ãEdaâ¦Iâm already fine. Thanksã
When I placed the Pet bottle on the desk, I looked at Eda.
Eda wasnât looking at me.
She was trying to work on something on the laptop in front of her.
ãSorryâ¦for making you waitã
I actually wanted to tell her right away but I also canât speak of my selfishness.
Acting upon my vigor from earlier made me quite exhausted.
I casually look at the student council room.
With the size of 8 tatami, it was smaller than an ordinary classroom.
Long tables were positioned into a square and were surrounded on the outside by pipe chairs.
Eda was sitting on the right side with her back facing the windows.
There was a whiteboard in the room with a bunch of stuff written on it.
It was silent.
However, there was sound.
*Kata kata*, there was the sound of Eda tapping her keyboard.
There was also the voices of the sports clubs outside warming up.
And finally, I could hear the sound of the clock ticking every second.
ãIâm done. Iâve kept you waitingã
Eda raises her face from her laptop and looked at me.
She is definitely a capable woman.
She had the feeling of a career woman with her uniform on.
Of course, since her appearance was exactly like a high school girlâs, that comparison isnât quite right.
However, her aura made me think that.
ãAre you busy?ã
ãYou came faster than I thought you wouldã
Eda stands up and closes the curtains.
ãI didnât think you would come in an all-out sprint soâ¦ã
ãIs that so?ã
The student council room became dim.
When Eda was done closing the curtains, she started drawing closer to me.
I put myself on guard instantly but Eda passes by me without doing anything and went towards the door.
*Gachari*, I could hear the sound of the door being locked.
ãOi-ã
I turn my head flustered.
ãEh? What?ã
Eda looked back at me with round eyes like she was surprised.
The glasses girl had a slightly red face.
ãWellâ¦the lockã
ãAfter all, if we are gonna strip, wouldnât it be better to lock it? Or is it that the chance of someone walking in excites you?ã
ãThatâs not it. First of all, unlock the door pleaseã
ãâ¦I got itã
It seems she thought my strict tone was suspicious.
Obediently unlocking the door, Eda asks.
ãWhat is it? Does this mean you donât want to do perverted things with me?ã
ãWellâ¦yeah, thatâs how it isã
Without her expression changing to my reply, Eda returns to her seat.
Then she tries to organize herself to properly have a conversation.
ãThen, wouldnât it be fine not to come?ã
ãThat isnât fine eitherâ¦Iâd be worried you would end up waiting the whole timeã
ãYou think I would wait that long?ã
Eda looks at me amazed.
I nod as if to say certainly.
ãI was quite conceitedâ¦ã
ãWell, I was gonna wait 4 hoursã
ãThatâs a long time, oi!ã
ãWell, since itâs the good-for-nothing you, you would worry about it endlessly after returning home. After finally thinking you do want to do perverted things with me, I thought you would come back to schoolã
What an imagination.
ãWell, thatâs a joke butâ¦I had things to doã
ãWhatâs with that? As I thought, arenât you busyã
ãRather than busyâ¦there are things I have to think aboutã
ãAbout your manga?ã
Eda was expressionless towards my words.
And then, puckering her lips a bit, she gave a wry smile.
Was she the type of person whose expression changed so much?
ãIs there something I can help with?ã
ãEh?ã
ãWell, it was just for a moment, but it felt like you were troubledâ¦ã
ãThatâs disgusting, Okutani-kunã
ãBut my cleanliness is the one thing Iâm proud ofã
*Fuh*, after ridiculing me, Eda shrugged her shoulders.
ãThatâs rightâ¦Iâm a bit troubled about my mangaã
ãIs it that? Something like you canât think of a story, or canât draw the screen very well? Well, the most I can do to help out is undressingã
ãYou didnât refuse thatã
Thatâs right. I drank some of the water in the Pet battle.
ãIn exchange for this water, I thought I would do anything that I couldã
ãHow conscientious, Okutani-kunã
ãConscientiousness and cleanliness are the few things Iâm proud ofã
ãThey increasedã
Smiling again, Eda looked at me with serious eyes.
ãI was asked to join a manga magazineâ¦ã1
ãHeeâ¦thatâs amazingã
In other words, it isnât a hobby. She draws manga and gets paid for it.
Itâs not something Iâm knowledgeable about but I could tell itâs something amazing.
ãBut, Iâm worried if I should do itâ¦ã
ãWhy? Donât you want to be a mangaka?ã
ãItâs not about whether or not I want to be oneâ¦If I want to have fun drawing manga then itâs fine. I never really had a feeling of wanting to become a proã
So she can become a pro at any moment, the issue is whether she should chose to be one or not.
Certainly if it becomes a licensed manga, it could no longer be considered fun drawings she did as a hobby.
ãThatâs difficultã
ãNo it isnât, since I refused just nowã
ãHaa?ã
I met eyes with Eda.
The voices of the running baseball club pass by.
ãItâs kind of a gambleâ¦ã
ãGamble?ã
ãI decided if you came by the time the baseball club ran by that building, Iâd refuseâ¦if you didnât Iâd acceptã
The baseball club ran by just now.
They practically run through the bottom of the school building almost the same time everyday.
ãOiã
Was there such a foolish conversation?
Eda was showing a smile like a kid that was successful with a prank.
ãYou donât mean, when I had you wait earlierâ¦ã
ãI was sending the refusal e-mailã
ãWhat did you do!ã
I unintentionally stood up.
ãTo leave such an important decision to others!ã
ãIsnât it because itâs important?ã
Eda says in a cold voice.
ãIsnât it bad to burden myself with it because itâs importantâ¦When the time comes for me to regret it, it would be better if I could blame someone elseã
ãYou intend to blame me!?ã
ãYupâ¦If the time comes where I regret itã
ãStop messing around!ã
I tried to leave the student council room.
However, Edaâs next words made me stop.
ãBut, before now I havenât regretted anythingã
I stopped my feet but I didnât turn around as I asked her.
ãâ¦And from now on? Whatâs the probability of regret now?ã
ãItâs not like I will butâ¦there is a possibilityã
Turning around, I glare at Eda.
I donât philosophize much.
However, recently I only have one belief.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
That isãEverything is your own choiceã.
I thought that with Ooki too.
Itâs not good to push your feelings and actions onto others.
Because Mia quit the club, he secluded himself.
Thatâs too much.
ãMy dad died a couple months backâ¦ã
ãEh?ã
Eda showed plain confusion.
However, I continued, ignoring her.
ãWhen he was on the verge of death, my dad told me and my mother, who had spent the whole time nursing himã
ãWhat did he say?ã
I look directly at Eda and said.
ãMy dad said it. He said since you have to work to eat, if you get sick youâll dieã
Silence dominated the student council room.
The voices of the running baseball club got farther.
And, the second hand on the clock accurately displays the passage of time.
Not 100% accurate but the general meaning is there â©