Itâs the first time Valhail reached out his hand to me.
All this time, I had been wondering what he thought about me.
Iâve been touching him several times, stroking his head, even groping his body for treatment, but Valhail had never touched me before.
Was it because heâs not interested in me?
Or maybe did he only think of me as his benefactor who treated his body?
Or, if that wasnât because of those, maybe he didnât even think of me as his benefactor since it was an unwanted treatment?
And today, I finally got the reason.
With his sad eyes, which Iâve never seen before, he told me.
That he never dared to touch me.
âYouâre not real for me.â
As he struggled to pull my hand away, he looked like smoke which was about to disappear any moment.
* * * * *
Valhail was the one who turned aside and walked away, but his stare remained fixed on me.
We stared at one other until we were both almost nothing from a distance.
Just like the day I left him in the quarantine room by himself.
It wasnât because he was scared Iâd be in danger on the road at night.
Since Iâm accompanied by William.
âWhat makes you think Valhail wants to return to that dangerous battleground?â
Because he was from Toono, I was concerned that he would be bullied by the other outer guard.
âIf thatâs the case, Williamâs intervention would be helpful.â
I inquired with that objective in mind, but the response I received was surprising.
âI believe he desires to get promoted.â
âPromoted?â
âYes. The more battle experience a knight has, the faster he will be promoted.â
Is that the true reason?
âIf such was the case, why did he leave the Holy Knights?â
If the Holy Knights were the worldâs most prestigious public officials, the White Eagle Knights were the worldâs most prestigious corporation.
âI heard that the White Eagle Knights are the best of the best.â
Valhail used to declare that if he could work for this family, he would do anything, even if it meant being a servant. So, why is Valhail now yearning for a promotion?
âHe would be awarded and conferred his knighthood if he survived and won a major battle. Then heâd be eligible to join the White Eagle Knights officially.â
I couldnât forget Valhailâs desperate eyes when he said I wasnât his reality.
When he uttered those words, his eyes were filled with rage, despair, and even unfathomable longing.
âWilliam, I need your help.â
âYes, My Lady. Please say it.â
Although William will not be participating in the war, he will have access to the necessary military informations.
âCould you obtain me a document of the Kingdom of Castaquesâ Royal Family Tree?â
William was perplexed but immediately nodded.
âYes, My Lady. It might take some time.â
âItâs alright. Itâs not urgent.â
Because, thereâs no way Valhail would disappear from my side in the meantime.
Perhaps Iâll be there at the end of his greed.
* * * * *
The Old Count Grandson paid a visit to the Countdom early in the morning.
It was Camillaâs plan to take advantage of Cedricâs absence to promote my marriage.
âI-I-I-I greet C-C-Count G-G-Grandsonâ¦â¦â
I trembled much more than before, and my words became more jumbled.
Shannon, who had discreetly lowered herself, was gazing at me from my side.
âItâs great to meet you. My name is Count Grandson.â
âI-I-I-I am S-S-Selina C-C-Crowford.â
Camilla, who was standing in front of me, gestured for me to keep my mouth quiet.
âYouâve got a lovely daughter here.â
âHoho, this girl must be nervous since sheâs so thrilled to see you, Count Grandson.â
Camilla had given me instructions the night before to show the Old Count the garden.
âI-I-I-I will t-t-take you t-t-to the g-g-gardeâ¦â¦â
âSelina, Iâll accompany the Count to the Garden.â
Camilla rushed out to the garden, supporting the Old Countâs arm with a beautiful smile.
âJust glancing at his face is enough.â
The Old Count, with his cane, was led by Camilla into the garden.
In his eyes staring at me, I could feel Jennaâs kind eyes.
âHis eyes certainly didnât look like someone who chose a wife to remarry.â
Rather, he kept his gaze fixed on Camilla.
My mouth curved into a grin.
I could tell what was going to happen in the garden even if I wasnât there.
* * * * *
Camilla lost her dignity when she was alone with the Old Count, leaving the servants behind.
âShe usually doesnât stutter like that.â
Camillaâs attention was fixed on the Old Count Grandson as they strolled across the garden.
âSeeing the dignified Count in front of her must make her anxious.â
âWhatâs the big deal? Weâll live near each other regardless once weâre a family.â
Because Selinaâs health was far worse than normal, Camilla had no alternative but to give up her dignity.
Camilla had been wondering whether Selina was unwell because she stuttered more like a fool this morning.
Selina looked stunning, butâ¦â¦
âIt would be ideal if she would just shut up.â
Camilla kept her irritation hidden by opening her lips softly.
âHow do you think, Count? Did you like it?â
The Old Count, looking at the garden, answered her.
âOf course. It is very lovely.â
Camilla attempted to keep her mouth shut in the face of the Countâs unabashed appreciation.
âFirst and foremost, Camilla, thank you for your bravery. Is it alright if I call you by your first name?â
âOf course.â
In fact, the Old Count was unsure whether Camillaâs purpose was to remarry or not when they exchanged letters.
âWhen would you like to get married? The sooner the better for me.â
In a gentle tone, the Old Count remarked. Camilla observed this and concluded that the Old Count had made up his mind after meeting Selina.
âIâm truly concerned that itâs being hurried. Iâd want to find a marriage partner who is the same age as my daughter as a mother.â
Camilla then attempted to use the conversation to try to reach an agreement on the money.
However, the Old Countâs countenance altered in an instant, prompting her to adjust her remarks.
âHowever, that child is very tenacious. She stated that she wishes to marry an older man. So, how could I possibly stop her?â
âEum? Countess Crawford, what are youâ¦â¦â
âIf youâre going to remarry then itâs better to remarry to a pretty young lady. She is the most virtuous lady in the western territories.â
The Old Count stood motionless and looked around, as if he was scared someone else might hear it.
âAre you claiming that my remarried partner is your daughter, Countess Crowford?â
âCan you tell me whether thereâs anything wrong with it?â
âWhat kind of nonsense is that? âHow can I marry a young woman who is the same age as my granddaughterâ¦â¦Â Cough.â
âHowever, I was certain that in the letter we exchanged, I brought up the subject of the Crawford Family memberâs marriageâ¦â¦â
âOf course with someone at my age, right?â
âIf itâs someone at your age, Count, who do you mean?â
With a sly grin, the Old Count inquired.
âIs there anyone else beside you, Countess?â
ââ¦â¦.!â
Camilla covered her lips with her hands, as if she had been soaked in freezing water.
âYouâ¦â¦ you come with the intention of remarrying meâ¦â¦?â
How dare you?
A man with aged skin, white hair, and a blackened face with dark spots. Camilla was taken aback by such an appearance.
âWait, isnât that your intention?â
Camilla, who was startled, was unable to hear anything.
She had no intention of marrying a man who was seventy years old.
She would never do that, even if she was threatened with a sword in her throat. Never!
Remarrying such a man at the age of thirty-five!? Bullshit!!
âThen why would you give me an invitation like this?â âWhen you claimed you discovered a suitable candidate for my remarriage, what did you mean?â
âThis guy has got to be insane!â
Camillaâs lips quiver and her cheeks flushed.
âHow dare he look at me when he looks like a dotard?!â
The Old Countâs touch sickened Camilla, so she shrugged it off like a leech.
âOuch!â
The Old Count Grandson then collapsed, pointing at Camilla, who flushed.
âH-Hey! Countess Crawford!â
Camilla, outraged, stormed out of the garden, ignorant to the consequences.
* * * * *
Camilla had been absolutely taken aback by the impact.
The Grandson familyâs marriage was immediately declared null and invalid.
The Old Count, who was furious, unilaterally canceled the agricultural contract with the Crawford Family, which had been in place for a century.
âWhat would she do, then?â
Of course, it would be a huge blow if anybody revealed that she was the Countâs remarriage partner.
Rumors have to have spread far and wide in the social realm.
âWhether she tried to sell her stepdaughter or almost remarried to the Old Count, she will be mocked.â
That was something the arrogant Camilla could never accept.
âI understand that. But, how could she be indifferent with the territoryâs management?â
The Farm Contract was one of Crowfordâs principal sources of income.
Crawfordâs territory doesnât have enough manpower to work on a farm. The majority of Crawford residents died in the war or were conscripted as Knights.
Thatâs why the Crawfords rented our fertile land to the Grandson in exchange for half of the crops they harvested.
While securing tax revenue and harvests from rented land, the Crawford family killed two birds with one stone.
âHowever, weâve already lost that contract.â
Even for the sake of his dignity, the Old Count stated that he would not renew the contract.
âIâm hoping Cedric returns soon and repairs everythingâ¦â¦â
However, as the day of Cedricâs homecoming drew near, Camilla abruptly departed the castle, fearful of being held responsible.
âDid my Mother bring the butler along with her?â
âYes, My Lady.â
Penny returned after attentively scrutinizing Camillaâs and the Butlerâs actions at my instruction.
âAfter the Madam had gone, the butler announced that he would return to his homeland for a few days since his father had an emergency.â
âSo he used his father as his excuse?â
Penny stated cynically as I murmured in disbelief.
âFatherâs excuse is usually effective.â
Indeed, unlike before, my uncle had stayed in the countdom for quite some time, keeping an eye on them.
Imagine how irritated they must have been.
Camilla must be struggling because she had to remain in the annex as well.
âYouâll never get this room back so just keep dreaming about it.â
I was internally mocking her as I wrapped a bouquet of flowers I had picked from the garden.
âWould you give this to someone?â
âTo the high priest.â
âAh, that person?â
âYeah.â
Franz became a hot topic in the Countdom all of a sudden.
Shannon, who had a faith as small as a speck of dust on a rice grain before entering the temple, had suddenly become a desperate believer.
âI was brought to God by the high priest. He reassured me by hugging me with his heart.â
Shannonâs prayer voice was so loud that Charles was sick of hearing it every time he walked through Shannonâs room.
âAre you going to ask Charles for this again, My Lady? Then Iâll bring him here.â
Penny dashed out the door, dragging Charles after her.
âPlease inform him that I will be paying him a visit shortly.â
I said as I gave the bouquet to Charles.
âYes, My Lady.â
At my words, Charles nodded and went out of the room.
I was well aware of Camillaâs nefarious nature as a villain.
Even if I hadnât heard the cause, I could understand Camillaâs behavior in leaving the Countdom as Cedricâs return date drew near.
âSheâs planning to kill Cedric shortly.â
Case of Cedric poisoning.
There isnât much time left.