Olivia POV â let's go watch a filmâ
I grab Raphaelâs hand and pull him towards the sofa. I take a seat and he sits next to me, his body touching mine and I decide that he is not close enough so I cuddle up to him, I hear Raphael taking a deep breath and I canât stop myself from smiling, I can hear his heartbeat and it is fast.
âwhat do you want to watch?â â Raphael asks âwhatever you wantâ â I reply not caring for what we will watch, I just want to be close to him.
âStar trek ok?â
âyeahâ â I say with a smirk on my face âWhat?â
âdidn't know you were a Trekkieâ â I let out making fun of him, I wouldâve never taken him for a geek.
That is cute.
âbugger offâ â He tells me pulling me closer to him.
We start watching the film and I feel Raphaelâs heart slowing down, but when I move to get more comfortable his heart starts beating fast again betraying him. I smile at the thought of Raphael being nervous from being this close to me.
I allow one of hand to softly touch his now hard cock. I smile and he stops breathing for a second.
âOliviaâ â he says with his husky and lustful voice âSorryâ â I say removing my hand âI didnât say stopâ â he says now lifting me and placing me on top of him. I straddle him, and my arms fall on his shoulders while I look at him.
I allow my eyes to fall onto his full lips and he smiles noticing my gaze on his lips, without a second thought I kiss him. I think I took him by surprise because took him a second to kiss me back, both of us fighting for dominance. For once I would like to dominate him, I would like to decide how itâs done.
With one movement Raphael grabs me and moves us around placing my body laying on the big sofa and he places himself between my legs.
He doesnât stop kissing me, As I let out a gasp his tongue finds his way towards mine. My hands explore his back and I decide it is time to undress him.
I start pulling his t-shirt off and I notice he struggles to take it off. Guilt takes over me and I stop kissing him.
Raphael hovers over me looking down into my eyes, his eyes show confusion. The shirt is still half in his body.
âWhat happened?â â he asks âI am sorryâ â I say while tears storm down my face âHey, hey, why are you crying?â â he asks while he lifts me and makes me straddle him again.
âDoes it hurt?â â I ask him while I let my hand wander down his back until I feel the scar âOliviaâ â he says looking at me âPlease Raph, does it hurt?â
âYesâ â he says and more tears fall down my face and I burry it on his neck.
âHey, heyâ â he says lifting my head so I can look at him â âIt hurts but Iâve had worse painsâ â he says âDid you really?â â I ask him not believing what he is saying. How can something hurt more than a gunshot wound?
âThe day you told me to leaveâ â he says and I blink in confusion â âThat day, hurt a lot more than thisâ
â he says and I can see the truth in his eyes âRaphaelâ â I start saying and he cut me off.
âThat day, my heart broke Olivia, I had just declared myself to you and you told me to leaveâ
âI went after youâ â I tell him âDo you blame me for not looking back?â â he asks me âNoâ â I let out and I look down at my hands that are now resting on his bare chest.
âOlivia look at meâ â he says and I obey. I look deep into his now dark blue eyes â âThat day, was one of the worst days of my life, I thought I was going to go mad, your words kept playing in my head in a loop, no physical pain will ever be worse than that one when my heart brokeâ â he says and I let out a gasp with the realisation that he does love me. In his own twisted and Psychotic way, he loves me.
âI am sorry â - I say with a shy smile on my face âItâs ok now, you are here with meâ - he says and I feel my heart skip a beat.
As if this was a movie my stomach letâs put a big growl and Raphael starts laughing. I donât think Iâve ever seen him laughing so carefree like this.
âHey itâs not funnyâ
âOh yes it isâ - he says still laughing.
I get away from him and start walking out.
âHey, where are you going?â - he asks still sounding amused while he walks towards me âTo get some foodâ - I say âI want some food as wellâ - he says with a smile on his face - âletâs goâ
I take his hand and Raphael limps to the kitchen. I still feel bad for his condition. I hope he recovers completely. I will never forgive myself if he doesnât. I know he doesnât blame me, but I do.
We walk into the kitchen and Tammy is talking to Petra. Petra looks annoyed and irritated. I wouldnât like to be in Tammyâs place right now.
âWhatâs going on here?â - Raphael asks with his authoritative voice.
âNothingâ - Tammy says giving Petra a weird look, and I know I wasnât the only one that noticed it. I can see Raphaelâs face shift from amused to pissed off.
âPetra?â - he says âNothing specialâ - Petra answers looking at me with a smile âNow I know you are lyingâ - he says âRaphael if they donât want to tell you, let them beâ - I say giving his hand a squeeze Raphael looks down at me and I can see how severe his face is. He doesnât like to be lied to and Petra crossed the line.
âI will give you one more chance Petraâ - he says Petra looks at me with an apologetic smile. I feel a chill run down my spine âBossâ - Tammy says and Raphael moves his eyes towards her and I can see her face shifting to a serious face.
âWell?â - Raphael says losing his patience âTammy wanted to go see Lucasâ - Petra says and my mouth drops open while Raphaelâs face isnât showing anything.
âBoss I can explainâ - Tammy says walking towards us.
âShe wanted my help to get into the restraining centreâ - Petra says now looking straight into Raphaelâs eyes âBoss Iâ - Tammy started to say but was interrupted by Raphaelâs hand that moved to shut her up.
Tammy have a couple of steps back and looked at the floor. Raphael let go of my hand and walked towards her and he is now towering over her. I can see she is scared. I would be too. But why the fuck would she want to go see Lucas?
âWhy?â - Raphael asks her âBossâ - she starts saying with a trembling voice - âI wanted to know what she has that I donâtâ - Tammy says now pointing at me and I am taken back by shock.
âJust stop being a bitchâ - Petra says and regretted immediately when she saw the look on Raphaelâs face. I walk towards them. I canât believe that she wants to talk to him. What the fuck.
âShe has classâ - he says looking down on her making her feel disgusted. Her eyes travel to me and I can see the anger in her eyes. What the fuck did I ever do to her?
âLeaveâ - Raphael says to her and she leaves the kitchen without hesitation. Raphael now looks at Petra - âgo get your gun and Maria, tell them to meet me in my office in 30 minâ - he says and I can see Petra trembling now. I give her an apologetic smile and she leaves.
âSo what do you want to eat?â - Raphael asks me while he looks into the fridge grabbing a bottle of water.
Hi everyone.
here is the chapter I promised.
I hope you enjoy it. More tomorrow.
stay safe Love Peyton