She was cheerfully lively and healthy as usual.
The reason she took a break from the club must be because of me.
ãI am also a bitâ¦ã
Not giving a reason, I also took a break from club activities.
The other members didnât show any behavior that they really cared.
Quicker is better.
If a number of days go by, my dick will gradually end up getting larger in Kurusuâs mind.
I ride the bus to the station.
I hopped on the only train that showed up.
Riding to Mikura Station, I went towards the apartment complex where Kurusu lives.
I ended up coming here on the spur of the moment.
But I canât just turn around and go back.
In front of the self-locking door, I press the room number that I vaguely recall.
After a while, a voice came through. It was Kurusuâs mom.
ãYes?â¦ã
ãAa, pardon me. I am Okutani that visited a couple days ago. Is Mia-san home?ã
ãAra, good afternoon. Wait a bit, okay?ã
Not even a minute later, the voice of Kurusuâs mom returned.
ãShe said she wants you to wait there, it seems like she wants to come downã
ãUnderstoodã
It felt like I waited for a long time.
It spurs on my impulse of wanting to run away.
But, that is no good.
I need to properly tell her it was a joke.
In actuality, not even 5 minutes has passed standing there.
ãSorry to make you waitã
Lightly waving her hand, Kurusu finally came.
She is still in her uniform.
The hair that was lowered at school is now is tied in two.2
I got a bit nervous at Kurusu who looked very young.
ãY-yeahâ¦are you alright? Since your health was poor?ã
ãWellâ¦ã
She probably felt guilt from telling a lie.
Kurusu had ambiguous behavior.
ãDid you come because you worried about me?ã
Kurusu asks me that.
I shook my head.
ãNoâ¦itâs about the thing the day before yesterdayâ¦ã
ãUnã
She probably understood.
When she nods, Kurusu started to walk.
ãIsnât there a shrine a short walk away? Letâs go thereã
I also knew about that shrine.
There is a shrine about 5 minutes from the station on foot called Maijima Shrine.3
Enclosed by trees, it is a terribly out of date shrine.
I called out to Kurusu, who was walking ahead.
ãKurusuâ¦that was a jokeã
However, there was no reply.
Is she mad? Or perhaps is she disappointed?
ãHeyâ¦can you say something?ã
In the end, Kurusu only opened her mouth after we reached the shrine.
Between the back of the shrineâs grounds and the encirclement of trees, it was a dim place with gravel strewn about.
It is a place isolated from public notice like it would be used by couples on a date at night.
I could hear the high-pitched voices of primary schoolers on the way home in the distance.
ãShow meã
ãWhat?ã
ãLike I saidâ¦your, thatâ¦ã
This situation is too unexpected.
Mikoto said so.
If itâs a girl, they wonât tell you to show them so relax.
But, Kurusu definitely said it.
ãYour penisâ¦show meã
ãA, aâ¦ã
The situation became just as I feared.
Within a couple days, two girls have demanded to see my dick.
What a strange turn of events.
ãSince then, itâs all I have been thinking aboutâ¦ã
Kurusu mutters that to me.
Her face is bright red.
Her eyes were moist and unfocused.
ãEven though you shared your secret, my attitude has become horribleã
ãA, th-that isâ¦itâs fine if you donât worry about it. That was a jokeã
Itâs no good if I donât convey it properly.
But, Kurusu shook her head.
ãYouâre wrong! Okutani-kun shouldnât be a person that can lie on the spot, right?ã
What do you know about me?
But, Kurusuâs eyes were serious.
ãAlso, I want you to not lie to meâ¦I want to become real friends with Okutani-kun. I was thinking we already were. Thatâs why, please donât lie to meã
ãâ¦I got itã
If you say it up to there, I canât go against it.
I probably wonât regret what will happen later.
ãThat wasnât a lieâ¦ã
I corrected myself.
I wonât lie to Kurusu.
Now I have decided that.
ãMy dick is truly hugeâ¦ã
ãIs that soâ¦ã
Kurusu finally showed a smile.
But I could see that smile hiding her embarrassment.
ãO-Okutani-kunâ¦wonât you show it to me?ã
ãWhy do you want to see it?ã
Kurusu replied to that question with a gloomy voice.
ãItâs not like I doubt Okutani-kunâs words, you know? But unless the secret is shared properlyâ¦ã
In other words, she will properly confirm whether my dick is huge or not.
And then, for the first time, Kurusu will know my secret.
It was absurd logic but there certainly is no evidence that my dick is huge.
Actually, it is probably quickest to just show it.
I gave up.
ãI-I got itâ¦ã
Kurusu became my friend.
I will show her, no matter what the result becomes, I will accept it as fate.
The thicket of trees rustled, shaking in the wind.
The sun probably still had a bit before it starts sinking.
But there was no sign of people.
Also, the voice of the primary schoolers that was audible stopped before I noticed.
ãTh-thenâ¦ã
Resolving myself, I took off my pants.
Took wild liberties here. â©
Guessing twin tail. Doesnât specify. â©
米島 let me know if you got anything better. â©