Jinxed

I don't want this

I'm sure I don't

I never asked for this

I'm sure I didn't

You may think I'm lying

You may think I'm denying

But truthfully this is something I'd never ask for

Something that would again and again make my heart sore

Wasn't it just yesterday?

I talked about getting over you

Wasn't it yesterday?

I talked about stopping to love you

I've been finally happy, because I finally can free myself

I've been happy, because I no longer have to lock myself

But what I felt today, made me feel mixed

What I felt made me think maybe I was jinxed.