"Everything that doesn't kill me is just a trial. If I consume the trial and survive, Iâll grow stronger."
That was Ceciliaâs mantra.
âGet lost.â
I grabbed Cecilia by the collar and spoke.
ââ¦What?â
âI said disappear from my sight. I donât care where you go, just donât show your pitiful face in front of me. I only want to see beautiful things.â
â...Why arenât you killing me?â
-Thud!
I roughly tossed Ceciliaâs body to the ground.
âAll your talk of trials and strengthâitâs pathetic. Honestly, it was disappointing. If you really want to be my food, then come back stronger.â
ââ¦Lady Laura, do you even understand what you're doing right now? Youâre just going to let a monster like me go?â
âIâve been saying exactly that. Donât you get it? For a princess, your language skills are lacking. You should really work on your education.â
âYouâll regret this.â
Cecilia glared at me.
âIâm no longer human. Do you know how many people Iâll kill as the monster Iâve become?â
âWell, then that will be your next trial.â
âWhat?â
âItâs your own motto, isnât it? Anything that doesnât kill you is just a trial. Overcoming those trials makes you stronger. Letâs say your next trial is to live without becoming a monster. And to be perfectly honest, I donât care about your trials or your circumstances.â
I shrugged.
âWhy should I care about your problems? Whether you turn into a monster and kill people or not, thatâs not my responsibility. Youâre quite brazen, arenât you?â
ââ¦I think youâre the brazen one, Lady Laura.â
âIf youâre so upset about it, then be born as a noble in your next life. Besides, keeping you alive benefits me in a few ways.â
âBenefits...?â
âGo west to the mountain range. Thereâs a band of thieves there. Take care of them, and Iâll let you live.â
â...â@@novelbin@@
Cecilia looked at me with disbelief.
I smiled, watching her reaction.
âBeing food means Iâll use you until Iâve drained every drop of value. As long as you keep yourself useful, Iâll make sure you donât get beaten down. So, hurry up and go.â
[Virtual VTuber Gallery]
[Live Broadcast] Round 3 ended in a draw.
What happens now?
[Comments]
Theyâre going into overtime.
Rinko is crazy, lol.
Annaâs crying at home, lmao.
Laura sure doesnât care about seniority or rank, huh? ã´ Guess her nighttime skills are top-tier. ã´ Sora canât live without Laura anymore.
I didnât expect the mutual destruction move, lol. ã´ She went all-in, attacking from all angles, lol.
[Live Broadcast] Round 4 is starting.
Wait, did that chick just pick Trickster??
[Comments]
Did she get inspired watching Rinkoâs Trickster?
Has Laura ever played Trickster? ã´ This is her first time. ã´ But sheâs probably good at everything.
So many wildcard picks today, lol.
[Live Broadcast] But this screenshot was never used.
(Photoshopped meme)
After exhausting all her strength in Round 3, Rinko was utterly defeated by Lauraâs Trickster in Round 4.
[Comments]
Thatâs a shame.
It all fell apart so fast, lol.
Rinko put up a good fight, but Lauraâs Trickster was just too good⦠㴠For real, is there anything this girl canât do? ã´ Maybe she canât, uh⦠you know. ã´ Except sheâs always doing it with Sora, whatâre you talking about, lol. ã´ Yeah, Sora and Lauraâs âbabyâ is Ainatsu, isnât it? ã´ What nonsense are you spouting, lol.
[General] âSince I won, please sign here, Rinko-senpai.â
(Meme)
âThree Kingdoms⦠is Wuxia.â
[Comments]
Canât believe it ended like this.
Lmao.
So savageâ¦
Well, if you hate it, you shouldâve won, lol.
This devilish villainess! ã´ She doesnât care about alliances, lmao.
ãThis_Code: One-on-one chat with Auroraã
Kisaki Rinko
[Wanna grab a drink?]
[When are you free?]
"Looks just like on the screen..."
Three days had passed since the EYEAI Labyrinthos Tournament.
Rinko showed up in front of my house.
âRinko-senpai, you look different from how I imagined.â
She had multiple piercings and dyed hair. But maybe it was because she wore glasses that she didnât come off as sharp.
âI hear that a lot.â
Rinko chuckled as she walked ahead.
Her steps were neat and tidy, which contrasted with her hip appearance.
She probably had a serious side to her. In gaming terms, she was like a tryhard dressed in a flashy skin.
âYouâre wearing some bold sunglasses, Laura. Donât you have a prettier design?â
âSora gave them to me.â
âI meant to say, they suit you well more than theyâre just pretty.â
Rinko quickly tried to recover, realizing her comment could be taken the wrong way.
I didnât mind much. The sunglasses werenât all that pretty anyway.
I adjusted them slightly.
âSora said I look too much like the in-game model, and the fans might recognize me.â
âAh, thatâs possible. But if thatâs the case, maybe you should think about your hairstyle too.â
âHairstyle?â
âYour hair looks great down, but it gives off the same vibe as the in-game character. Maybe try tying it upâit could change your look a lot.â
âThatâs a good suggestion.â
Though I wasnât sure if Rion could pull it off. She was the one who usually handled my hairstyling, but her skills were just average.
Now that I think of it, didnât Sora study cosmetology?
âSo, what do you feel like eating? Whatâs your favorite food?â
âMy favorite food, huh. Iâm not sure youâd like it, Rinko-senpai. Are you okay with that?â
âDoesnât matter. Weâll eat whatever you want.â
âAlright then.â
I nodded.
And we ended up at a pork soup restaurant.
ââ¦Laura, do you know how I feel right now?â
âSenpai, there are some things in this world people wonât know unless you tell them. Please, be honest.â
âI feel ridiculously guilty.â
Rinko sighed as she looked at the soup in front of her.
âOh, were you worried about calories? If so, I apologize.â
âNo, itâs not thatâ¦â
âDo you dislike pork soup?â
âI actually like it quite a bit. It just⦠feels like bringing the King of England to eat spicy rice cakes.â
I understood what she meant. I had a similar experience when I first entered the academy.
There was a princess in my class, and we had to take the placement test together. Suddenly, a gate opened, and we ended up stranded together.
I had to catch and eat a magical beast inside the gate, and the princess was horrified. I felt guilty at the time, but there was no choice. Sometimes, you had to survive on what was available.
âI thought youâd be more of a pasta personâ¦â
âI like pasta too. But if you ask me what my favorite food is, itâs definitely pork soup.â
I had loved this food long before I became a villainess.
I added some chili paste and a bit of salted shrimp to season it just right. A sprinkle of perilla powder added a fragrant touch. Then I mixed it well and dumped in the rice. For the record, I ordered the mixed pork soup, which included both intestines and blood sausage.
âSo, what brings you here, Rinko-senpai?â
As I savored a piece of intestine, alongside some radish kimchi, I asked her.
âFirst of all, drop the honorifics. Just call me Rinko.â
âAlright, Iâll do that.â
I switched to informal speech right away.
Skipping over the 2nd to 5th generations and going straight to addressing a 1st-gen VTuber so casually felt strange, but since Rinko herself wanted it, it didnât matter.
I preferred it this way too. After all, Iâm a noble lady.
âSo, whatâs the reason you called me out?â
âQuick to switch modes. I like it. Why did I call you out? I just wanted to talk, really.â
âTalk about what?â
âJust⦠stuff.â
And so, Rinko started talking about last yearâs defeat against MadMask.
âI didnât really care about the hate comments. What hurt was that my teammates believed in me until the end, and I couldnât live up to their expectations. Especially Narimâ¦â
She was referring to her teammate, Son Narim.
Son Narim, a 2nd-tier pick for the Black Team, belonged to 23rd SerenadeKR.
âLaura, Iâm not planning to participate in the Fantasy League this year.â
Rinko said suddenly.
âBefore our match, I was thinking about a lot of things. What does Kisaki Rinko have thatâs better than Aurora? What will be left of me after I lose to you?â
âSo, whatâs left?â
âA shitty, long-ass life.â
Rinko gulped down her water.
The way she did it, she might as well have been drinking booze in broad daylight.
âSoon, Iâll lose the title of EYEAIâs flagship VTuber. Iâll be overtaken in subscribers, in star power, charisma, gaming skills, mental toughnessâeverything. Thereâs nothing I can beat you at.â
âYouâre stating the obvious. Why did you think you could compare yourself to the sun?â
âBecause right now, I am the sun of EYEAI. Hurry up and take the title. Iâm ready to let it go.â
Rinko chuckled.
She seemed much more relaxed compared to when we clashed blades in the tournament.
Back then, sheâd been so serious. Now, she looked relieved.
âBut just because I let go doesnât mean itâs over. Even if I lose the title of flagship VTuber or the position as a Labyrinthos specialist, I still have to live out the rest of my life.â
âYouâre stating the obvious.â
âYeah. But sometimes you forget the obvious. ââIn the end, everything is just a passing point.â
Unless you suffer a catastrophic failure, life doesnât end so easily.
Success, even more so. Rarely does life end with just one big success.
Whether you succeed or fail, life goes on.
So, success and failure might not matter as much as we think.
One success wonât define your entire life.
And one achievement wonât mark the end of it either.
So, itâs always important to think about what happens next.
âI may not enter the league this year, but thereâs always next year. If I prepare seriously for a year, I can make up for the time I missed.â
It seemed Rinko had come to that conclusion.
I didnât have much to say.
Whether Rinkoâs choice was right or wrong didnât really matter to me.
Even if she failed again, it wouldnât be the end of her life.
In the end, anything that didnât kill her was just another trial.
âThere is one small flaw in your plan.â
âA flaw?â
âJust because they decided to hold this yearâs league doesnât guarantee there will be a league next year.â
Whether or not next yearâs league would be held would depend on how well this yearâs performed.
Though it would probably happen. Since they rebranded the streamer league to the Fantasy League, it seemed they intended to continue it.
âLaura, youâre the one missing something. This yearâs league will be a hit, and there will definitely be a league next year.â
âOh? Thatâs quite a bold claim.â
There werenât many certainties in this world.
âWell, Laura, youâll be in the league this year, wonât you? If youâre participating, the leagueâs success is already guaranteed.â
That was what Rinko said.
âLaura, enter the league. Get in there, avenge me, make the tournament a hit, and return even greater than before.â