Twenty minutes later her phone was buzzing with a frenzy as she sat in the hotel provided robe, unpinning her hair from all the bobby pins Meredith had put in it. She lifted the phone and glared at the torrent of messages from both Isaias and Merlin.
She responded to Merlin with a text to go fuck himself. She ignored Isaiasâ messages. He had ignored her throughout the hour sheâd sat at the table, so she felt it was only fair. He hadnât even told her she looked beautiful, and she knew she had looked good. It wasnât she needed his compliments but what woman didnât want her man to comment? What was wrong with him? Worse, what was wrong with her for still thinking he was her man?
Fifteen minutes later, her phone continued to ring incessantly as she placed a room service order for coconut cream pie, a bottle of wine and a package of mixed candies and confectionaries. She was planning on eating her feelings and she knew it.
She finally snapped and answered the phone, âwhat? What do you want?â
âWhere the hell are you Liesl? My entire security team is searching for you. Are you safe?â
âWhat the fuck do you care? Iâm surprised you even noticed I wasnât there.â
Her tone clearly surprised him as he went silent.
She sniffed as her emotions got the better of her, âif you were going to end things with me tonight, why the hell did you ask me to be here? Was this some kind of humiliation because I crossed a line with you?â
âWhat?â
âI told Mallory I didnât need to come tonight, but he insisted you wanted me here. Considering the way things went with Trent and Merlin and how you were so pissed off at me, I canât help but wonder if you only wanted me here to rub salt into their wounds. Itâs clear you didnât care to have me on your arm. You didnât even look in my direction for more than thirty seconds.â
âBaby, thatâs not true.â
âYou spent more time looking at my ex and sister than you did me.â She whimpered, âyou didnât even say hello to me.â
He was quiet when she chastised him.
âIsaias, I know I spoke out of turn on Friday morning but if you want to end things, I didnât need one more last night on the town or for you to let me down gently.â
âEnd things?â
âIsnât it why you havenât called me, talked to me, and then sent Mallory to escort me? The girls told me to give you the benefit of the doubt and suggested you were busy, but I knew in my gut something wasnât right. You donât have to pretend Isaias. I know I crossed a line telling you how I felt.â
âNo. I was not looking to end things. Is this whatâs been going through your head?â he sounded incredulous.
âIsaias, you didnât even say hello,â she repeated herself. âI got all dressed up and the girls did my hair and makeup, and you didnât even notice. Why did you ask me to come if you didnât want me here?â
âI want you here.â
âIt didnât feel like it.â
He sighed regretfully. âIâm sorry, honey. I am. Trent and Merlin got under my skin. When I got the report today Trent had indeed put recording devices in your apartment, I lost my cool. Iâve been struggling with my temper, but they went too far cornering you. Babe, I want to beat him into next fucking week. It is taking all of my energy not to go back into the gala and pound him into oblivion.â He spoke softly, âI donât usually have a bad temper, Liesl but when I do it takes me a bit to reign it back in and I got the information on the way to the gala, and I swear I want the bastard dead.â
âNo,â she whispered his name in shock. âYou canât say such things.â
âMore than I wanted their company destroyed, Iâm furious with the violation of your being, Liesl. The bastard,â he took a sharp breath as if recalling what he wanted to say was causing him pain, âLiesl, he had a listening device installed behind your headboard. The others, in your light switches, light fixtures, electrical sockets and even in the thermostat were all likely installed before you moved in but the fact there is one on your bed, babe it means he was in your apartment after you furnished it.â
âWhat if Merlin put that one in when he snuck into my bed?â she said shaking as she considered the lengths the men in her ex-family were going to in stalking her.
âI hadnât considered it, to be honest,â he spoke equally quietly. âI think he had one thing on his mind and one thing only when he snuck into your place, babe. Trent on the other hand is far more malicious. Merlin was stunned to hear me today. You saw his face.â
âI guess.â
âLiesl, Iâm not wanting to end things. Iâm not upset with you. Iâm not angry with you. I want very much to hold you and tell you how much I miss you. I got caught up with wanting to fuck those two morons over, I forgot to pay attention to the most important person in the room.â
She bit her lip and stared at the ceiling. âI understand.â
âCome back babe.â
âI canât. I already got changed. I took off my makeup and took my hair out.â
âBabe youâve been gone under an hour. Thereâs no way you made it home and got changed.â
âI didnât go home.â
âWell, where are you?â
âIsaias, I needed to get away. It was too much with all the drama and your cold shoulder. I know you said you werenât going to break up with me, but you didnât text me once in almost thirty-six hours. I had zero contact from you. It hurt Isaias. I know I shouldnât have said what I said Friday morning, but it was on my mind and in my heart and I needed to say. I donât want it to hurt because you donât feel the same, but it does. I wanted to be cool about it, but I was nervous about saying what I said and then you didnât reach out and then Mallory was the one who took me to the gala and then you ignored me. This night has been a shitshow and I donât want to do it anymore. Iâm going to get a snack and then Iâm going to bed.â
âLiesl.â
âIsaias, I need time. It hurts right now, and I need to clear my mind. If weâre over then say so and donât prolong my agony.â
âYou are not ending us, Liesl. I want to see you,â his swallowing was audible as he pleaded with her. âWhere are you?â
She knew she was being cowardly, but she couldnât help herself. âI have to go.â She hung up the phone and for good measure powered it down.
She lay down on the bed and let the tears fall.