translator: baumkuchen editors: glitterypanda, serefina
061 hesitated for a moment.
He hadnât told anyone, but during the time he was summoned by the Lord God, other than telling him that there was a project that the Lord God needed him to take part in, the Lord God also brought up how heâd broken the rules by using his own original form in a task world, a clear warning in his words.
As he was acknowledging his mistake, the event itself made 061 feel rather bewildered.
Since the Lord God created the âScum Gong Reconditioning Systemâ, the serial number of system employees under him had already reached the 2000s. Other than those who had already completed their tasks and the systems that had been blocked or scrapped for some reason, the ones that could operate normally, including the guard unit, the supervisor unit, and the field operation unit 061 was in, were altogether about 500 in number.
As the Lord God, he really had to attend to too many matters simultaneously, so why would he be paying special attention to what was happening to a new host in his task world?
Chi Xiaochi asked, âWhat, is there a problem?â
âDo you want to see it now?â
Chi Xiaochi joked with him, âIf we wait till after we get back I may no longer be interested.â
061 thought for a moment, âThree seconds.â Projection required energy, but changes in energy lasting less than three seconds would be difficult for the main system to notice and track.
Chi Xiaochi asked, âSo mysterious? Thatâs not even enough time for a kiss.â
061 laughed, âThen do you or do you not want to see it?â
Chi Xiaochi, âStill want to, still want to.â
061 began to check the surroundings.
Chi Xiaochi was currently with Cheng Jian, a person suddenly appearing out of thin air and jumping out in front of him obviously wouldnât work, and there were many employees coming in and out of Yundu......
Chi Xiaochi entered the elevator after Cheng Jian.
Seeing that 061 had yet to make any movements, Chi Xiaochi said, âIf itâs too troublesome, then never mind.â
061 paused for a moment, â......Iâm done. Look outside.â
At this very moment, the steel doors of the elevator were slowly inching closed.
Chi Xiaochi looked outside.
From behind a marble pillar on the first floor walked out a young man clad in a suit and leather shoes. His head was lowered, currently engaged in a phone call. From his profile, it could be seen that his facial features were extraordinarily handsome, but a pair of gold-rimmed glasses and a gentle temperament offset some of his natural frivolity and gorgeousness.
It was unknown what the person on the other end of the phone had said, but it made him turn his face up, and the corners of his mouth raise slightly, exposing most of his face to Chi Xiaochi.
The elevator doors closed.
Chi Xiaochi was stunned stiff.
The next second, his eyes reddened, and he madly threw himself forward to jam all the the elevator floor buttons.
The floor buttons lit up with a ring of blue one after another, adding a hint of craziness to his tear-filled eyes.
He muttered, âDonât go, donât go, wait for me, just wait for me.â
Cheng Jian was confused, âXiao Yuan?â
Upon reaching the second floor, the elevator stopped, and slowly opened its steel maw.
Cheng Jian, seeing he didnât seem quite right, reached for his wrist, âXiao Yuan, youâââ
Before he could finish, his vision blurred.
Without a word, Cheng Yuan had actually grabbed Cheng Jianâs hand, turned it over, and forcefully twisted it, locking his arm behind his back and ruthlessly shoving it forward.
Cheng Jian felt his body go numb, almost hitting his head against the elevator wall.
Chi Xiaochi pushed him aside, and rushed out.
Probably because his parents were both teachers, Lou Ying had quite the elegant, gentlemanly manner of someone who tended to flowers.
Even when later on, when his parents had died getting into a car accident while taking their students to summer camp, and Lou Ying moved to the tube-shaped apartments where his aunt and uncle lived, his temperament was entirely different from the rest of the little brats living in the tube-shaped apartments.
Chi Xiaochi had fantasized countless times that, if Lou Ying hadnât died, being a news anchor or a university professor would really have suited him.
&#k2026;&#k2026;Just like what heâd seen from the elevator a moment ago.
Surrounded by surprised stares from the people around him, Chi Xiaochi rushed straight down the stairs, all the while thinking of the innumerable things he wanted to say to him.
But amongst the crowd milling around in the hall, he was nowhere to be seen.
061 had also been shocked by Chi Xiaochiâs actions, âXiaochi? Whatâs wrong?â
061âs voice which had promptly sounded made Chi Xiaochi think of a kind of terrifying possibility.
Chi Xiaochiâs Adamâs apple bobbed in his throat. He asked aloud, â......Just now, was......â
For a time, he actually reached the extent of losing his voice, having to clear his throat before regaining the ability to force out words, his voice terrifyingly hoarse, â......Was it you?â
061 didnât understand, âEn?â
Chi Xiaochi did his best to stabilise his mood, âJust now, that...... was that you? The person who walked over outside the elevator......â
061 frowned slightly, âIt wasnât me.â
Heâd been standing on the escalator from the first floor to the second floor just now, waving at Chi Xiaochi, but it seemed that Chi Xiaochi hadnât been able to spot him.
Chi Xiaochi slowly walked over to the marble pillar near the side of the elevator, and gently stroked it.
......Heâd walked out from here just now.
He leaned back against the pillar, and let out a trembling gasp.
âIt wasnât?â
......Was I wrong yet again?
061 had never thought that this kind of small reward game would result in such a violent emotional fluctuation in Chi Xiaochi. He couldnât help but ask, âWhat did you see just now?â
061 suffered from program restrictions. When he materialised a body, heâd momentarily left Chi Xiaochiâs body, and as such, hadnât been able to see the person Chi Xiaochi had caught sight of in the elevator.
Chi Xiaochi didnât answer his question, merely remaining blank.
Cheng Jian had practically been following on Chi Xiaochiâs heels the entire time, following him downstairs.
Seeing his younger brotherâs dazed, anxious countenance, he came to a stop far away. As he watched Cheng Yuan, a strange sense of unfamiliarity arose in his heart.
ââSince he was young, his younger brother had been quiet, timid and precocious. He was protected too well by his family. Other than Yang Baihua, there was practically nobody who could hurt him.
How was it that Cheng Yuan could experience this kind of emotion?
That kind of overwhelming, suffocating grief, that made any kind of inquiry or comfort seem empty.
In the end, Chi Xiaochi was the first to notice him, âGe.â
Only then did Cheng Jian walk over, âXiao Yuan.â
âSorry,â Chi Xiaochi lowered his head, gradually returning to Cheng Yuanâs state of mind, â......Iâm sorry.â
How could Cheng Jian still have the heart to rebuke him? He reached out a hand to his forehead, âYour face is so white, do you feel unwell? How about we donât record today?â
Without a change in expression, Chi Xiaochi ducked down to avoid it, âHow could we not record? We already told the company we would.â
Cheng Jian said, âIf youâre in a bad state, how can you record?!â
Chi Xiaochi said, âItâs nothing, Iâll be fine after a bit of adjusting.â
After confirming that he still wanted to continue with recording, Cheng Jian fixed up Chi Xiaochiâs shirt collar, and brought him back to the elevator.
As they were waiting for the next elevator to arrive, Cheng Jian asked him, âWho was it that you saw just now?â
Cheng Jian had always been blunt and plainspoken, with a personality where he couldnât stand having a single grain of sand in his eyes. For him to be able to hold back for two minutes like this could already be considered restrained for him.
Chi Xiaochi looked down and stared at his shoes, saying âI saw someone who looked a lot like a friend of mine.â
Cheng Jianâs first reaction was: Fuck, it couldnât be Yang Baihua, right?
Chi Xiaochi, sensing Cheng Jianâs displeasure, explained a step further, âItâs a childhood friend.â
Cheng Jian, â......Which one?â
Chi Xiaochi looked up, and cocked his mouth in a smile, âGe, you can recognise my friends?â
Cheng Jian was at a loss for words.
......What he said was true.
He was older than Cheng Yuan by slightly more than five years. When Cheng Yuan was still young, he had just entered the rebellious period of âIâm the centre of the universeâ, and was not at all willing to play with him. Firstly, it was because Cheng Yuan was young and didnât know shit. Secondly, it was because he was only interested in music, which Cheng Jian couldnât care less about.
As for what kinds of friends heâd had, Cheng Jian had cared even less.
Thinking of this, Cheng Jian thought of his role as an âolder brotherâ, and couldnât help but feel ashamed.
He asked tentatively, âHe was your first love?â
Chi Xiaochiâs ears were tinged red, â......We were just friends.â
Seeing his hot, bright-red earlobes, Cheng Jian immediately understood the situation. He coughed and thought, so he already thought about such things from a young age, sure enough, what the data said was true: some peopleâs sexualities were innate.
He then asked, âYou saw him just now?â
âPossibly,â Chi Xiaochi said, âIt looked a lot like him. We havenât talked for many years already.â
The elevator arrived. Cheng Jian and Chi Xiaochi stepped inside once more.
Cheng Jian asked, âWhat does he look like?â
Chi Xiaochi was astounded, âGe, what are you asking this for?â
Cheng Jian, âIt doesnât matter. Tell me what he looks like.â
Chi Xiaochi began to describe the âLou Yingâ heâd seen, and at the same time, turned his gaze to the outside of the elevator in anticipation for the illusion that might have a chance of reappearing.
But up until the elevator doors closed, he didnât manage to see him again.
Sitting in the studio, Chi Xiaochiâs state of mind had already returned to normal.
Cheng Yuan was originally studying music and had a good understanding of the various functions of all the equipment in the recording studio. Su Xiulun just needed to give him two sentences of instruction before walking out of the studio, leaving Chi Xiaochi on his own, telling him to first warm up his throat and find the right mood.
Cheng Jian, who was waiting outside, gave Su Xiulun a brief account of what heâd just seen and said, âIs there such a person in your Xingyun?â
âIf he was wearing gold-rimmed glasses, it might have been President Song,â Su Xiulun thought for a moment, then continued, âOf course, it could also have been a client. If itâs important, I can call the monitoring room, and get someone to check?â
Cheng Jian nodded, âAlright, many thanks.â
The moment he turned around, he took a sharp breath of cold air. He raised a hand to rub his shoulder, his expression changing slightly.
......What a good brat, normally gentle and quiet, but when he makes a move, heâs really very fierce.
In the recording studio, Chi Xiaochi tested out his voice. Finding that his voice was in a good condition, he was finally relieved.
061, feeling like the atmosphere was a little awkward, could only try to ease the tension, âWas Lou Ying your first love? I always thought he was your friend.â
Chi Xiaochi laughed, âOf course weâre just friends. When Lou-ge died, he was sixteen, I was fourteen. How could a little kid of that age understand what like is?â
But by the time he understood, it was already too late.
061 comforted him, âNevermind, donât think too much about it. Itâs possible he just looked alike.â
Chi Xiaochi, âIt was him.â
061, âHow can you be so sure?â
Chi Xiaochi said, certain, âI can recognise him.â
061 fell silent.
......The situation he was most worried about had occurred: Chi Xiaochi had found something to bind him to a mission world, just like all his previous hosts.
Chi Xiaochi continued, âDo you remember? When I went to go look for Lou-geâs grave, I couldnât find it. In this world, he might still be alive.â
061 sighed, â......Do you want to look for him?â
Chi Xiaochi pushed up his earphones and said, âI just want to see him again.â
âAnd after you see him again, what are you going to do?â
âProve heâs not an illusion. Prove that heâs doing well here.â
061 couldnât quite identify his current mood. His sour and bitter heart, couldnât help but burn with rage.
He thought, this is probably the helplessness of having to watch with wide eyes as yet another person starts to tread the same, disastrous path, âAnd after youâve proven that? Are you going to stay here for him?â
Chi Xiaochi was startled. He raised his eyebrows slightly, âAh? Why should I stay?â
061, hearing the clear question in Chi Xiaochiâs tone, also couldnât help but become startled, âYouâre not planning on staying?â
Chi Xiaochi said, âHeâs a person from this world, he has his own life. And itâs not like heâs the real Lou-ge.â
âBut the real one......â
No sooner than the words had been spoken, 061 felt like heâd overstepped his boundaries, but before he could apologise, he heard Chi Xiaochi say, âTo me, only the Lou-ge from the world I came from is real. I wonât go to a world without him.â
061âs heart skipped a beat. He didnât say another word.
After the farce that had just occurred, Chi Xiaochi hadnât since brought up wanting to see what he looked like. Given how the situation had evolved into what it was now, bringing it up again was utterly unnecessary.
061 suppressed his inexplicably agitated mood. He eased his tone, and said, âIf you do well, tonight after we get back weâll watch a movie together.â
Chi Xiaochi cheered up, âI want to watch a horror movie.â
Seeing that Chi Xiaochi had on the whole returned to normal, 061âs mood settled, âAlright, Iâll listen to you.â
At the same time, in the âSpace Between Momentsâ in the system headquarters, the dark red brain squirmed with liveliness.
On the digital board before the Lord God was the serial number 1198 belonging to Chi Xiaochi. The curve representing the level of disorder in his emotional state, the entropy level, changing in real time, was continuously rising, and was approaching a dark line.
ââThis was the average entropy level that the Lord God had come up with after thousands of tests.
Only after passing this value would he reach the standard.
The mechanical, androgynous voice of the system AI sounded, âCongratulations master, your test was successful. Energy source no. 1198 responded to the projected model based on 061âs appearance.â
The Lord God was in a good enough mood to correct his systemâs erroneous usage of words, âI donât like that form of address.â
The system immediately corrected itself, â.......Host no. 1198 responded to the projected model based on 061âs appearance.â
The Lord God let out a low, contemptuous laugh, âHa.â
Human beings were indeed just human beings. Wanting to seize control of the changes of their emotional states was simply as easy as the wave of a hand.
He just needed to use a little energy, and the Lord God could, without a sign, block 061âs projection system, making it impossible for him to appear before Chi Xiaochi, then put down a hook bait using 061âs appearance to create a model and make it stroll past Chi Xiaochi. This was not only to test Chi Xiaochiâs weak spot, but also to directly lead Chi Xiaochiâs real time entropy level to increase dramatically. Soon, it was going to reach a regular level.
But just a few seconds later, a change occurred in the data shown on the digital board.
â......En?â
Chi Xiaochiâs entropy level curve had actually fallen back down!
The curve that was just an inch away from brushing the line representing the average entropy level gradually decreased, finally stabilising at a low level and ceasing its decline.
The Lord God fell silent for a long time. When he next spoke, the anger in his voice was undisguisable. â......How could this be?â
The author has something to say:
061: Suddenly it feels like my heart is being choked.jpg
sere: I was SO EXCITED until 061 said it seemed cxc didnât see him then i suspected a conspiracy and then the conspiracy was confirmed. What a cockblock i hate this giant pig brain.
baum: I was reading all your comments from last chapter lmao~ At least you guys got to see what you were asking for: CXCâs reaction to seeing (a) Lou-ge XP
Thank you to Nyurr for the ko-fi!