I wrinkled my eyes softly at the manâs brazen question.
It was his own will that he got hurt like this.
He didnât even counterattack, enough to get booed, just get stabbed!
And also, intentionally!
âHow did I heal this body?â
Thatâs a little upsetting, but⦠in fact, listening to Franzâs story about him, I threw away my resentment.
âWhen did I promise to treat you if you got hurt?â
âThen why did you come?â
Perhaps because of the extreme pain, his eyes and voice were drowsy.
âWhy did you come?â
âI⦠thought itâd be better if you get treatment.â
My ears were hot at the thought that my words before and now didnât match.
âItâs hot, itâs hotâ
Was it because of the manâs body temperature?
Recognizing that I was too close to him at the moment, I quickly leaned back.
At the same time, the man removed the chain and moved it aside.
As I flinched at the heavy noise of moving iron, he confirmed to me that he was empty-handed.
As if he was trying to say that Iâm not in danger.
Having gained courage, I opened the cap of the poppy juice bottle.
Phong, a light sound echoed between him and me.
When I brought the poppy juice to him, who looked at the bottle, he turned his head and said.
âI donât want to drink it.â
Did he think itâs a weird potion?
Yeah, thatâs possible.
I heard he was experimented on for 5 years.
âThis is a painkiller, poppy juice.â
ââ¦â¦â
âIt tastes like cherries.â
However, the man stubbornly closed his lips and did not move.
âThis will not harm you.â
I took a sip of the potion first.
Well, the scent and the taste was sweet and sour.
I put the bottle back in, but he still refused to take the painkillers.
I could force him to drink like last time, but I decided not to.
âDid you wait for me?â
ââ¦â¦â
It was a question I courageously asked, but this time again, the man did not give any responses.
Instead, his neck rumbled loudly.
Somehow I felt like I got an answer, so I took out the magic stone without bothering him any more.
âIf I surviveâ¦â
I tried to start praying with my eyes closed, but a low echo occurred above my head.
â⦠whatâs the benefit to you?â
âWell, what do you think?â
âIs it advantageous for you if I win? Or is it more important for you if I make the match worth watching?â
I suddenly opened my eyes to his absurd words.
Then, my gaze collided with his, who kept looking down at me.
His serious blue eyes moved as if looking at me.
âIf you tell me⦠Iâll do whatever you want.â
The pathetic and desperate feelings in those eyes hung heavily and shook me.
Quickly avoiding my gaze, I grabbed the magic stone and asked playfully.
âWhat if I say itâs a benefit for me if you die?â
âI can do it for you.â
His answer, which came out without any hesitation, reminded me of my first meeting with him.
âWell, you did say that you want to die.â
ââ¦I donât want to die anymore.â
âBut you just told me that you could die for me.â
Instead of pointing out the manâs contradiction, I raised my eyebrows mischievously.
âThen why did you make your body become such a mess like this?â
Tsk, I kicked my tongue and caught his wound in my eyes as if engraved in my memory.
I was going to compare it with after treatment.
Franz said this Magic Stone life time was over, but I knew better that it wasnât.
If treatment was successful again, either this Magic Stone was special or my divine power was special, or maybe both.
âIâd be glad if you survive.â
ââ¦â¦â
âSo, please survive.â
After saying that, I started praying.
However, even though the Magic Stone had already turned purple, it was strangely difficult to concentrate.
Whatâs wrong? Is it because of the painkillers I took before?
âLetâs focus.â
I fixed my gaze only on the wounds that were slowly healing.
The wound, which was so deep that the bone was visible, looked terribly painful.
But the flesh that had been opened was slowly closing as if it had a will of its own.
The excavated skin was filled with new flesh, and the flowing blood gradually decreased.
âItâs fascinating every time I see itâ¦â
By the time I felt that the wound had been treated to some extent, I stopped because I didnât want to overdo it and laid the Magic Stone.
It would have looked strange if I kept getting dizzy.
The manâs abdominal wound was definitely better than before.
When I wiped the blood with my sleeve, it was confirmed that there was no more bleeding.
âItâs been treated.â
I guess this Magic Stone was special.
There was a clear limit to believing that my credibility was special.
âLetâs go out now.â
As soon as I was about to get up, my eyes were blurred.
My stomach felt nauseous.
âEugh.â
The poppy juice that I drank earlier came up suddenly.
The cherry scent spread from the throat to the tip of the nose.
Surprised, I covered my mouth.
âWas this such a strong medicine?â
I only had a sip, but my eyes were spinning.
How much did I give this strong medicine to him?
âItâs understandable that he didnât want to take it anymore.ââ
I was just relying on a lantern in a dark secret room, and I felt like my feet were shaking.
At the same time as my eyes met him, as if I were drunk, the words in me were uttered without filtering.
âYouâ¦Â Whatâs your name?â
I could see his beautiful blue eyes stare straight at me through my blurry vision.
The moment I leaned against the wall as if I were almost collapsing, a large hand supported my head.
I avoided hitting my head⦠But my eyelids were heavy.
I tripped over my leg, and the poppy juice bottle fell down.
Rollingâ¦
The sound of the bottle rolling sounded like thunder, and the quarantine room was full of cherry scent.
My lips moved completely regardless of my will.
âIâm curious about your name.â
âI donât have a name.â
âThereâs no one without a nameâ¦â
âI donât remember.â
âThatâs⦠no way. Your family or friendsâ¦â¦ they would have called you by your name.â
âI donât remember anything.â
âThatâs⦠too⦠I feel bad for you.â
The man just laughed.
I slowly took my hands near his tough chin and cheeks.
He closed his eyes without saying a word, as if he allowed my somewhat rude touch.
The skin on the back of my hand was cold, but I didnât hate it.
âIf you win, Iâll name youâ¦â
I couldnât finish talking and exhaled.
He slowly opened his eyes, and his intense gaze reached out to me.
It seemed like I was eagerly waiting for the last words, but I couldnât overcome the drowsiness and closed my eyes.
Instead of waking me up or urging me to get up, the man just whispered quietly.
âI want to know your name.â
⦠was what he said.
* * * * *
Clank clank.
I opened my eyes wide to the sound of a metal falling down.
âOh, my back hurts.â
It wasnât a bed. I wasnât even lying down.
I was half leaning on a hard cushion.
âWhy is it so dark?â
I couldnât see anything.
It wonât be this dark even at late night.
I feel like Iâm trapped in a box without a single light.
âItâs daytime.â
I groaned at the voice that reached my ear.
Only then did I think of what happened at dawn.
The memory of treating the man in the quarantine room and falling asleep.
âThe priests will come soon.â
â⦠What?â
Thatâs a big problem.
I didnât know what rumors would spread if people found out that I fell asleep here.
A Count Daughter!
âI have to go.â
My voice cracked badly.
I tried hard to raise my body, but I had no strength in my legs.
I was thirsty belatedly.
âBut I didnât overdo it last night.â
But, more than that, the cause of this might be because I took a sip of the poppy juice.
As soon as I took a rough breath leaning against the cushion, the cushion wrapped around my arm, and I raised myself at once.
â⦠You were the cushion.â
No wonder it was hard.
Awkward by the smell of herbs hovering around the tip of my nose, I barely took a step with my legs shaking like a newborn calf.
It was then. Something was stuck in my foot and rolled around.
Clank.
I was startled by the loud noise, and when I stiffened, he explained it to me first.
âLantern. Thatâs what you brought.â
âOh.â
It was this dark because the wick was burnt out because it was on all night.
âIâm thirsty. And my head hurt!â
Even though it was only a few steps to the door, it was hard.
When I touched the cold iron door, I naturally burst into relief.
âFirst of all, I should go to the infirmary and drink water first.â
Thatâs what I thought and pushed the door⦠Strangely, the door was stuck.
âWhat? Why is this like this?â
My head went blank.
âIs it locked?â
Was that the clinking sound I heard earlier?
This makes me crazy.
âBut I have to go outâ¦â
I put my ears on the iron door, but I couldnât hear anything outside.
As soon as I was in a hurry and tried to hit the iron door with my fist, the man gently stopped my hand.
âBackwards.â
When I stepped back as he asked, he pushed the door slowly and little by little light began to enter through the gap of the door.
The iron door was opening.
He opened the door in a formidable thickness.
Soon enough, the gap widened enough for me to go out.
âWhat is this?â
I was shocked at the fact that he opened the door with his bare hands.
Even though I already could escape, I still had not left.
âWhy?â
I didnât understand.
But I couldnât afford to think long.
Because I heard someone walking down the stairs.
When I left the quarantine room in a hurry, he closed the door again.
Somehow I felt sorry that I had to leave him behind that closed door.
However, he did not move a step inside the quarantine room.
It was cowardly, but fortunate for me to avoid difficult situations.
Before closing the door, I said thank you before leaving him.
âThank you.â
We, who couldnât see each other even though we were together all night, barely faced each other through the gap of the door.
He narrowed his eyes as if he was stinging at the sunlight from behind my back.
He added, asking to hang a latch when the door is closed.
âIf I survive, give me a name.â
I nodded heavily.
â⦠I promise.â
Before closing the door, I felt like I saw his sincere smile for the first time.