I slowly replace the receiver and sit at my desk until all my shaking has stopped and the dust has settled on my chaotic thoughts. Then I pull the batphone from my handbag, set it on the floor, and stomp on it until itâs nothing but bits of smashed metal.
I find the main number for McCord Media on their website and dial it from the desk phone, telling the operator to put me through to the CEO.
âTell him his wife is calling,â I say, my voice hollow. âItâs an emergency.â
Callum comes on the line sounding convincingly concerned. âEmery? Whatâs wrong? Whatâs the emergency?â
âNo, Callum. Iâm the one asking the questions. Number one: who did you hire to pretend to be David Montgomery from the tax board?â
When his pause draws out too long, I warn, âIf you ever want to see me again, youâll tell me the truth.â
Thereâs a sound on the other end of the line. Footsteps. Heâs started to pace. When he speaks, his voice is tense. âAn old acquaintance. Someone who owed me a favor.â
Oh fuck.
Adrenaline floods my body. I start to shake again, and I canât catch my breath.
Until this moment, there was still a tiny possibility it was all a misunderstanding. Some terrible, but explainable, mistake. But with his admission, everything has become painfully, horribly real.
I have to moisten my lips before I can speak again. Trying desperately to keep the tremor from my voice, I say, âAnd the bogus lawsuit? Was that the same acquaintance?â
âListen to me, Emery. Let me explain.â
âNot one more word from you unless itâs an answer,â I say hotly, unable to control my anger from filling my voice. âWho filed the lawsuit?â
When he speaks, it sounds as if itâs through a clenched jaw. âA junior clerk at Williamâs firm filed it.â
âOn behalf of?â
âNo one. The plaintiff doesnât exist. I made him up.â
My God. The treachery is staggering.
Unable to stay seated any longer, I stand and start to pace too, going as far as the cord on the desk phone will allow before spinning around and walking the other direction. âAnd Ryan? You had him fired from his job, didnât you? You knew Iâd ask you to hire him at your company so you could look generous when you agreed.â
âYes.â
He didnât even hesitate that time. The adrenaline running through me turns to fury. My hands shake so hard, itâs difficult to keep my grip on the phone.
âWhat about my apartment building being condemned? Did you arrange that so you could swoop in like a superhero and save the day?â
âNo, but I wish Iâd thought of it. You might have moved in with me sooner.â
His utter lack of shame in that admission makes me stop dead in my tracks and stare at the wall with my mouth hanging open. When Iâve recovered, I start to pace again.
âYour inheritance,â I snap. âLetâs talk about that. The thing that got this whole shit show on the road in the first place. Your father never gave you an ultimatum that you had to marry or lose everything, did he?â
âNo. Heâs much too sensible to disinherit his eldest son.â
âOkay, Callum. One final question.â This part I holler. âWhat the actual fuck?â
âYouâre not prepared for the answer.â
âYou better goddamn give it to me anyway!â
âWe should talk about this in person.â
âHow are you so fucking calm? Youâre admitting you sabotaged my entire life to get me to marry you, you asshole!â
âI assure you, Iâm not calm. But shouting wonât change anything.â
My chest heaving and my eyes filling with tears, I take a moment to catch my breath. âWhy? Just tell me why. Why the hell would you go to all that trouble when you couldâve just asked me out on a date like a normal person?â
âI did ask you out on a date. You told me youâd rather be forced to do a naked shame walk through crowded streets while onlookers screamed curses at you and threw rotten cabbages in your face like Cersei Lannister in Game of Thrones than go out with a smug rich prick like me.â
I take that in, the whole preposterous story and the way he so matter-of-factly recounted it, and have to laugh.
Itâs a sick laugh, a demented one, but a laugh just the same.
âYouâre mixing me up with someone else, billionaire. I never laid eyes on you before the day you walked into my store with your insane proposition.â
âYes, you did. It was at a Halloween party in the Hollywood Hills. You were dressed as Catwoman, and I was the Big Bad Wolf.â
I stand with my mouth open and my heart hammering like mad.
I remember that party. I remember it very clearly. My outfit, shoes, what I had to drink, who I went with, everything.
And yes, I remember the Big Bad Wolf. How could I not?
He was utterly unforgettable.
A black fur wolf mask covered most of his face. Only his chin and eyes were exposed, eyes that gazed out from behind the mask with the feral hunger of a nighttime predator peering out from the woods. The mask was accented with gold paint across the cheekbones and bridge of the nose like some Egyptian pharaoh. Its big pricked ears resembled demon horns.
The wolf wore tight black jeans that showcased the size of his muscular thighs. He was shirtless, his incredible chest and biceps on plain display for every female in attendance to ogle. He had no tattoos or identifying marks of any kind then, other than those piercing nocturnal eyes that kept following me.
The house belonged to a friend of a friend of a friend, some guy Ryan knew from work. I donât know how we wound up with an invitation, but I clearly recall being impressed by the size of the home and the obvious wealth of its occupants.
Until the homeowner made a drunken pass at me and called me a cheap little piece of trailer trash when I refused to kiss him.
The way I felt when he sneered that at meâ¦Iâll never forget it.
He made me feel worthless, like I had no right to even exist because I clearly wasnât of his social position.
If he was a king, I was a cockroach.
I think it was my shoes that gave me away.
Rich people donât wear clothing with designer logos because they consider it in bad taste, so lacking other more obvious status symbols like your car or house, they look at your watch, your handbag, or your shoes. None of which will bear obvious logos, either, but when youâve been brought up to know the difference between a Patek Phillipe and a Vacheron Constantine, you can spot a person in the lowest tax bracket a mile away.
Only a few minutes after that humiliating encounter, I stumbled across the Big Bad Wolf. Literally stumbled across him when I rounded a corner and bumped into him, catching my foot on one of his giant black shoes.
A big hand shot out and grabbed my arm, steadying me before I could fall flat on my face in front of everyone.
He stared down at me with perfect dark focus, his eyes locked onto mine. He didnât let go of my arm.
The first thing he said to me, in a low, gruff voice that sent a tingle up my spine, was, âWho are you?â
It sounded like an accusation. Like a demand. Like he knew I didnât belong in that house with its grand piano, art collection, and sliding walls of glass that opened to the spectacular view of Los Angeles sparkling like jewels strewn across black velvet far below.
Even if he didnât mean it that way, thatâs how I took it. Having just been called a piece of trailer trash, my temper was high.
I yanked my arm from his grip, propped my hands on my hips, and stuck out my chin belligerently. âIâm the one your mother warned you about, thatâs who.â
Heat flared in his eyes. He leaned closer. âIn that case, I need to get to know you better. Iâm taking you out.â
I remember how arrogant that seemed. Not âWill you go out with me?â but âIâm taking you out.â As if I had no choice in the matter. As if I were already a foregone conclusion.
Which is when I decided he was another rich asshole who felt entitled to something he didnât deserve. Namely, me.
âNot a chance in hell,â I said.
Then I proceeded to make the melodramatic declaration about Cersei Lannister in Game of Thrones and stormed off like a diva.
I was twenty-five when I attended that Halloween party with Dani and Ryan. It was five years ago.
Five years.
âDo you remember now?â Callum asks, his gruff voice an echo of the one in my memory.
I whisper, âYes.â
âThat was the beginning for me.â
âThe beginning of what?â
âMy obsession with you.â
I close my eyes, swallow, and decide that if a single tear escapes my eyes, Iâll never forgive myself. âYou donât sound the least bit ashamed.â
âIâm not.â
I cry, âJesus Christ, Callum. Whatâs the matter with you?â
His voice drops an octave. âYou. Youâre whatâs the matter with me. You have been since the first time I laid eyes on you and every day since.â
My pulse crashing in my ears, I say, âYou spied on me.â
âYes.â
âYou set this whole thing up so Iâd have to marry you.â
âYes.â
âYou manipulated me! You lied to me and manipulated me and you somehow think thatâs okay?â
âI would have killed to have you if it had come to that.â
âOh my God! Are you even listening to yourself? Youâre insane!â
âNo, Iâm in love. Thereâs a difference. And letâs not get too dramatic about it. Youâre in a much better position now than you were a few months ago. And so are all your friends. Because of me.â
âMy friends?â I repeat, brand new alarm bells ringing in my head. âWhat about my friends?â
âRyan is the obvious example. Dani benefitted from his salary increase, too, as did their daughter. Then thereâs all your employees, who you so generously gave raises to. Now Vivienne can move out of her awful apartment someone was always vandalizing, Taylor doesnât have to follow her mother to Florida to live with her grandparents in Sunnyside Retirement Village, Harper can afford to hire a good attorney to take her deadbeat ex back to court for more child support, and Mr. Murphy can afford all that expensive medication heâs on.â
My body canât decide if it wants to freeze or drench me in sweat, so it does both.
Stunned almost speechless, I manage to say, âYou were behind the vandalism at Vivienneâs apartment?â
âDonât sound so upset. She was never in any danger. It was just a few broken windows.â
I sputter, âAndâ¦and Taylor? Her parentsâ divorce?â
âI might have given that piece of shit stepfather of hers a little incentive to leave his wife and stepdaughter alone.â
My head is spinning. I can barely stand up. The scope of what heâs done is mind-boggling. Something else occurs to me, and I gasp.
âBen.â
Thatâs all I can get out, but itâs enough. Callum knows exactly what Iâm talking about.
His tone disgusted, he says, âYes, your worthless ex-boyfriend. Speaking of pieces of shit, he takes the cake, that one. He didnât deserve you.â
Nearing hysteria, I demand, âWhat did you do? Did you threaten him? Did you hurt him?â
âI showed him pictures of him and the girl he was fucking behind your back and told him if he ever spoke to you again, Iâd slit his throat. I was holding a rather large knife to his jugular at the time, so he wisely decided to believe me.â
Stars burst in the corners of my vision. The room starts to spin. âOh my God. Oh my God. Youâreâ¦youâreâ¦â
âYour husband,â he finishes, making it sound like a death sentence.
âI was going to say evil!â
Thereâs a pause, then he comes back on sounding exactly like what he is: a ruthless, charismatic liar.
âThere are a million shades of gray between good and evil, love. Am I on the darker end of the spectrum? Yes. Am I a bad man who does good things or a good man who does bad things? Both. But you made this monster your slave. All of what I am, good and bad, light and dark, belongs to you.â
My brain has had enough of attempting to deal with this rationally and finally allows my temper to take the helm. I shout, âWell, whoopdie-fucking-do for me! I won the psychopath lottery!â
He chuckles. âI might have ambiguous morality, but Iâm hardly a psychopath. What time will you be home?â
âNever!â
I slam down the phone, seething. Then I bring up the trust account balance on the computer.
Itâs all there. Twenty million minus what Iâve paid in bills and operating costs since I wed my darling husband.
My face burning and my heart in shreds, I fax a copy of the marriage contract to my lawyer with a note asking him for a recommendation for a good divorce attorney.
On my way out of the office, I remove my wedding band and throw it into the trash.