We ran to the station.
Since it was close to the roundabout, we got there without getting too wet.
However, Kurusuâs yellow shirt was sligthly transparent.
Her white camisole she was wearing underneath was visible.
ãThe taxi driver told us the trains might stopã
ãLetâs hurry!ã
Ebara took the lead and everyone ran after him.
Just the thought of being left behind in this station in the rain was horrifying.
We heard from the station attendant before going through the ticket gate.
ãRight now we are only stopping arrivals. Since it is still a bit before we stop departures, you are fineã
We were relieved and slowed our pace towards the platform.
We couldnât go camping.
However, I had a sense of accomplishment from that last session of running.
Whether it was because of sweat or rain, moisture stuck to my whole body.
When I get home, the first thing Iâm doing is showering.
When we were riding the train, there were people there.
Everyone came to camp and climb mountains but they had to give up because of the rain.
Their faces were colored with disappointment and fatigue.
There was air conditioning in the train and it was a bit cold.
The sound of rain was not stopping and sometimes it would get even stronger.
ãIâm glad we made itâ¦ã
ãSeriously, if we couldnât get on this train then we would have had to stayã
Ebara and Karata were talking.
ãIt would have been better if we properly paid attention to the weatherã
ãThatâs rightã
Kawauchi also joined the conversation.
The odd one out, Ooki, was staring off into space outside the window.
ãKurusu-san, sorryã
Ebara said to Kurusu with a bitter smile.
Kurusu shook her head.
ãWhy are you apologizing?â¦Besides I had funã
ãTh-thatâs right!? I-I wonderâ¦when we finally get to Ichikura Station, letâs all go eat somethingã
Towards Ebaraâs suggestion, Kawauchi, Karata, and Ooki become excited.
Since they are together with Kurusu during a holiday, they donât want to return home yet.
The train still hadnât left.
ãThatâs fine butâ¦are you coming too, Okutani-kun?ã
ãEh? Me?ã
Kurusu suddenly turns to me and pressed me for an answer.
ãHeâll come heâll come, heâll come too soã
Ebara desperately signaled with his eyes.
Kurusu inclines her head.
ãReally?ã
ãThatâs rightâ¦no, Iâm fineã
ãOi oi, why!?ã
Why, indeed?
Ebaraâs question is reasonable.
Even though everyone has met up on a Saturday.
We went to the museum but since it rained it would be a bit dull to go home.
Kurusu is here too so itâs not like everyone would hate it.
Even so, why do I not want to do anything together anymore.
ãAre you alright?ã
I smile at Kurusu who looks at me with serious worry in her eyes.
ãIâm fineã
ãThen, why?ã
Everyone was looking at me.
We had an agreement. I wonât steal a march on her.
There is no rule that I have to stay together with them.
ãItâs fine! This guy! Itâs probably something selfishã
Ebara emits a cheerful voice in order to smooth things out.
ãLetâs just go without him! Where would be good? There is a Domizu near the stationã
ãDomizu is fine. But I donât really have any moneyã
ãIt canât be helped! Since heâs your senpai, Kawauchi can pay for youã
ãWhy meâ¦ã
The four got excited.
They were desperate to get the time back from the camp they lost due to the rain.
ãIs Domizu fine with you too Kurusu-san?ã
ãEh? Ah, yeahâ¦itâs fineã
It seems she was a bit worried about me but Kurusu joins the fourâs conversation with a kindhearted smile.
I was thinking like the loner of the group.
Itâs not like I was particularly being left out.
Rather Ebara and them would consider me a comrade.
Itâs no good to steal a march on Kurusu.
Thatâs why I will try to get along with everyone.
This is an important time to be together with Kurusu.1
ãWhatâs with thatã
I let out a voice.
Everyone turned towards me.
Kurusu looks at me too.
I wonder what facial expression I have.
The bell of the train rang informing we could finally depart.
I met with Kurusuâs eyes.
Kurusuâs mask of kind heartedness showed no cracks.
That was not the type of face I wanted to see from her.
It was more and more vague and unclear.
She was holding anxiety in her heart like an ordinary high school girl with a perfect appearance.
It seems like if she was touched the atmosphere would be broken while having a curiosity appropriate for a normal girl her age.2
ãWhat is it? Okutani-kunâ¦ã
Kurusu asks me with a slight smile.
She shows me a glimpse of her true self she normally doesnât show to anyone.
The person herself probably did it unconsciously but it gave me a big shock.
There was an announcement.
It seems the train is departing.
Due to the river, this will probably be the final departure of the day.
Thatâs what the announcement stated.
A pair of climbers were the last people who barely made it on.
The sound of the doors closing echoed.
I grabbed Kurusuâs arm.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
And then pulling that arm, I go to leave the train.
I lead Kurusu off the train almost rolling out.
The doors closed.
The 4 guys from the Human Culture Research club gather around the door.
They stared dumbfounded at us who had jumped out of the train.
It seems they didnât know how to react as they just slightly opened their mouth in surprise.
When the train started to depart, I tightly held her arm and deeply hung my head.
And then muttered in a quiet voice.
ãIâm sorry for stealing a march on herâ¦ã
The rain was showing no signs of stopping.
I apologize this the best I can TL this section â©
The author just stopped making sense this chapter â©