Chapter 12
Fu Jia instantly saw Cen Mengke in class on Monday.
The girl also saw him and immediately yelled loudly across the room. âFu Jia!â
Frowning, Fu Jia ignored her and made a beeline towards his seat.
As Cen Mengke approached him, she complained loudly, âYou almost got me into serious trouble yesterday.â
âI donât think I have the capability to do so,â said Fu Jia. âYouâre blocking the light. I want to study.â
Cen Mengke cluck her tongue as she sneered. âStop it with that good student facade. I already took a look at your grades. Itâs hilarious that youâre able to rank that low in No. 16 High alone.â
She could have talked about anything else, but the moment she dragged his grades in, Fu Jia instantly boiled with anger. He threw his school bag onto the table and seethed in anger. âThatâs none of your business.â
However, Cen Mengke was not intimidated by his outburst. She glared. âI donât care what sort of problems you have with Li Qinhe. He asked me to protect you, so now youâre my lackey. How can a lackey be this mad at his boss? Apologize to me now!â
His lips pursed tight. Fu Jia did not utter a single word.
Cen Mengke was hard to deal with. If she were someone like Liu Cheng or Liu De, he could easily punch or curse them without feeling any guilt at all. Just bring it on, and he would fight back the same. Cen Mengke, on the other hand, was a girl. Not only that, she kept raving on and on about how she was here to protect him. What should he do in this situation? It was outrageous to hit her or curse at her.
Despite that, making him apologize was out of the question. There was no way he would apologize to one of Li Qinheâs subordinates.
The more he thought about it, the only solution was to ignore her.
Thus, Cen Mengke watched on as Fu Jia took out a literature and language book out of his bag with his eyes closed and flipped to a page with classical chinese literature on it.
âAre you seriously going to study?â
Fu Jia ignored her.
âFu Jia. Fu Jia!â
Still, Fu Jia ignored her.
At a loss, Cen Mengke changed her target to the student sitting in front of Fu Jia. âHey, you! Change seats with me!â
The student in front was scared out of his wits. Shrinking back in fear, he reflexively stood up before sitting back down again. In order to look after the newly transferred Cen Mengke, the tutor had her assigned to sit in the first row. Who on Earth in this class was willing enough to sit in the first row?
âHurry up!â Cen Mengke urged him again.
The student could only stand up in grief.
Cen Mengke sat back down and slapped the surface of Fu Jiaâs table, but Fu Jia was still motionless as though there were a protective barrier separating them.
Bored out of her mind, she rested her upper body on the table as she surveyed the entire class. Her attention quickly shifted. âFu Jia, why are you the only person in class without a desk-mate?â
Ever since she transferred here, the total number of students in the class became odd, so it was natural that a student would have to sit on their own. However, Fu Jia was not sitting in the last row, nor was he sitting at the corner. So why was he the one without a desk-mate?
âDid your desk-mate move after I transferred here? Or has it always been like this where no one wants to sit with you?â exclaimed Cen Mengke in realization. She finally found the problem where she could showcase her prowess as a boss.
Yet, Fu Jia still ignored her.
Not minding it in the least, Cen Mengke continued to sweep her gaze around and casually picked out a female student who looked weak and easy to bully. She then commanded, âCome out with me.â
The female student was so scared that she trembled in fear.
Cen Mengke dragged her out into the hallway by her wrist and blocked her off in a corner to get to the bottom of this.
Fu Jia seriously did not have any desk-mate since the beginning.
Prior to this, the total number of students in the class was an even number, but not a single soul was willing to sit next to Fu Jia. Everyone took turns to sit in the lonely remaining seat as if the class collectively gathered all their power to cut Fu Jia off.
âThe hell is wrong with your class?â asked Cen Mengke.
Scared out of her wits, the female student lost the ability to form full sentences. âHeâ¦He likes stealingâ¦â
âWhat?â
âHeâ¦he.â She mustered her courage. âSomeone in our class was his junior high school friend. When school started, he told us that Fu Jia likes stealing things from other people. He was even caught, but he refused to repentâ¦â
Cen Mengke was shocked.
âWho accused him? Whereâs the proof in that?!â
Shaking her head, the female student refused to expose the person.
Once Cen Mengke let her go, she leaned against the wall and was lost in her own train of thought.
After, she walked a little further and gave her own lackey a call to ask about what happened before.
âFraming someone for stealingâ was a common tactic used by delinquents like them. They would shove an item not belonging to the person into their drawers and find a suitable time to ask someone to publicly accuse the person for stealing. Then, they would arrange a so-called âwitnessâ as well as a few other people to cause a ruckus, resulting in the wrongly accused to lose their chance to clear their name.
What happens later would not concern them anymore. The wrongly accused would naturally be isolated and pushed aside, and they would even get punished or bullied by the students in the name of justice. The others would not give a damn as to how long the person would have to bear this foul name.
But now it was different. Now, Fu Jia was her subordinate.
She was responsible for him until the end.
Walking back into the classroom in large strides, she stood before her desk with no intention of sitting down. Instead, she sucked in a lungful of air and moved the table.
Her large movements instantly attracted the attention of everyone in the classroom.
Under their heated gaze, Cen Mengke moved the table one step at a time towards Fu Jiaâs side. With a loud bang, she pushed the two tables together.
She then ran off to drag the chair over before loudly declaring to every other students in the room, âIâm Fu Jiaâs desk-mate now. Iâm also his boss, so refrain yourselves from spreading rumours about him behind my back.â
With her words, the entire classroom sank into silence.
Having covered her new lackey in an extravagant manner brightened up Cen Mengkeâs mood immensely. She then sat down with a smile on her face.
Anxiously anticipating something, Fu Jia looked towards her. âWhy did you do that?â
âIâm here to protect you.â Cen Mengke looked like there was nothing wrong with her actions.
Lowering his head, Fu Jia wrinkled the page in his hand.
Although Cen Mengke had said Li Qinhe was the one who sent her, there was no way Li Qinhe would pull something like this without reason. So it could only beâ¦
Lu Qiâan.
He shut his textbook and said, âThank you.â
Cen Mengke felt so smug that she lifted her nose up high into the air. Â âIt was nothing! As your boss, itâs expected of me to do something like this for you!â
Fu Jia did not pay attention to her words.
He did not understand what Lu Qiâan was trying to pull here.
Was it out of kindness? Or out of concern? He could not get it.
He suddenly recalled the dream he had that night, the dream where Lu Qiâan did not leave because of one measly phone call and instead, accompanied him to the hospital.
When the doctor tended to his wound, the pain he felt was so agonizing that his face scrunched up completely. Lu Qiâan was there, sitting by his side, and comforted him saying, âEndure it a while longer.â
Lu Qiâanâs countenance in the dream was a blur, but his voice was as clear as day itself.
This has been the case for the past ten years. When Fu Jia tried to sneak glances from the servantâs room, he could only hear Lu Qiâanâs voice. He could never see his face.
This was the reality he had to faceââeven his dreams were stolen from Lin Fengxun.
The morning class passed in a blur, but Fu Jia did not make a move to have lunch. He stayed in the classroom to study.
Cen Mengke was caught between dozing off, stuffing herself with snacks, and reading novels. Her morning went by delightfully well. Seeing that Fu Jia intended to study, she said, âDonât. Itâs important not to starve yourself! Since this is my first day as your boss, lunch is on me!â
Without even raising his head to look at her, Fu Jia answered, âIâm not going.â
Cen Mengke clicked her tongue and snatched his textbook from his grip. âLet go!â
Caught unaware, Fu Jiaâs book was snatched away by her. This frustrated Fu Jia greatly. He coldly said, âGive it back.â
Cen Mengke shoved the book into her drawer. âNo.â
âGive it back.â
âNo!â Using her gender as an advantage, Cen Mengke raised the pitch of her voice.
Taking in a deep breath, Fu Jia tried to control himself from losing his cool so he would not beat Cen Mengke up.
Giving Cen Mengke the cold shoulder, he took out another textbook. Cen Mengke tried to grab that, too, but was stopped by a series of knocks on the door.
The classroom door was wide open, so why would someone knock on the door?
Both Fu Jia and Cen Mengke shifted their gaze towards the door at the same instant and were shocked to see the person standing there.
The tall person at the door donned a school uniform from No. 6 High.
Lu Qiâan lowered his hand, and his eyes landed on Fu Jia. âExcuse me.â
Eyes widening in shock, Cen Mengke appeared to have lost her voice for a moment. âLuâ¦Luâ¦â
Stammering for a long while, she could not even manage to say his full name.
The inexplicable astonishment that exploded in Fu Jiaâs heart caused him to stand up at once. His waist bumped against the table and knocked the book off the table.
When Lu Quâan approached them, he bent over to pick up the book. âDid you have lunch yet?â He handed the book back to Fu Jia.
Fu Jia took the book and shook his head. âNot yetâ¦â
Lu Qiâan said, âWe can go together.â
Fu Jia lowered his head. âOkayâ¦â
One after another, the two strolled out of the classroom and left a shocked Cen Mengke behind who appeared as though she were hit by a bolt from the blue.
The moment they were out of the door, Fu Jia was covered in sweat under the rays of the noon sunshine.
Although the distance between them was half a person apart, as they walked together, Fu Jia seemed to be able to feel the warmth radiating off Lu Qiâanâs body.
âWhy did you come here to find me?â Up until now, he still had not recovered from his shock.
Lu Qiâan glanced at Fu Jiaâs face, discovering that the gauze was still there. He answered evasively, âYou didnât go to the hospital.â
Subconsciously, Fu Jia touched his wound. Despite being told not to use the gauze earlier, he still stubbornly went and did it anyway. Now that the wound was worse, he had no say on this matter anymore.
âI went,â Fu Jia explained. âI admit I lied to you that day, but I did go after.â
Lu Qiâan slowed down his pace as he walked ahead. âWhich hospital did you go to?â
âShiyi Hospital.â
âYou said the same thing last time.â
This time, Fu Jia panicked. âI really did go! Am I that dumb to use the same lie two times? You can go take a look at my medical booklet and the prescribed medicine in my dorm if you donât trust me.â
Lu Qiâan came to a stop and nodded. âSure.â
âHuh?â
âWe can go take a look at your medical booklet.â
Fu Jia was absolutely shocked. That meant Lu Qiâan wanted to visit his dorm.
Was that even possible?
In order to save money, he stayed in the block with the worse facilities. It was extremely old and the orientation was not that good either. The paint on the inner walls of the building were already coming off, the railings were rusty, and every time he used the stairs he had to be cautious of how he moved to avoid getting dirty.
Sighing, he said, âItâs fine. How about you wait for me here? Iâll run back to my room and get you the medical booklet.â
But Lu Qiâan asked back, âAm I not allowed to visit your dorm?â
Fu Jia hesitated for a moment. âNot reallyâ¦â
His shyness came out of the blue, but it was probably due to the fact that he felt nervous, or it was more likely because of Lu Qiâanâs sudden appearance. He had been so surprised that he was still trapped in a state of confusion.
Go then. Nothing wrong with it. He thought.
âThen please donât complain about it.â Changing directions, he led Lu Qiâan to his dorm.
Ever since Cen Mengke came here, Liu De and his lackeys never came back. Fu Jia was not sure where they were staying. He opened the door. Inside was still as empty and deserted as before.
He looked around and could not find a suitable place for Lu Qiâan to sit down. It was impossible for him to go buy a wooden chair now, either, so he could only brazenly point to the plastic chair placed in front of the table. âSit there.â
Fortunately, Lu Qiâan did not mind and sat down without a moment of hesitation.
This made Fu Jia felt more at ease. He crouched down in front of the locked cabinet and unlocked it with the keys he always kept with him and then rummaged around for a bag with the hospitalâs logo on it. He hastily picked it up for Lu Qiâan to see. âSee. I really did go to the hospital.â
Reaching out to receive the bag, Lu Qiâan flipped through the medical booklet found inside. Just when he flipped to a certain page, he read aloud, âBlade wound.â
Fu Jia felt a little awkward. âYeahâ¦â
Lu Qiâan flipped another page. âExcessive coverage of the wound with gauze induced an infection.â
Fu Jia felt even more awkward. âI thought it wouldâve been better if I covered itâ¦â
Lu Qiâan continued to read the record. âRecommended to return for a check up the next dayâdid you go?â
Fu Jia made a grab at his hair. âActually, all I need to do is just apply the medicine on time. I donât have to go if it didnât worsen.â
âApply the medicine on time?â Lu Qiâan took out the medicine bottle. It had a sticker that says to apply it three times a day. âNow should be the time you apply it the second time. How many times have you done it?â
âI forgot. But I didâ¦â Ridden with guilt, Fu Jia avoided the question. He did not have enough time this morning so he did not apply it at all. Not even once.
Standing up, Lu Qiâan gave up his chair. âYou sit here.â
Fu Jia thought he found the chair uncomfortable. âWhy? Do you need me to add a cushion?â
âNo.â Lowering his gaze, Lu Qiâan scrutinized the instructions on the medicine bottle. âYou sit here. Iâll help you apply the medicine.â
Fu Jia was stunned.
âYouâre unwilling?â asked Lu Qiâan.
âOf course not!â Fu Jia denied it without hesitation. He sat down on the plastic chair. For the first time, the chair did not feel as uncomfortable as it looked.
Lu Qiâan  leaned over close to Fu Jia. Afraid to look up, Fu Jia desperately glued his eyes to the ground.
Lu Qiâan gently touched the gauze on Fu Jiaâs face. âIâm going to remove this now.â
âOkay.â Sweat broke out on Fu Jiaâs palms as he warned himself to not feel too nervous.
Once the gauze was peeled off, a reddish cut that was neither deep nor long was revealed. It did not reach the point where they would need to sew the wound close, but since it was already infected, it was a rather gruesome sight to look at.
Lu Qiâan used a pair of tweezers to pick up a cotton ball and swab it with the medicine. After warning Fu Jia once, he touched the wound with the cotton ball.
Judging from Fu Jiaâs reaction, it did not seem painful in the least as Lu Qiâanâs actions were incredibly gentle.
But how could it not hurt at all?
It was just that the man was so close that Fu Jia could clearly count how many eyelashes he had. He did not have any attention left to care about whether or not the wound hurt anymore.
After applying the medicine, Lu Qiâan helped him put on fresh gauze. âDone.â
Fu Jia looked down at his own hands. To remain calm, he had pinched the back of his hand until it turned red.
âThank you,â he said.
âYouâre welcome.â Lu Qiâan put the things away. âApply the medicine on time. Go to the hospital if it worsens.â
Mulling over it for a while, Fu Jia said, âThanks.â
Lu Qiâan responded with silence.
It was the same thing again. He was standing there while Fu Jia was sitting down, revealing a slender neck with his head lowered.
He was too thin.
Lu Qiâan thought to himself. He did not come to No. 16 High the moment his class ended without even having lunch for no reason.
âFu Jia,â he said. âItâs the end of May with one month left to go until your finals. If your rank in the city is good enough, it wouldnât be hard for you to transfer to No. 6 High for your second year once school reopens.â
Fu Jia was a little loss as he replied, âWhat?â
Lu Qiâan had no intention of repeating himself again.
Fu Jia thought about his words again before his eyes widened in surprise.
âIâm going now,â said Lu Qiâan.
âWait a second!â cried out Fu Jia in a flurry. âAre we not going to have lunch together?â
Shooting a glance at his watch, Lu Qiâan said, âMy intention was to see how the injury on your face was doing. Now that Iâve checked it out, thereâs no need for us to have lunch together anymore.â
Disappointed, Fu Jia replied, âI seeâ¦â
He neither stood up nor said anything else on the matter.
This was similar to bidding him goodbye.
Fu Jia regretted it as soon as Lu Qiâan turned around and took a step. Fu Jia stood up suddenly, and his hands latched onto Lu Qiâanâs arm in a strong grip. It happened in such haste that the chair was knocked over by accident, releasing a dull clang as it hit the ground.
In order to apply the medicine, Lu Qiâan had his sleeves rolled up, his arm bare for all to see. Lu Qiâan could feel the coolness of Fu Jiaâs palm as well as his slight sweat.
Lu Qiâan looked confused.
So there were still times he did not comprehend everything.
But, he did not order Fu Jia to release him immediately.
Eyes glued to him, Fu Jia parted his lips, but no sound came out.
He seemed to have lost the ability to speak at this very moment.
All his impulses were channeled into a single actionâhe threw himself towards Lu Qiâan.
Arms up in the air, he wrapped them around Lu Qiâanâs neck into a tight embrace.
His movement was impetuous and clumsy, causing Lu Qiâan to almost lose his footing and balance.
Caught off guard, Lu Qiâan regained his composure and began to struggle to get Fu Jia off him. However, this only served to make Fu Jia hug him even tighter.
His expression darkened as an icy tone surged through his voice. âLet go.â
Fu Jia pretended he did not hear him and tightened his grip even more. He buried his head into Lu Qiâanâs neck and took in a deep breath.
So this was what Lu Qiâan smelled like.
His scent was fresher and cooler than the aftermath of an early spring rain.
Like a dog, he kept sniffing here and there, around his neck and shoulders, which angered Lu Qiâan greatly. âRelease me this instant!â
Refusing to let go, Fu Jia moved closer to Lu Qiâanâs ear and whispered, âPlease wait for me. Iâll definitely study twice as hardâ¦â
He was blowing his breath directly into Lu Qiâanâs ear. Infuriated, Lu Qiâan did not bother to restrain his strength anymore. With one rough shove, he pushed Fu Jia away and coldly berated, âWhat is wrong with you?â
Fu Jia staggered backwards, having been pushed away. Yet, his bright, clear eyes were still completely focused on Lu Qiâan.
In that instant Lu Qiâan was forced to admit that he was wrong when he met Fu Jia on the stairs in the villa that time. How could he think that Fu Jiaâs eyes would never shine?
Fu Jiaâs eyes were twinkling like the stars, filled with light from a flame that burned from the very depths, carrying the intention to ignite him.
Lu Qiâan took a deep breath and gradually regained his composure. The anger in his eyes was also gradually dissipating away.
Everything happens for a reason. If it were not for that look in his eyes, Full Jia would not have been able to withstand a decade.
âYou should calm down.â After saying that, Lu Qiâan turned to leave.
Fu Jia was left behind with his hands quivering uncontrollably against his will.