ãHere you goã
I hand the soda I bought from the vending machine over to Shirota.
Sitting on the bench, Shirota smiles as she grabs the PET bottle.
ãThanksã
I sat next to her.
Draining the tea in the PET bottle, I drank a mouthful.
ãItâs hotâ¦ã
ãYeahã
A small walk away from the bus stop, there was a small plaza with a lawn.
There was a bench placed there in order to rest on.
Since it was quite hot today, there werenât very many people.
However, because itâs a place kids could play at, itâs probably crowded during holidays.
There was a billboard posted up with notices and events on it and a performer we didnât know turned towards us with a weird smile.
ãSo? You have something you want to say, right?ã
ãYeahã
Shirota looks at the sky as if dodging the question.
It was clear skies. There wasnât a cloud in sight and the sun sat at the top of the sky.
I was different from Shirota who was used to being outside. Iâll end up melting in the direct sunlight.
Shirota opens her PET bottle.
*Bushu*, the carbonated drink let out a short noise.
ãI thought about finishing what I started earlierã
ãAh, the thing you were saying at the station?ã
ãYeahâ¦ã
Swinging her feet, Shirota took a sip of her drink.
We have an hour. Iâm fine with her using as much time as she needs.
However, we wonât have as much time for anything else weâd want to do.
ãOkutani, youâre going out with those two right?ã
ãI amâ¦ã
I somehow kind of get what Shirota is trying to say.
In other words, Shirota wants to properly be in a relationship with me.
I feel I canât let Shirota say it to me herself though.
As a man, I should be the one to say it.
ãThen, you know, I-ã
ãShirotaã
I interrupted her.
She looks at me with a surprised expression.
And then she frowned feeling suspicious.
With more silence in between us, I need to summon some courage.
I pushed away as much of my thoughts as possible and words came rushing out.
ãI also like youã
ãAhã
Shirota immediately guessed my aim.
Her drawn together eyebrows were now in a shape that made her look worried.
She seemed troubled but her expression also somehow seemed embarrassed.
ãThatâs why, I also want to go out with you. I want to be your boyfriendã
ãAh, ettoâ¦ã
Shirota was hesitating on how she should reply to such a sudden confession.
Without minding, I tell her everything.
ãYou already know this but I am going out with Mia and Mikotoã
ãY-yeahâ¦ã
ãItâs far from normal. But, the both of them agreed on it, like that they came to be on good termsâ¦how is it? Would you also want to go out with me?ã
ãI canât believe itâ¦ã
And so cutting it off there, Shirota turned away from me.
Her gaze was looking at the broadleaf tree planted nearby. It was a plant where it would have green leaves whether it were summer or winter.
ãI didnât think it would be said to me firstã
Shirota smiled as if she relaxed.
I nodded.
ãMe tooã
ãWhatâs with that?ã
Shirota smiles by just raising the corners of her mouth.
She continues talking with a serious look in her eye.
ãMia said you probably wouldnât say it yourself so itâd be a headacheã
ãâ¦Thatâs cause Miaâs evaluation of me isnât quite highã
I said that intending for it to be a joke.
It seems she understood it was a joke. She gave an exaggerated nod.
ãI think so tooâ¦I thought you would try saying you would want to keep your relationships vagueã
ãWell, itâs impossible for me to not grow upâ¦ã
There wasnât any need for the words after.
Shirota nods.
ãYeahâ¦Iâve also become their companionã
In the first place, Shirota told me earlier she didnât want to fuss about monopolizing me.
That confession was like a so-called ceremony.
I am also aware of the ceremony to take responsibility of Shirota.
There was a bit of silence between us both.
I also look away from Shirota and look at the tree.
There was no wind. The situation felt as if time had stopped.
However, quite a bit of sweat was running down my neck.
ãWhat are we gonna do?ã
Shirota suddenly breaks the silence.
ãSince you showed your manly side, we ended up finishing our business earlyã
ãTh-thatâs rightã
Looking at the time, 15 minutes have yet to pass.
ãI guess Iâll call them and weâll meet up?ã
When I get up from the bench, Shirota grabbed the hem of my shirt.
Losing my balance, I sit back down on the bench.
ãOkutaniã
ãWh-what?ã
ãLetâs try using the full hourâ¦ã
The sporty girl wearing a hat showed her white teeth.
ãItâs been so long tooã
ãItâs fine but itâs hot here so I want to go insideã
ãDid you possibly want to hurry up and finish this because itâs hot?ã
ãWell there was that tooâ¦ã
I exchange jokes together with Shirota like this.
Going from friends to boyfriend and girlfriend isnât too bad.
I fell in love with Mia.
Unless I overreach myself I canât stand next to her.
Mikoto became my lover after being my childhood friend.
I felt safe enough to tell her everything.
So, my relationship with Shirota is like extending friendship into a relationship.
Thereâs no tension and we can just have fun together.
ãIs there some place you want to see?ã
I asked as I take a pamphlet from a rack nearby.
After thinking for a bit, she points at it.
ãI wanna go hereã
ãâ¦Eh? An arcade?ã
ãNo good?ã
ãItâs not that itâs no good butâ¦What do you want to do when we get there?ã
Listening to that, I was already standing up from the bench.
I put the pamphlet in my back pocket and start walking.
In a fluster, Shirota starts catching up from behind me and muttered.
ãLetâs go to a photo boothã
ãDo you often go to photo booths?ã
Shirota pouts at my words like they were vexing.
ãIs that bad?ã
ãNo, just unexpectedã
ãIâve done it quite a bitâ¦Together with Fukikoã
ãWith Eda? A photo booth?ã
ãShe dislikes them thoughã
As you would think.
I understand at least doing it with Shirota.
It was unexpected but it didnât feel all that out of place.
However, doing a photo booth with Eda seems way too distant.
ãHave you taken any with Kurusu-san?ã
ãNoâ¦I havenâtã
ãWhat about Mikoto-chanã
ãNopeã
The inside of the building was refreshing.
Because I was covered in sweat, it was a bit cold.
There were lots of stores lined up and there were more people than I thought going down the wide passage.
The center became an atrium installed with criss-crossing escalators.
It seems the floors are all different themes. Itâs interesting just looking at it.
Getting on the escalators, Shirota showed me a carefree smile.
ãThen Iâll be the first one youâll do a picture booth withã
ãThatâs wrong, you know? Iâve done it beforeã
ãEh? With who?ã
ãIt was with someone named Ogiwara. We were good friends back in middle school. They ended up moving thoughã
ãFuunã
When we got to the floor with the arcade, Shirota suddenly asks in a loud voice.
ãThen what about a kissing picture? Did you do that with that Ogiwara person?ã
ãOgiwara was a guy. We didnâtã
ãOkayã
Shirota smiles seeming happy.
ãThen letâs take a kissing picture!ã
ãHaa?ã
ãItâll be my first kissing pictureã
Shirota entered the arcade in a jog.