The train left.
Raising my lowered head, I spit out a large lump of air.
ãSorry, Kurusuâ¦ã
I couldnât look at her face.
I donât know myself why I did such a thing.
After a while, we went to the stationâs platform in silence.
My cell phone vibrated in my pocket.
Taking advantage of that, Kurusu finally said something.
ãYouâre not answering?ã
ãYeah, itâs probably Kawauchi and themâ¦ã
ãYeah. Wonât they worry about us?ã
My chest tightens at her pure sweet words.
ãItâs probably better if you answerã
ãG-got itâ¦ã
Being told that by Kurusu, I took out my phone.
When I did that, I realized I was holding her arm the whole time.
ãOi, what is the meaning of this!ã
Ebara let out a loud voice.
The sound in the background must be from the train.
Itâs supposed to be prohibited to talk on your phone when inside the train.
However, those guys probably donât care either way right now.
ãSorry. My body somehow moved on its ownã
ãDonât bullshit me! Didnât we have an agreement!?ã
ãI knowâ¦ã
Since I was one-sidedly tied to that agreement, I had some objections.
But, now I donât care.
ãI thought to apologizeã
ãAnyhow, come to Ichikura Station! As I thought it seems this train was the last so we canât come back!ã
Ebara shouted with all his strength.
Even though it violently shook my eardrums, it didnât enter my head.
Hesitating over how I should respond, Kurusu took my phone
ãAhã
I raised my voice.
Kurusu was showing me a smile she hadnât shown before.
It was a face where she had taken off her mask and revealed everything. It was a smile where she wasnât forcing everything through a filter.
ãEbara-kun?ã
When she put my phone up to her ear, Kurusu started talking.
I could slightly hear Ebaraâs voice leak out of the speaker.
ãYou know, I already know about your guysâ arrangementâ¦yeah, Kawauchi-kun told meã
Shaking could be heard on the other side of the speaker.
Kurusu continued.
ãBut could you not blame Okutani-kun? I asked him to do thisã
This also made me start to shake greatly.
Kurusu makes eye contact with me. She somehow seemed to be having fun.
I got nervous for doing something I shouldnât have. Kurusu gave me that feeling.
ãThe agreement seems pointless to meâ¦yeah, itâs fine, my parents will come to get meâ¦yeahâ¦yeahâ¦byeã
When she hung up, she returned my phone.
And then she asked me something.
ãSo, since weâve come this far, what do you want to do?ã
I couldnât reply immediately. I receive my phone quietly.
Her long chestnut-colored hair, that was tied up in a ponytail, is wet from the rain and was somehow erotic.
Her thin yellow T-shirt was see through, and I could see the camisole she was wearing underneath.
ãThereâs no more trainsâ¦ã
ãItâs your faultã
ãThatâs why, we have to stay here for the day, right?ã
My throat was dry.
I honestly couldnât look Kurusu in her eyes.
It doesnât seem like Kurusu understands the meaning behind that statement.
ãWhen you answered the phone, why did you say your parents would come get us?ã
Itâs the same with my parents.
They would scold me harshly but Iâm sure they would come get me.
No matter how cruel the rain is, it canât completely block out the outside world like a mystery novel.
I looked at Kurusu.
She had a look like she was waiting for something.
I thought she was testing me.
However, that was probably wholly due to my persecution complex.
Kurusu was just seriously thinking about the current situation.
ãI want to stayã
I said with a clear voice.
ãOkayâ¦got itã
Kurusu bites her lip and nods.
When I extend my hand, Kurusu grabbed it without hesitation.
We walk through the platform quietly, and explain ourselves to the attendant at the ticket gate.
ãWe missed the trainâ¦ã
ãSince that was the last one, will you be fine?ã
ãYes, weâll stay here todayã
The attendant looked at both my and Kurusuâs face seeming slightly surprised.
Since we look like minors, she could immediately make a judgement.
Furthermore, Kurusu is a super beauty. We said we would stay.
She saw us off with slight jealousy in her eyes as me and Kurusu left the station.
ãThe rainâ¦is awful, isnât it?ã
Kurusu muttered in a whisper.
The rain really was awful.
You could say it was a downpour and it limited everyoneâs actions.
Private businesses closed their shutters and we could barely see the lights from the supermarket.
ãI wonder if they have some place to stayâ¦ã
ãLetâs try callingã
ãWhere?ã
Kurusu inclines her head towards my proposal.
ãYou know, the campground we had the reservation forâ¦I was supposed to be the one to cancel itã
ãYou want to stay at a campground in this rain? Our tent will immediately get submergedã
Even so Kurusu looked like she was having fun.
Tightly gripping my hand, she had a cheerful expression while looking at the raining sky.
ãCertainly, they wouldnât lend us a tent in this weather. But, they should definitely have a lodge there too so if itâs there we should be fineã
ãI see. Hey, is it possible you were planning to stay with me from the beginning?ã
ãEh?ã
ãAfter all, youâre so well informedã
Kurusu looks at me teasingly.
I replied after shrugging my shoulders.
ãNo, it was completely an impulseâ¦if I knew I would have used the same place from when I was in primary schoolã
ãThatâs rightâ¦it was an impulseã
ãYeahâ¦ã
ãIâm gladã
We met each otherâs eyes.
Kurusuâs eyes didnât lose their shine even on this day without sunshine.
Her wet lips were slightly opened like they wanted something.
I draw closer to Kurusu like I was being pulled in.
Itâs impossible either way.
We drew in as close as possible and then shared a kiss.
It was a short kiss.