VADA
âGarrett!â
âStay back, Vada!â
âI have to help you get out!â
âItâs too dangerous.â
âThrow me your phone, so I can call for help,â I said.
He pulled his phone out of his pocket, his feet sinking further into the sand. âThereâs no service,â he said, tossing it to me. âBe careful, Vada.â
I wandered around the clearing, holding the phone above my head. âThereâs no signal,â I announced. âNothing.â
âGo get help.â
âI canât leave you alone, Garrett.â
âIâll be fine,â he said with a dry laugh. âIâm not going anywhere.â
âWhat if you keep sinking?â
âThen I guess I will die.â
âYouâre not going to die, Garrett.â
âIâll eventually suffocate.â
âStop talking like that!â I cried.
âIâm in quicksand, Vada. Nobody knows where we are. And even if somebody finds us, how are they going to get me out?â
âI donât know,â I said, glancing up at the trees. âWhat if I find a long branch, and you grab onto it, and I pull you out?â
âYou wonât be able to do that by yourself,â he said. âYouâll just end up hurting yourself or falling in with me. Then weâll really be screwed.â
âI canât just sit here and do nothing,â I sighed. âIf nobody comes in the next few minutes, Iâll go get help.â
âDo you know how to make a fire?â
âAre you cold?â
âKind of,â he said. âBut I was thinking more of starting a fire to get someoneâs attention.â
âI donât have any matches.â
âYou donât need matches to start a fire, Vada.â
âIf you think I can start a fire by rubbing two sticks together, think again.â
âItâs not that hard.â
âYouâre really giving me far too much credit.â
âI think you can do anything you set your mind to, sweetheart.â
âIâm sorry, Garrett.â
âFor what?â
âFor overstepping about your mother.â
âYou didnât.â
âYes, I did,â I said. âNobody has the right to tell you how to feel about your motherâs death.â
âIâm sorry for pressuring you.â
âYouâre not.â
âYes, I am. We all are.â
I sat on a tree stump, glancing back the way we came. Would Jake and Evan come looking for us?
âItâs kind of flattering to have three men begging you to marry them,â I said with a fake accent, fanning my face.
âWeâre all crazy about you, baby.â
âIâm kind of fond of you guys too,â I teased.
âFond enough to marry us?â he asked with a sly grin.
âAre you sinking more?â I gasped.
âNah,â he scoffed.
âYou are so! I canât see your knees anymore!â
âRelax.â
âHow am I supposed to relax when someone I love is sinking in quicksand?!â I cried.
âWhat did you say?â
âI love you, Garrett Mitchell,â I sobbed.
âYou do?â he choked out, his voice raspy with emotion.
âI love all three of you.â
A giddy grin spread across his face.
âBut,â I whispered.
âNo, baby,â he begged. âNo buts.â
â~But~ Iâm just not ready to be a mother.â
âWe can wait a year.â
âThatâs not fair to you guys,â I said sadly. âAnd what if Iâm not ready in a year? What if Iâm never ready?â
âYou canât live your life worrying about the what-ifs.â
âI need more time.â
âTake it! We still have two weeks left. The trip is only half over.â
âThereâs so many things to consider. Itâs a huge decision.â
âWhatâs holding you back? Besides the baby thing?â
âWell,â I sighed, picking at a hangnail. âThereâs Mandy.â
âDo you want to spend the rest of your life with her?â
âI donât want to lose my best friend.â
âIt sounds like Mandy wants a committed relationship.â
âShe doesnât have any family, Garrett,â I sighed. âIâm her family.â
âOkay,â he said slowly, rolling his shoulders as he sank a little further. âBut why do you have to be her lover? Why canât you just be her best friend?â
âMandy isnât really emotionally stable,â I explained. âShe sees me as the one constant in her life. And she feels threatened by you guys.â
âI can understand that. But if she truly cared about you, she would want you to be happy.â
âYouâd think so.â
âWhat do ~you~ want, Vada?â
âI donât know,â I admitted. âIâm twenty-four. I never expected to be faced with such grown-up decisions at my age.â
âWhat else is holding you back?â
âI worry that Iâm not good enough for you guys. Or that youâll get bored with me.â
âNever gonna happen, beautiful.â
âYou just know all the right things to say,â I laughed. âYouâre quite the charmer, Garrett Mitchell.â
âIt is one of my ~many~ talents.â
âGarrett?â
âYeah, babe?â
âAre you sinking deeper into that muck?â
âYeah,â he said sadly.
âI shouldâve gone for help earlier.â
âGo now, Vada,â he said quietly. âThereâs nothing you can do for me.â
âIâll run as fast as I can.â
âDonât do that,â he pleaded. âIf you fall and break your leg, you wonât be able to get help.â
I glanced into the trees, the fading daylight casting long shadows across the trail. Relief washed over me when I heard the crunching of footsteps. Evan and Jake emerged from the trees.
âWhat the hell?â Jake barked.
âGarrett stepped in quicksand,â I explained.
âWhy didnât you call for help, Vada?â Evan snapped.
âThereâs no cell service, ~Evan~.â
âYouâve got two feet and a heartbeat! Why didnât you come and get us?â
âI was afraid to leave him.â
âHow the fuck are we gonna get him out?â Jake asked.
âI just texted the guys,â Evan announced. âHelp is on its way.â
âHow do you have a signal?â I asked.
âBetter phone,â he bragged.
âWhyâd you guys take off into the woods?â Jake asked.
âI needed to clear my head,â Garrett said.
âWhat got you so upset?â
âMy mother passed away. Gavin called to tell me while I was in the bedroom with Vada.â
âOh, Garrett,â Evan said. âIâm really sorry.â
âAre you okay?â Jake asked.
âNever better, Jake,â he chuckled. âIâm gonna die. But other than that, Iâm just swell.â
âYouâre not gonna die,â Evan said.
âDo you have to go home for the funeral?â Jake asked.
âIâm not going,â he said. âAnd I have a pretty good excuse now. Since Iâm going to be dead by morning.â
âEnough of that negative talk,â Evan ordered. âLetâs find a sturdy branch and get you out of there.â
The sun slipped behind the trees, darkness approaching while I stood by helplessly and watched my men devise a rescue plan. I shouldâve gone for help immediately. What was I thinking?
I glanced into the woods at the sound of a herd of elephants approaching.
Every man and teenage boy from the reunion burst into the clearing, their arms laden with flashlights and a variety of tools and other odds and ends.
A first aid kit, blankets, water. Theyâd thought of everything. One even had a rifle.
âHow are you doing, sweetie?â Glory asked, settling next to me on my tree stump.
âYou donât look like you own a penis,â I said with a dry chuckle. âWhat are you doing here?â
âI came for you.â
âOh. Uh, thanks.â
âNo thanks needed, Vada,â she said, rubbing my back. âWeâre all family here. This is what families do. We help each other out.â
âDo you think theyâll be able to get him out?â
âYep. They wonât stop trying until they do.â
âIâm so stupid. I sat here and did nothing, instead of going for help.â
âYou kept him calm until help arrived.â
âHow do you know?â
âHeâs alert and oriented. And heâs not in shock or panicking. If he was, heâd be in a lot deeper from thrashing around.â
âHow do you know so much about quicksand?â
âI grew up on the west coast of Tasmania. The area where we lived was riddled with quicksand.
âWe had a quicksand rescue team in the town I lived in. There was always some bogged fool to rescue. Usually tourists.â
âUm, where is Tasmania?â I asked. âIâm not great with geography.â
âAustralia,â she chuckled. âYou couldnât tell I was Australian by my accent?â
âNo. I thought you were British.â
She threw her head back, a deep roar erupting from her chest. âYouâre a funny gal, Vada.â
âI donât know about that, but Iâm not well-educated or worldly.â
âIâve been in the states since I was eighteen,â she explained. âThe accent and lingo tends to fade the longer youâre away.â
âWhy did you come here?â
âI was a wee bit wild and foolish as a gal. Thought I had all the answers. My mum tried to warn me. Told me to stay away from young fellas or Iâd end up preggo.
âI was waitressing in a pub at eighteen. This sexy American bloke came in. Charmed me right out of my knickers and knocked me up. He married me and brought me home.â
âHow did you end up with three husbands?â
âJim was a young firefighter. He lived with two mates from the firehouse. I was pregnant and horny.
âOne night Jim decided he needed help to put me out of my misery. He couldnât keep me satisfied. I had to have something in my twat or my arse constantly. His mates took care of me.â
âYouâre lucky,â I said.
âVery,â she agreed. âMy life couldâve turned out much differently.â
âHow many kids do you have?â
âSix.â
âThatâs crazy.â
âCrazy and wonderful,â she sighed, her eyes drifting to the rescue scene developing at the edge of the creek.
We huddled together under one of the blankets. The guys cut a large branch down, the whirring of the chainsaw carrying through the forest while they shouted back and forth.
Garrett looked exhausted. But he didnât seem to be sinking any further into the quicksand. Someone tossed him a bottle of water. He managed to lift his arms long enough to take a drink.
âYou need to drink the entire bottle!â
âLandon is a doctor,â Glory explained, referring to the older man instructing Garrett. âDehydration is a concern if youâre in the sand too long.â
âHow long do you think itâll take to get him out?â
âHeâll be out soon,â she said, patting my hand.
They formed a line, lifting the heavy tree limb like it weighed nothing before edging slowly toward Garrett.
âGrab on, Garrett!â
âHang on tight!â
I watched in amazement as they slowly lifted his body out of the quicksand.
âWhat if he lets go?â I whispered.
âHe wonât,â Glory assured me. âHeâs got too much to live for.â
***
I never slept with the window open at home. Especially in the middle of July. The air conditioning ran twenty-four-seven. And all I would hear was traffic anyway.
There was no traffic in the Rockies of Colorado.
The curtains danced back and forth, the cool breeze blowing across the bedroom. I reached for the comforter and pulled it up to my chin while I questioned the foolishness of sleeping naked.
An arm snaked around my waist and pulled me back against a firm wall of muscle. I smiled when I felt one of my pythons nuzzled between my butt cheeks.
A girl could get used to waking up this way. And I only had one of my men in bed with me that morning.
The birds launched into their predawn chorus, their volume rising when the first rays of light appeared, welcoming the new day. Nature was truly amazing. Iâd never paid much attention before.
If I told one of my friends I enjoyed waking up early to listen to the birds and watch the sunrise, they wouldâve assumed I was high.
My dad was right. I had no direction. No goals. I was just existing from day to day, partying and wasting my life. He knew exactly what he was doing when he sent me on this trip.
It wasnât just about learning the business. He wanted me to find myself. Experience all the wonderful things life had to offer. And he knew his best friends would make sure that happened.
I was in love with the guys. There was no use denying it. I didnât think it was possible to love three men. And it had happened so fast.
It wasnât about the sex.
~Bullshit.~
Fine.
The sex was amazing.
But my relationship with my men was so much more. It was like being with my dad.
~No. No. No.~
~Totally wrong analogy, girlfriend.~
Scratch that.
What I meant to say was, I experienced the safety and unconditional love that I could always count on from my dad.
I knew, without a doubt, they had my back. And I could be myself with them. They knew who I was. I didnât have to hide anything. No subject was off-limits.
The guys were totally committed to me. They renovated their guest room so I would have a comfortable space that was just mine.
I thought it was creepy at first. But it wasnât like that at all. They wanted me to feel welcome in their home.
If that was all there was, I might have thought my love for them was more of a father-daughter type thing.
If it was just the hot sex that differentiated my relationship with them from a platonic acquaintance, I would not even consider marrying them.
The source of my turmoil was the ache in my chest. The love that kept growing, causing my heart to swell while my brain grappled with an onslaught of unfamiliar emotions.
âRelax,â Garrett whispered, one of his hands cupping my breast while he dropped light kisses across my bare shoulder. âIâm fine.â
âI know,â I said.
âThen why are you so tense?â
âIâm not tense.â
He reached between my legs, his finger probing my folds. âYouâre drier than a dusty chalkboard, babe.â
âThatâs a really ~bad~ metaphor.â
âI believe thatâs the first time Iâve ever found your pussy dry since I became acquainted with the delicious pearl between your thighs.â
âIâm not wet all the time,â I snorted. âDo you think I walk around with a soaker in my thong day and night?â
âNo. But I was playing with your breast and pressing my cock against your ass. You should be leaking like a sieve by now.â
âEnough with the metaphors,â I laughed.
âRoll on your back,â he murmured, nibbling on my earlobe. âLet me correct the situation down there.â
âYouâre supposed to be resting, Garrett.â
âI rested all night.â He rolled me on my back and crawled between my legs, licking his lips when he nudged my thighs apart. âTime to have a snack.â
âYouâre a goof.â
âIâm ~your~ goof, love.â
âI guess you are.â
âThereâs no guessing about it.â
He dove between my splayed legs, going at my pussy like a starving beast, his rough stubble rubbing against my tender flesh.
I squirmed against him, letting out a tiny cry when he nibbled on my clit. He threw my legs over his shoulders and lifted my hips right off the mattress before his tongue plunged inside me.
My whimpers filled the room, the line between pleasure and pain blurring as I approached my climax.
He was eating me out like some kind of wild animal, sucking and biting while he held me firmly by my ass. I exploded in his face, my orgasm covering him in my juices.
âIâm not even close to being finished with you,â he growled, grabbing a pillow and sliding it under my hips. âTime for me to explore that ass.â
He rimmed my asshole before his tongue breached my sphincter. My hips bucked, my moans getting louder while he thrust in and out of my ass.
He shoved two fingers in my pussy, coating them in my natural lubricant.
I grabbed the back of his head, my fingers digging into his scalp when he pushed his index finger in my ass, thrusting gently in and out.
I heard the door open, but I was too close to another orgasm to care.
âOh gross!â Evan cried.
âTry knocking next time,â Garrett suggested as he continued to finger my asshole.
The door slammed shut.
âLandon is here,â he called through the door. âHe came to check on you, Garrett.â
âFuck,â Garrett muttered. âWeâll finish this later. And Iâll be more prepared next time, with some toys and lube.â
âYou should probably wash your face and brush your teeth before you see the doctor,â I laughed.
âOh yeah,â he chuckled. âYou donât think heâd enjoy pussy-ass breath?â
âProbably not.â
âYou want a kiss?â he teased, leaning in toward my mouth.
âNo!â I cried, pushing him away as I scrambled off the bed.
âItâs your own ass!â
âWhy donât you announce it to the entire world, fool.â
âNobody else is up at this hour,â he said a second before childrenâs laughter spilled through the open window.
âOops.â
âI just hope Tilly isnât lurking around.â
âMe too, babe.â He pulled on his boxers, glancing over his shoulder before he opened the door. âI love you, Vada.â
âI love you too, Garrett.â