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âItâs worth it!â Jiang Chen was a little worked up as he said, âAs long as you can remember our past, itâs all worth it⦠Back then, you forgot about me because your father forced you to drink the Forgetting River Water. As long as you remember again, we can be together!â
Yuan Shu was stunned and looked at him with sadness in her eyes. âMu Zhou, actually, my father didnât force me. I drank the Forgetting River Water willingly. 1 wanted to forget about you.â
Jiang Chen looked at her in disbelief. âSo not only did you lie to me, but you also wanted to forget me⦠Why?â
Yuan Shu smiled bitterly as she said, âBecause itâs absolutely impossible for the two of us to be together. Youâre very stubborn, so you canât lead the Yuan Family Army, and 1 already have close ties to the Yuan Family Army. 1 canât jeopardize the entire Yuan Family Army just to be with you!â
Jiang Chen stared at Yuan Shu in shock for a long time. Finally, he bent down in defeat and even his shoulders were slouched. âWhen did you start to have this idea?â
Yuan Shuâs heart ached, but she still said, âDo you remember what happened when we were 14 years old? The sand table was no longer enough to satisfy our learning needs, so we simulated a real-life battle. At that time, you and 1 each led 15 people to try to snatch the other partyâs food.â
âAt that time, in order to obtain the rations, you were very unscrupulous and even sacrificed the lives of your companions. You used five people as bait to lure me into the trap and finally obtained the rations. At that time, I realized that you were a ruthless person who would do anything to achieve your goal. To you, human lives arenât as important as winning. How can such a person lead the Yuan Familyâs army? I canât hand the Yuan Family over to you, because sooner or later, you will sacrifice the Yuan Familyâs army.â
Jiang Chen smiled bitterly. âAs expected of General Yuanâs daughter. You already had such thoughts when you were only 14 years old. When 1 saw that you were angry after you lost the competition, I thought you blamed me for not giving in to you and 1 coaxed you for three days before finally appeasing you. It turns out that your anger hasnât disappeared and youâve been holding a grudge for many years until now.â
Jiang Chen asked again, âThen have you ever regretted it? Because of what you said back then, you made me become a literary scholar. From then on, 1 started creating chaos in the royal court.â
Yuan Shu didnât answer for a long time. It was very difficult for her to judge this matter. The Yuan family worked for the imperial court, but the emperor and empress treated her very well, so it was very difficult for Yuan Shu to determine her feelings regarding the imperial court.
She couldnât be kind enough to say that she didnât care about being used, because if it werenât for the pressure of the imperial family, she might have been able to live the life she wanted.
Yuan Shu said, âActually, from a certain perspective, Iâm the same as you. Iâm also cold-blooded and heartless. 1 didnât care what you did in the royal court. 1 only knew that nothing could happen to the Yuan Familyâs army. As long as your dirty methods werenât used on the Yuan Family, 1 could pretend not to know.â
âOn the contrary, if there has to be a treacherous official, 1 hope that person will be you. Because you have feelings for the Yuan Family Army, no matter how powerful you are, you wonât attack the Yuan Family Army in the end.â
Jiang Chen sneered. âYouâre always toying with peopleâs hearts. But Yuan Shu, Iâve already fallen for you. Iâve been obsessed with you for so many years, so itâs impossible for me to let go. Thereâs no royal power, no restrictions, and no Yuan Family Army in this world. Youâre still you, and Iâm only me. The two of us can abandon everything and live our own lives.â
Yuan Shu hesitated. For a moment, she was indeed tempted. Jiang Chen was right. Compared to that dynasty, this place was more free and unfettered. Wasnât this what Yuan Shu wanted?
Butâ¦
Yuan Shu still refused, âItâs too late. There are always all kinds of barriers between us. In the past, it was the Yuan Family Army. Now, my business is holding me back. Yushu Buyi has just been established, so itâs impossible for me to abandon everything in this world to be with you. Thatâll be extremely irresponsible!â
Jiang Chen smiled sadly. âActually, Iâve already expected your answer. Even though Iâve done so much for you, youâre still thinking about the big picture. However, 1 canât let you go just like that.. I canât watch you get married to someone else, especially since this person is my sworn enemy!â