Chapter 32
If it wasn't for the fact that Lu Qi'an tended to get angry at every turn, preventing Fu Jia from figuring out the reason behind his temper, Fu Jia definitely wouldâve rushed over right now to involuntarily hug him.
Fortunately, Lu Qiâan didnât refuse. He pushed the first-aid kid in his hands back into the cabinet, then walked up to Fu Jia with his arms open.
They were already standing so closely that they were almost stuck together, but Fu Jia still couldnât help but take half a step forward and let his whole person fall into Lu Qiâan.
Lu Qi'an was almost hit by him, leaned back a bit, then raised his arms to hug Fu Jia.
Fu Jia also tightened his hold and buried his face on his shoulder.
When he woke up this afternoon, the room was covered in darkness as if it was deep into nighttime. He looked around in all four directions but didnât see any light.
At that moment, an extreme sense of fear rose in his heart as if he had returned to the past, lying in some dark and cramped room. Whenever he awakened from his dreams and opened his eyes, he would see a room filled with black. This heavy darkness choked his neck, pressed down on his chest, and took away his breath.
Once he escaped that sort of life, Fu Jia never wanted to go back. Even just thinking of the possibility terrified him.
Lu Qi'an patted him on the back: "Do you feel discomfort anywhere?â
Fu Jia shook his head, brushing his fluffy hair back and forth against Lu Qi'an's neck. Lu Qiâan raised his hand to help him smooth out the top of his head, then touched his forehead: âRaise your head, let me check if you have a fever.â
Fu Jia continued to shake his head, taking the initiative to rub against Lu Qi'an's hand with his forehead, and said: âNo.â
Lu Qiâan couldnât feel at ease and carefully used the palm of his hand to test his temperature. Deciding that it was a bit hot, he said: âLet me use a thermometer to check.â
Fu Jia grasped his hand and said: âI really donât have one. Itâs because you just came back from outside that your hands are too cold. Let me warm it up for you and itâll be fine.â
He placed Lu Qi'an's hand between his hands, gently rubbed each of his fingers, and inquired: "You haven't told me where you went yet."
Lu Qi'an's palms were itchy after being touched by him, but he didn't stop him, letting him touch as much as he wanted. "I went to the hospital to resolve todayâs situation."
Fu Jia was stunned, and his hand movements also stopped: "Resolved?"
"En," Lu Qi'an grabbed this chance to pull his hand out, "Both seniors have taken responsibility for their mistakes. One voluntarily transferred to another school, and the other will find an opportunity to apologize to you.â
Lu Qiâan said everything in a relaxed and natural tone. Fu Jia nodded sluggishly, somewhat believing him, but somewhat lacking the confidence to believe him.
The joy in his heart had already sprouted a flower, but he still pretended to be cool and collected externally, and said: âActuallyâ¦I was also at fault for this matter. I was too impulsive.â
Lu Qiâan was a bit surprised, not expecting him to apologize. Over this matter, Fu Jia had lost his temper big time and even said extreme words like, âYou donât care whether I die or not.â
Lu Qi'an contemplated for a while, and instead of comforting him, he said, "Next time, take this as a warning.â
No matter which side was at fault for todayâs matter, Fu Jiaâs tendency to be impulsive whenever anything happened must be corrected. Even if he didnât wrong others, getting injured in a fight was wronging himself.#
Fu Jia hummed obediently and hugged his arms around Lu Qi'an's neck, wanting to bury his face in his shoulder again.
Lu Qi'an leaned backwards, blocked his shoulder to push him away, and said: âWait, I need to wash up first.â
Fu Jiaâs body was warm, but Lu Qiâan was chilled to ice by the cold rain outside, and his coat was also somewhat damp. It was fine to hug him once, but he was worried that Fu Jia would catch a cold if they continued to hug.
Fu Jia refused to let him go and said: "Then I'll stay by you and watch you take a bath."
âNo,â Lu Qiâan adamantly refused, âYou go eat first. Since Auntie Miao already came, she shouldâve also prepared dinner for you.â
Aunt Miao really did prepare a dinner for two. Before cooking, she even asked Fu Jia what he liked to eat, and whether he had anything he couldnât eat. Acting as a professional who deserved her high salary, she didnât show surprise at encountering unfamiliar faces at her employerâs home, didnât ask Fu Jia for his background, and left quietly once she finished her work.
Fu Jia carefully studied Lu Qi'an's tone and felt that the ânoâ was very firm. There shouldnât be any room for negotiation, so he reluctantly let go: âFine, but Iâm not hungry yet. Iâll wait for you to finish showering so that we can eat together.â
Lu Qiâan agreed.
Fu Jia sat back on the sofa, watching Lu Qiâan go into the master bedroom and closing the door. Fu Jia didn't avert his gaze and continued to stare at the door of the master bedroom.
Consequently, when Lu Qi'an finished showering and walked out of the bedroom, he was met with Fu Jiaâs glistening eyes as soon as he opened the door.
Lu Qiâan felt a little helpless.
He didnât walk towards Fu Jia, but to the dining area instead: âIt's getting late, hurry up and eat dinner. We still have to make a trip to the school later.â
He sat at the dining table, turned off the rice cookerâs heat preservation switch, then picked up a bowl and filled it with rice.
Fu Jia quickly followed and sat across from him: "Why do we have to go to school?"
Lu Qi'an put the bowl full of rice in front of him, passed the chopsticks over, and said: âEat first, then weâll talk.â
Fu Jia happily held the bowl and chopsticks he was handed and nodded. Where theyâre going or why theyâre going wasnât important to him, the important thing was staying together with Lu Qiâan. Just this was enough.
Auntie Miaoâs meals were all ordinary Chinese home cooking, nothing fancy. Fu Jia had always thought that Lu Qiâan preferred western cuisine, because thatâs what Lu Wanqing ate. But looking at it now, even though they were all one Lu family, Lu Wanqing liked to eat western cuisine, but Lu Qi'an didnât.
Just like how Lu Wanqing didnât like Fu Jia, Lu Qiâan liked him regardless.
Thinking of this, Fu Jiaâs heart felt unbearably sweet. He took one bite from Auntie Miaoâs dishes and felt that he had eaten the most delicious thing heâs ever had in his whole life.
Auntie Miaoâs skill was more than ten thousand times better than the school cafeteria.
One of the reasons why Lu Qi'an continued to employ Aunt Miao was because of her good culinary skills. Auntie Miao's salary was the highest in the industry, and her own ability also represented the highest level in the industry. If the food she cooked wasnât as good as the school cafeteria, Lu Qi'an would immediately fire her.
Fu Jia ate happily for a while, then suddenly thought of a question: âWhy did Auntie Miao immediately leave after cooking?â
Lu Qiâan was taught by his father since he was a child to âkeep quiet when eating, keep silent when sleepingâ.# But when Fu Jia asked him aloud, he halted his chopsticks without objection, and answered: âI asked her to work on staggered time with me.â
Fu Jia nodded, remembering how it went when he stayed overnight at Lu Qi'an's place. Auntie Miao came over at the crack of dawn, but she didnât disturb Lu Qiâan, and left as soon as she made breakfast. Fu Jia continued to ask: âWhy do you stagger the time? What if you were delayed by something, or came home late? Wouldnât the food be cold by then?â
Lu Qi'an lowered his eyes and said: "I don't like eating with other people."
It didnât matter if the food was cold. Compared to eating with others, eating cold food was easier for him to accept.
Fu Jia glanced at his own bowl: "But..."
âYouâre the exception,â Lu Qiâan interrupted him.
Fu Jia was like someone who had been hit by cotton candy; his tickled face made him want to laugh. He couldn't help biting his chopsticks, and whispered: âSo it turns out Iâm the exceptionâ¦â
As he pondered carefully, Liu-laoshiâs slight smile suddenly flashed in his mind.
Thatâs not right, Lu Qi'an also ate with Liu-laoshi. He nervously asked: "Is Liu-laoshi also an exception?â
Lu Qiâan nodded.
Fu Jiaâs happy mood immediately diminished.
When Fu Jia heard him bring up the scarf, he was a little embarrassed, and very regretful that he revealed the story of the scarf back when he was spaced out, so he rushed to say: âThat thingâs not important anymore.â
Lu Qi'an looked up at him: âI took the scarf back with me and put it in the cabinet by the door. The next time Auntie Miao comes, Iâll ask her to help clean it.â
At that time, as soon as he saw the surveillance footage, he immediately went to the classroom to search for the scarf. No one knew where the scarf came from, so the students piled it in a corner with other unwanted items to be collected by the janitor. Lu Qi'an bent down, used his hands without hesitation to rummage through the pile of things, and found the awfully dirtied scarf that had been trampled on.
He took the scarf to the washroom and rinsed the surface dirt off with water, then put it in a ziplock bag and took it to the hospital, and then took it back to the apartment.
Fu Jia was both happy and dejected: âThank you for helping me find it, but... let me handle my own things.â It was something he wanted to give Lu Qiâan, so he didnât want others to do it for him. Butâ¦so what if he washed the scarf? This was something to present to Lu Qiâan, but it had been trampled on by others, and taken apart by someone he hated. He would never present it as a gift to Lu Qiâan again.
Lu Qiâan nodded: âItâs yours, so you should decide what to do with it.â
Because he brought up the scarf, Fu Jia's mood went from sunny to cloudy, and afterwards he simply focused on eating silently. This invisibly sped up the pace of their dinner.
Fu Jia ate fast, but his appetite was larger than Lu Qi'an's, so the time between the two of them putting down their chopsticks wasnât too far apart. Fu Jia took the initiative to stand up, wanting to tidy up, but was stopped by Lu Qi'an: "Go get changed, weâll head to the school later."
Fu Jia sat in place and asked: âWhy are you going to school?â
Fu Jia's mood was no longer as good as before, and his thoughts began to turn negative. He thought Lu Qiâan was either sending him to the dormitory to rest, or sending him to be disciplined by teachers.
Lu Qi'an wiped his hands with a tissue and stood up: âTo help you carry your luggage. From now on, youâll live with me in this apartment. You can sleep in the guest room, but if you donât think the guest room is big enough, you can also stay in the master bedroom.â
Fu Jiaâs breathing and heart rate accelerated together.
His lips moved, but he was somewhat speechless. It was like someone had yanked the curtains open while he was sitting in the dark, and the sun was so blinding that it took him time to adapt.
Immediately afterwards, the first words that came out of Fu Jia's mouth were: "Can I?"