I felt relieved when I saw his chiseled face.
âThereâs no doubt about it. What kind of person you are.â
I was a little proud of him for coming back safely against the fearsome enemyâ¦â¦ It was actually quite lovely.
His deeper gaze followed my hand as I placed my hand on his steel-like shoulder.
âThank you for your help.â
I kept my true feelings hidden from everyone, but I was always honest with him.
âIt would have been extremely difficult for me if I hadnât met you.â
He, who is exceptional to all others, who is only loyal to me and seeks my affectionâ¦â¦ My greatest helper.
His deep blue eyes trembled as I stroked his soft lips with my thumb.
âI want to repay you, but how should I go about it?â
The touch of his lips is different from other skin. Itâs like touching a plump, elastic slime.
My heart was tickled by the sight of his handsome face being unable to do this or that at my stimulating touch.
He looked agitated, because of me.
What would it be like to have moist and smooth lips?
I wasnât particularly interested in the opposite sexâ¦â¦ yet for this man, I became curious.
It was a crude desire to embarrass this taciturn and feisty man even more.
Will he be surprised if I kiss him? Will he love it?
ââ¦â¦Iâm seducing you like this, but youâre not responding, huh?â
His jewel-like blue eyes looked at me with curiosity.
âSeduce?â
âNever mind.â
I pretended to lose interest and withdrew my hand. No, I was really going to do that.
Pulled!
He hurriedly grabbed my hand, and without realizing it, he pulled me with all his might.
âAh!â
Valhail yanked me from the chair and cradled me in his arm. When I looked at his face, I could tell he was frustrated.
I supposed he had no intention of doing so. Because he seemed surprised to see me move like a fluttering paper doll.
âAnyway, heâs strong.â
I locked my gaze on his forearm, which had grabbed me.
Following my gaze, he noticed his own hand violently holding me and releasing me as if he had touched fire.
He didnât hold me so tightly that it hurt, but because of the nature of my skinâ¦â¦ It left red handprints, as if tied with a rope.
Valhail seemed to be feeling sorry for me and unsure what to do.
âDo you have trouble controlling your strength?â
ââ¦â¦â
His innocence, for which he is unable to apologize, amazed me and was evenâ¦â¦ cute.
Because I quite like him.
But I should punish him because he left a mark on my body.
I winked at him, instructing him to hold the table with one hand and the chair armrest with the other.
âNever let go of your hand.â
Valhail carefully followed my words, as if he wanted to make amends for his mistake with me.
Seeing him nod obediently, I gave an order like a reigning king.
âClose your eyes.â
Shocked.
I closed my eyes first, before he closed his.
And I put my lips over his.
As he held his breath, I could feel him stiffen.
âHaaâ¦â¦â
I violated him as much as I wanted.
Valhail was at a loss for what to do and eventually followed my lead.
There was a crackling sound in the middle, but neither I nor he cared.
Our upper bodies had clung together before we knew it.
I could feel his chest trembling like a runner sprinting for a short distance.
Iâm curious how much time has passed.
I couldnât do anything at first, but after seeing him reacting persistently, as if heâd grown accustomed to it, I parted my lips slightly.
âHaaâ¦â¦â
He gave me a disappointed look, but he didnât pull my body or try to restrain me like he had before.
âYou listen to me so wellâ¦â¦â
His cool herbal scent lingered in my mouth and made me feel good.
Weâd shared a space I couldnât share with anyone else.
I was the only one who knew how his lips tasted, and he knew how my lips
What this man tastes like, how he moves, what he likes, and where he touchesâ¦â¦
âItâs hot, softâ¦â¦ and big.â
My direct expression wrinkled Valhailâs fine eyes.
ââ¦â¦was it not good?â
âNo. It wasnât bad.â
It was actually quite pleasant.
However, if I told him honestly, I felt like he would come running again, so I grabbed his reins in advance.
âIt was a little hard to breathe because it was so full.â
ââ¦â¦â
He bit his lower lip as if he was suffering through something.
His eyes were filled with the intense heat that wanted to devour me.
âHeâs going to eat me up. Heâs really going to eat me up.â
I quickly turned my head, a little embarrassed.
Then I noticed the chairâs armrest was completely smashed.
His hands remained calm throughout the kiss, never touching me. Instead, the armrestâ¦â¦
My throat felt hot, so I went to open the window.
Valhail, who was staring at my back with concern, needed to get some fresh air as well.
I kissed him on impulse, but I didnât regret it.