ãâ¦Sorryã
The one who broke the silence was Eda.
Politely lowering her head, she stated words of apology to me.
ãNo, Iâm sorry tooâ¦I had no intention to have this conversationã
Flustered, I sit at the chair closest to the door.
I felt a strange exhaustion through my whole body.
ãBut, Okutani-kunâ¦youâre misunderstandingã
ãWhat?ã
I glared at Eda.
Edaâs eyes had the most kindness Iâd ever seen out of her.
Taking off her glasses, she wipes her lens with a handkerchief she took out of her skirt pocket.
It didnât seem like it had gotten dirty.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
It seems that was an action she does to try and take back her pace.
ãI am not your fatherâ¦please donât confuse me for himã
Eda without her glasses was frighteningly beautiful.
Usually she is a beauty who is always wearing glasses.
However, if she takes them off, that is another type of beauty.
ãY-youâre similar, to that damn fatherã
Not being deceived by Edaâs change, I looked away.
It was cold but she says in a motherly voice.
ãYouâre wrong. Your father certainly may be damnedâ¦I know Iâm not supposed to talk bad of the dead or of someone I donât know, but I think he is badã
With just those words, my feelings felt as though they were getting lighter.
I got approval for my thoughts.
Such a thing strangely made me happy.
That guy was a shitty dad. As I thought.
After he got sick, my dad found fault with everything.
Although before that, he couldnât be considered a great father either.
However, properly doing his work was his way of thinking about his family.
Even so, after he got sick he became terrible.
He wouldnât focus on trying his best to get better and would just yell at my mother trying to nurse him.
And then when he died he left one word of passing.
ãEda, you acted the sameã
ãYouâre wrongã
Despite my words, Eda calmly replies.
ãI definitely wonât regret, but if I do, then I will blame youã
ãDonât you understand the issue with that?ã
ãI understandâ¦but I apologize for making you bear the burden of responsibilityã
ãToo lateã
ãYeahâ¦thatâs rightã
After muttering that, Eda got up from her seat.
And then she slowly comes closer to me.
ãYou know, Iâ¦wanted to have you bear a part of the burdenã
ãHuh?ã
I look up at Eda getting closer.
Those pair of huge hills under her dress shirt were emphasized to the point of bursting.
Taking off her glasses, she said some unbelievably attracting words.
If Miaâs beauty was the original than Edaâs would be the opposite.
They were both beautiful. However, they were exact opposites.
ãYou know, Iâ¦was gonna have someone who I can view as important to me take responsibility for my lifeã
ãEhâ¦?ã
ãAnd so, from now on I definitely canât regret the way I live my life. Canât you think the choice at that time wasnât wrong?ã
Itâs not something a normal person would think of.
However, Edaâs strength was still there.
Eda came right in front of me.
ãIâm that important to youâ¦?ã
ãIsnât that what I was saying?ã
Eda slowly touched my cheek with her right hand.
Her hand was warm and yet somehow cold.
I wonder if itâs just my imagination acting up from being touched a bit.
ãWh-why? Someone like meâ¦ã
ãI think I donât need a reason butâ¦if I were to deliberately say it, then I wonder if itâs cause I fell in love with youã
ãHuh?ã
What kind of trap is this.
The eyes Eda was looking at me with made me think she wasnât lying.
However, an unknown feeling swirled in her pupil like a whirlpool.
I had a feeling it was something akin to a type of hypnotized condition.
ãEda, you, whatâ¦are you sayingâ¦ã
I open and close my mouth like a carp wanting food.
Even though I had just drank some water, my throat was getting dry.
Edaâs advance was close. And then, she extends her hands.
She hugs me as I sat there as if to wrap me up.
Her chest was hitting me right in the face.
Being held between the worldâs highest grade cushions, I naturally close my eyes.
ãâ¦I thought when I suddenly took that picture. I like this personã
Sheâs talking about when I was doing stuff with Mia on the shrine grounds.
Eda accidentally took a photo of that.
ãI couldnât tell who it was butâ¦the more I looked at the photo the more I was charmed. When I realized it was you, I realized you were the same person Yotsuba likedã
Edaâs chest was too soft.
Also being wrapped up in them, My head became a mess.
However, Edaâs soft voice is audible clearly through her breasts.
ãSince Yotsuba was my dear important friend, I cooperated at first butâ¦I found out it was you in the photo and cooperation became difficultâ¦I didnât know what was the best thing to doã
I spontaneously wrapped my hands around Edaâs waist.
It wasnât to console her or out of sympathy.
Itâs just Eda honestly telling me her thoughts was lovely.
ãThatâs why, for Yotsubaâ¦ah I told herã
That monopolizing me wasnât the only option. Thatâs what Eda told Shirota.
That way, she didnât hurt her close friend and also didnât have to give up on her feelings.
Of course it wasnât because she viewed my relationship with Mia as a trivial matter.
ãI also didnât have any plans to monopolize you either. I donât care if you do perverted things with Yotsuba or Kurusu-sanã
ãEdaâ¦ã
Eda slowly let me go.
I came back to reality from the high quality feeling from heaven.
ãHey, Okutani-kunâ¦I fell in love with your penis. Thatâs why if you could let me use your penis, thatâd be goodã
ãI want to go back to the mood just a bit earlierã
ãSorry. But, since itâs the truthâ¦ã
Eda is being crazy.
But, thatâs only comparing to a normal person.
Eda moves to her own will and tries to fulfill her own desire.
ãIâ¦want, your âthatâã
The busty vice president, bit her lip and looked at my crotch.
ãB-Butâ¦ã
I fought with my own wits seeming to break.
Being invited by the beauty in front of me, I almost shook my head up and down.
However, I suddenly resisted it.
If I donât refuse here itâll be bad.
Thinking that, when I opened my mouth Eda said.
ãItâs fine. Then for starters can I just do a sketch? If itâs just that it should be fine, right?ã
I knew she had guessed something and decided to change her strategy.
Since I refused to here, this is probably her real intentions.
ãIn other words you want me to be a model for a drawing?ã
ãThatâs rightâ¦Since I canât take a photoâ¦I will sketch itã
Eda returned to her seat and took out a sketch book while saying that.
I had the intention to clearly refuse but I was already drained.
If itâs to be a model, there is no problem. I made such an excuse to myself.
ãIf itâs modeling it should be fine, right?ã
ãTh-thatâs fineâ¦ã
ãThanks. Then, stripâ¦ã
Eda said with professionalism to the very end.
If I got embarrassed she would notice.
Thatâs why, I try to stay calm and take off my pants and boxers.