His list of reasons to apologize keeps growing.
But hopefully, what he plans to give her will be enough to warrant just an ounce of her forgiveness.
She sleeps quietly as he packs their belongings in her duffel bags. He grabs whatever water and non-perishable food he finds in the kitchen.
Just like a vacation, he thinks wildly to himself. Thatâs where weâre going. A family vacation.
He wasnât lying when he offered her a family. His only family was Cassandra after they lost their parents, and when she was ripped away, it blew a hole inside his heart.
Ellie knows the same pain. She knows what itâs like to blame yourself and to crave a sense of belonging that never comes.
Heâll give it to her. Heâll fill her with as much babies as she fucking wants.
Or, if she wants it to just be the two of them, thatâs fine as well.
That conversation is a long way ahead, though.
* * *
The car is easy enough to reprogram, and it purrs to life the minute he pushes the power button. He tucked Ellie neatly in the passenger seat, and she sleeps deeply as they say goodbye to Green Woods forever.
Their trip takes them a few hours north, which is perfect timing. He placed the manilla folder in Ellieâs lap and he waits anxiously for her to wake up.
He missed driving. He forgot what a change of scenery looks like, and he takes in the mountains, trees, and bodies of water as they travel.
Finally, she stirs. She sits upright in her seat, her mouth hanging open in shock.
âEllie,â he says, as she fumbles with her seat belt. Theyâre on the freeway, and she sure as shit better not unbuckle herself and try to open the door. âOmega. Calm down.â
But she does the exact opposite. âAre you adding kidnapping to your list of charges, now?â She spits. She glances at a freeway sign and frowns. âWhere are we going?â
âLook in the envelope,â he replies, keeping his eyes on the road. âLook in the envelope, and it will explain everything.â
âThereâs nothing to explain,â she insists. âLet me out. Or Iâll start screaming.â
He rolls his eyes. âJust open the damn envelope, Ellie.â
She bites her lip, her anger deepening her scent. Her hand dances over the envelope, her finger stopping at the top.
âJust trust me,â he murmurs, glancing at her. âPlease.â
She must see something in his eyes or feel his sincerity, because she slowly opens it, allowing the papers to fall into her lap. There are minutes of silence as she reads through each one.
He carefully compiled each paper and spent his nights in Doctor Porterâs office, researching and pulling up records.
And, of course, he hacked into databases when necessary.
He only hopes it will be enough. He canât change her past, but he can give her something sheâs wanted.
He can give her answers.
Theyâre on another freeway by the time she speaks. âYou found him?â Her voice is broken, barely above a whisper.
âRonald Dennis. Yes.â
âHeâ¦â she turns the papers over again, scanning. âHe went to a hospital the night of the accident.â
âHe had injuries similar to that of a car accident. Two weeks later his truck was in a body shop for damage consistent with a head-on collision.â
Sheâs silent until he hears her tears hitting the papers. âThis is him,â she chokes out. âYou found him.â
âI finally used my powers for good,â he murmurs.
âI canât believe you did this,â she says.
âLife doesnât give us a lot of answers,â he murmurs. âI was glad I could give you at least one.â
To his surprise, she takes the hand he rests on his thigh, intertwining their fingers. He keeps one hand on the steering wheel as he squeezes her hand.
âWhere are we going?â She asks again.
âWeâre going to pay him a visit,â he says. âAnd whatever happens after that is up to you.â