Now, Mikoto is sitting on the bed.
After we rode the train we then headed towards home.
And then we arrived at my room.
My mom was out getting groceries.
My grandma was watching T.V. and my grandpa was sleeping.
ãE-toâ¦soâ¦?ã
Mikoto stood in the center of the room and looked at me.
She was frowning in suspicion but she had an air of expectation.
I swallow my saliva and speak in a blurred voice.
ãF-for now, can you show me howâ¦you usually do it?ã
ãWhy are you asking me? Arenât you supposed to be teaching me?ã
Mikoto casts her eyes down and pouts her lips.
Her tone was filled with discontent.
However, her face didnât look like she disliked it.
I sit on the bed next to Mikoto.
Mikotoâs body stiffened as she was a little cautious.
ãWhat?ã
ãIf you donât like it then we can quit for todayã
ãI-Iâll do it! Buutâ¦Ah, thenâ¦you tooâ¦ã
I knew what she wanted to say.
In other words, since she doesnât want to be the only one doing it, it seems I have to as well.
ãGot itâ¦ã
I strip my pants and boxers while sitting.
Although Mikoto was trying not to look over here, I saw her eyes catch a glimpse of my dick.
Mikoto let out a short hot breath.
ãUuâ¦pervertâ¦ã
While saying that, Mikotoâs hand slowly crawls on top of her skirt.
And then, when her hand reached her crotch, she strips off her skirt.
Her thin legs were exposed. Her legs were pure white like they repelled all corruption.
While looking at that figure, I gripped my penis.
ãHeyâ¦donât just look, teach me properly, okay?ã
Lifting up her skirt, Mikoto holds her knees up to her chest.
*Perari*, flipping up the final part, her privates were visible.
There was a thin brush. Her labia was tightly closed.
Her crotch was as white as if it hadnât seen the light of day.
ãItâs wetâ¦ã
The area between her labia was shining from the moisture.
ãDonât say such thingsâ¦ã
While staring at my dick, Mikoto licked her lips suffocatingly.
Mikotoâs knowledge of sex is biased. I also have a responsibility to correct her.
However, itâs difficult to think Mikoto is doing until here.
ãNyahnã
Mikoto gasped.
She rubbed her labia with her thin finger.
Her hand movements started to become more precise. Her finger that was hesitating to touch her clitoris gets going.
ãNn, Nyahâ¦ahnã
ãMikoto, your voiceã
ãI-I got it, hyahn, nnahâ¦Iâll hold outã
Biting her lips, Mikoto had tears amass in her eyes.
My dick starts to get bigger at her charming figure.
ãAhn, Koumei tooâ¦heere, hyahn nhâ¦do iitã
ãAh, ahã
Although she gave me that reply, I didnât stroke my dick.
Mikoto spread her legs, and frantically moves her fingers.
*Kuchu kuchu*, an obscene sound starts to resonate.
ãNnnnnnnnh, ahâ¦nnnã
Mikoto was desperately holding back her voice.
I couldnât tear my eyes away from the privates being shown to me.
I want to see. Thatâs right, Iâm talking about all her movements.
ãNeh, neeâ¦What should I, ahn, nyah, doo?ã
ãMikotoâ¦ã
ãNnnnnh?ã
Mikoto tilts her head while feeling it.
Even though she is doing her best masturbating, why is Koumei so calm.
She raised that with such silence.
ãLetâs stopâ¦ã
ãEh?ã
ãItâs fine alreadyâ¦so letâs stopâ¦ã
ãEh!? B-butâ¦ã
I stopped my hand touching her privates.
While looking at my face strangely, she asked me.
ãWh-what is it?ã
I couldnât answer right away and the room filled with silence.
Mikoto closes her legs and fixes her skirt.
ãHeyâ¦the words I said earlier werenât a lie, you know? I want to do it with youâ¦ã
ãI knowâ¦ã
I nodded.
After letting out my voice once I was able to talk.
ãI am the one with the problemã
ãIs it that womanâ¦?ã
ãMikotoã
Saying her name I immediately look at her.
Mikoto opened her eyes taken aback as if she realized something.
ãAhâ¦Ahâ¦ã
After flapping her mouth open and close, she asks in a nasally voice.
ãYouâ¦since the beginning, didnât care if you did it with me?ã
ãâ¦Sorryã
ãBut, then whyâ¦?ã
I wonder if itâs because of what happened at karaoke.
I probably wanted to do it at first. However, before I could answer her, Mikoto opens her mouth first.
ãPerhaps, was it becauseâ¦you didnât want to hurt me?ã
ãâ¦Itâs not something so cool. Itâs so I donât hurt myselfã
ãWhatâs with that?ã
ãI like youâ¦ã
That like wasnâtãloveãbut I know I had ãfeelingsãfor her.
She seemed a bit sad but she gave a big nod with a smile.
ãYeahâ¦ã
ãI was thinking I didnât want to lose youâ¦thatâs whyã
ãYou didnât completely reject my desireâ¦but, you wonât have sex with meâ¦ã
ãYeahâ¦I tried to stop it halfwayã
ãAs I thought itâs cause of that woman?ã
The woman Mikoto is talking about is Mia.
ãThatâs rightâ¦ã
ãBut you arenât even dating!ã
After entering the room, Mikoto showed me her feelings first.
Even though she was showing me how she masturbated, I had a feeling she was neglecting her own feelings somehow.
Thatâs why, I unintentionally told her to stop.
ãWe arenât going out but like I saidâ¦ã
ãI donât particularly care! I donâtâ¦as I thoughtâ¦itâs no goodâ¦ã
*Poro poro*, large tears were overflowing from her eyes.
Her voice wasnât let out, she was just quietly pouring out tears.
ãItâs no good butâ¦butâ¦I would hate losing you moreâ¦Itâs the best butâ¦but, itâs better than losing youã
ãâ¦I got it. I got it soã
I stroked Mikotoâs head.
Mikotoâs hair had a soft feel to it.
ãI donât want to take advantage of you like thatâ¦ã
ãDamn itâ¦I, even though Iâm so obstinateâ¦uuâ¦ã
Mikoto spits while crying.
She must have some bitterness but her confusion seems to be growing at the lack of control of her emotions.
She desperately wipes away her streaming tears with her small hands pretending to be strong.
But, her never ending tears stream down her bright red cheeks one after another.
ãWhy? Whyâ¦why wonât it stop? Uuâ¦geez, even though I decided not to cryâ¦I would try to do lots of ecchi things with youâ¦even though I was trying to make you mine aloneâ¦ã
ãSorryâ¦ã
ãDonât apologizeã
Mikoto hides her face with both hands.
And then after wiping her tears roughly she gripped my hand that was stroking her head.
Mikotoâs emotions flowed through me from her wet hands.
ãHey, you donât want to do it with me?ã
ãThatâs not itã
I shook my head.
Itâs not like I donât want to do it with Mikoto.
ãThenâ¦I still wonât lose. Itâs not over yet, right?ã
Sniffling her nose, Mikoto looked at me as if she decided on something.
I didnât give any reply and waited for her next words.
ãI like youâ¦thatâs why, I want to always be together with youã
She was beautiful.
Sitting on top of the bed, Mikoto, whose face was wet with tears, was way too pure and beautiful.
ãAhâ¦ã
ãWait a littleâ¦ã
Mikoto put just a bit of power in her hand that was holding mine.
ãIn order for you to look at me, I will persevereã
And then standing up, Mikoto gets off of the bed.
ãI wonât see you for a whileâ¦ã
ãEh?ã
ãAlso, I wonât contact youâ¦ã
ãWh-what do you mean?ã
Crossing the room, Mikoto opens the door and looks over her shoulder at me.
I remember seeing this scene earlier as well.
At that time, she told me not to date anyone.
However, this time she said this.
ãIâll do my best soâ¦wait a bitã
And then turning her small back around, she left the room.
*To to to*, the sound of her cute footsteps travels through the hall.