Liesl felt Isaias arms wrapped around her tightly and she leaned into his chest.Today had been a hard one.Yet as she stood in the middle of the bathroom,the steam of her scalding shower hanging like mist around them,Isaias hugging her as if she were the most important person in the world,she felt her stress melting away.
âHow can I make tonight up to you?âHis words were soft in her hair.âI feel I screwed up on such a massive scale.I hate I disappointed you.â
âI wasnât disappointed Isaias.â
âNot even a little?â
âWell,âshe sniffed,âmaybe a little.I was very much looking forward to painting you.Iâve been wanting to do so for a while,but we have lots of time to do such things.â
âIs it too late now?â
âItâs nearly ten at night,Isaias.What I intend to do with you is going to take hours,âshe tried to give him a cheeky grin.
âI see,âhe chuckled as he swung her up into his arms and carried her into the direction of the bed.âI think,weâve both been burning the candles at both ends.When this craziness of the acquisition and the McGraths are out of our hair,you and I should do a holiday.â
âReally?Where were you thinking?âShe rested up on her elbows as she watched him undress.It truly was one of her favorite parts of the day.
He tossed his phone and watch onto the nightstand carelessly,âwherever you want to go.Iâm game.âHe paused,âsomewhere warm would be nice.October is halfway done,and November will be soon upon us.We can take a pre-Christmas break.âHe cast her a sideways glance,âwhat does your family do at the holidays?Thanksgiving,Christmas,New Years?â
âThanksgiving is usually a giant get together at my Granâs.Fred told me my mom is pushing hard for Sandy and Merlin to be invited but Gran and Dadâs sisters are refusing.â
He frowned,âwhen did he tell you this?â
âToday,âshe shrugged.She studied her nails.âI feel guilty.â
âWhat why?âHis incredulous expression was amplified by his derisive snort,âthe bitch had it coming.She cheated on her husband with your husband and got caught and got pregnant and then tortured you for months after.â
âI know but,âshe swung her feet nervously and then tucked them under the blanket,âitâs my Gran and this is going to be a great grandchild for her.I know theyâre all angry at Sandy and I agree sheâs not all there but does this kid deserve to miss out on the love of my aunties and Gran because of what Sandy did?â
âHey,âhe reached out a long finger and tilted her chin.âIs this whatâs been eating at you today?You said you were in your head,is it because of this?â
She nodded sadly.âI hate Merlin.I hate Sandy.I donât know if I can ever forgive them but sheâs six months pregnant.Sheâll have a new baby in the new year while I donât need to have anything to do with any of them,including this child,I donât want to alienate him from his family.â
âWhat would you do?Would you go to Thanksgiving and sit through a dinner with Merlin and Sandy and pass the mashed potatoes like itâs not a big deal?âHe crawled naked into the bed with her and tugged her close,brushing her hair off her cheeks.
She gave a hapless shrug,âIâve moved on.Iâm happy and there isnât anything they can do now to hurt me.I mean,itâs not like they can bug my new apartment since Iâve stopped looking for one,âhe tickled her ribs excitedly at her admission,âand Iâm living my best life.I donât hear from them at all.If I have to sit through the odd dinner and be civil,for the sake of my grandmother and aunties,I would do it.â
âDid Fred ask you to?â
âNo.Heâs pissed at Mom for even going there.He said Sandy can go to Merlinâs family for Thanksgiving but then Mom said something about them having to downsize into a condo and she asked if they could go to Granâs as well.â
âFuck no,âhe shook his head vehemently at her.âYou are not going anywhere near Trent McGrath.Nowhere.Iâll personally tie you to this bed and lock the house down.â
âIsaias,âshe frowned at him.
âNo.I told you what we uncovered when we went through his computer.He had an entire file on you where heâd taken photos of you with his phone,some of them when you were sleeping in your home when you were married to Merlin.There were multiple photos of you in bikinis from when you went on vacation.IT said it was the most used file on his desktop.The most used.Do you know what he used it for?âHe made a crude gesture with his hand,still pissed off at what heâd found.
âI admit it was disconcerting to find out he had a file of photos of me.â
âDisconcerting?Itâs disgusting and nasty.He was supposed to be a father figure to you Liesl and he lusted after you and had wet dreams.â
She giggled at him,âdown boy.â
âI hate him.Heâs always been a shady prick but damn,he went too far,Liesl.â
âI know,âshe stroked his cheek.âI donât want to be around them either,but I feel Iâm robbing a child of the most incredible family.â
âI donât want you feeling guilty for setting strong boundaries against the people who set out to destroy you,babe.âHe said quietly.âI know it hurts.I know it feels bad to your beautiful soul to know Sandyâs kid is going to grow up with them as parents but itâs not up to you to fix their shit.â
âI feel bad.â
âBut itâs not your fault the child is missing out.Itâs not.Itâs theirs.Liesl,even if they had cheated and had a baby but then acted like normal apologetic human beings after,you might eventually be able to get past the fact they cheated,and he is having a family without you.They didnât though.They put you through hell to the point you had to take a restraining order against your own sister who harassed you to the point of assault.Merlin broke into your home and climbed into your bed naked.They have tortured and tormented you.Sandy sent you message after message of how she and your husband were in love.Babe,I donât want you to hold bitterness in your heart,but I donât want you to have a misplaced sense of guilt because a collective group of people have realized how horrible two human beings are and have washed their hands of them.Itâs not on you.Itâs on them.â
âI guess so,âshe whispered.
âI know so.âHe kissed her nose.He curled his arm under her shoulder and pulled her tight to his chest.
âI still feel bad for the kid.My Gran is the best.â
âI love you babe.âHe rested his cheek to her hair,âif you feel strongly you want to try a dinner there with Merlin and Sandy,without Trent,then I will come and hold your hand,but you donât owe it to them.â
She nuzzled her chin against his chest sighing,âthank you for being my champion,Isaias.I do appreciate how honest you are with me and how supportive you are.â
âAlways.âHe lifted her chin to kiss her lips,ânow,I believe I have some making up to do for missing our painting session.â
She wriggled under him as he rolled her onto her back and began a path of kisses down her chest heading straight between her thighs.All things considered,Liesl was convinced,even if she hadnât been truly angry at him,he made up to her just perfectly.