Thereâs plenty to love and plenty to hate about New York City but Iâll always appreciate the variety. After forty-five minutes of idle people watching in the center of midtown, Iâve heard eight different languages and glimpsed so many unique faces I canât even keep track.
My phone has stayed in my pocket. I donât need a distraction that might cause me to miss the reason why Iâve scrapped all other plans to lurk on this corner on a weekday afternoon.
A red digital clock on the face of the bank across the street ticks away another minute and Iâm having doubts that Monte got his information correct. According to him, class should have wrapped up five minutes ago. My impatience grows with every second.
A couple strolls into view, advancing at a much slower pace than the other pedestrians who impatiently sift around them. They are both drenched in impeccably tailored lawyer/stockbroker chic and could have been coughed up by any high rise in the area. If I were searching for stock photos of Manhattan Business Creatures they might be the first result.
The only reason they are worth a second look is because they are so engrossed in each other they are holding up foot traffic. Sheâs hanging on his arm and when he whispers a few words she breaks into peals of tinkling laughter. Her laughter fades and they share an intense soul-searching stare. Thereâs a possessive quality to the way he draws her even closer to his side.
I never used to take special notice of couples but now I find myself staring at them all the time, like Iâm searching for clues to their success. Iâll never know anything about these two. Itâs possible they just met yesterday. Itâs equally possible theyâre colleagues carrying on a tawdry affair while being married to other people.
As usual, I find no clues, nothing that might help unlock the standoff in my own marriage. Life with Annalisa is like playing a video game for the first time when you donât know whatâs behind the next door. There could be a pot of gold or there could be a bomb. But youâre already addicted to playing so youâll take the chance.
There have been days when I could swear weâre on the same page. Then a cement wall suddenly shows up between us and there are no tools at hand to break through it.
Itâs only when weâre having sex that weâre insanely in sync. Saying we have chemistry in the bedroom is inadequate. Itâs as if I was created just to fit inside of her body. In those moments I would fucking bleed for that girl.
But those moments always end.
And when they do, Annalisa prefers to keep me at armâs length. Despite the fact that there are a million conversations Iâd love to have with my wife, Iâm careful not to make demands. She doesnât realize that Iâm devoted to unlocking all the secrets behind her watchful dark eyes. If she did, sheâd withdraw even further. Always guarded, always suspicious.
But two nights ago she accidentally parted with one of those secrets. Thatâs the reason Iâm standing here.
Finally, the tall doors swing open and people begin pouring out. Roughly eighty percent of the students emptying out of Manhattanâs Game Design School are young and male of all different sizes and skin tones.
After a minute, the river of students has stopped jogging down the stairs and thereâs still no Sabrina. I could just barge in and start looking around for myself. Monte was sure sheâd be here today. Now that Richie and Albie Barone are up each otherâs asses with this new alliance, Richie has lent out some of his lower tier soldiers for chores that Albie considers unimportant. Among these âunimportantâ chores is retrieving Albieâs youngest daughter from her city classes. Monte picked her up here last week.
At the exact second I decide to climb the steps and hunt down the wayward Sabrina, she appears. Thereâs some pale, lanky dude trying his best to chat her up as she stares at her phone screen and nearly trips on the bottom step. Her hair is gathered in a high ponytail and sheâs wearing an open thick black cardigan over a vibrant pink crop top thatâs paired with a matching mini skirt.
The guy sheâs with is a total clown. Heâs practically tap dancing in front of her and begging for her to notice. He tells a joke and snorts out laughter. Sabrina frowns and pulls her phone screen closer to her face.
Clearly, sheâs going to wander right past my nose so I have no choice but to speak up. âSabrina.â
Her head whips up and she blinks in surprise. âWhat are you doing here?â
âThereâs something I need to talk to you about.â
Her boyfriend, or whatever he is, edges closer to her. His puny chest puffs out with indignation.
Sabrina crosses her arms and purses her lips. âYou could have just texted like a normal person.â
âLetâs go for a walk and Iâll explain.â
Now the boyfriend is openly huffing and puffing. Maybe heâs good with computers but heâs not very smart if he doesnât realize heâd be outmatched before he raises his skeletal fists.
Sabrina finally notices his existence just as heâs about to explode with resentment. âWe donât need to work on the project today, Alec. Iâll see you tomorrow.â
The dude fucking deflates. Now I just feel sorry for him. Itâs like watching a puppy get stepped on. He gazes at her with a woeful look, which she doesnât even notice, then slinks away and disappears into pedestrian traffic.
âI hope he gets home in one piece,â I say. âNow that heâs blinded with tears.â
She rolls her eyes and adjusts the strap of her pink Hello Kitty backpack. âHeâll survive. And no matter what Anni did to you, Iâm sure you deserved it and even if you didnât, Iâll always take my sisterâs side. So if youâre here in search of an ally, youâre wasting your time.â
âThe sibling loyalty is noble. Anni didnât do anything to me. Thereâs a question I need to ask you.â
She gestures to a nearby vendor cart. âBuy me a pretzel and perhaps Iâll cooperate.â
âThat sounds fair.â
Sabrina waits until Iâve paid for her pretzel and handed it over before she grins and says, âI want a soda too. Go get it.â
Clearly, sheâs got a little bit of Anni in her. Once Sabrina has her pretzel and her soda she finds it too difficult to juggle everything so I end up holding her Hello Kitty backpack.
Though Sabrina might have a few things in common with her sister, sheâs so oblivious to the rest of the world itâs downright comical. While she happily sucks on her soda straw and licks pretzel salt from her fingers, she takes no notice of the stares and open leering from passing men. Most of them avert their eyes when they catch me glaring.
Sabrina is nearly twenty-five, not much younger than me and Annalisa, and yet I still think of her as a kid. Sheâs completely unaware of the risky attention she collects. I feel very much like a protective big brother as I walk beside her.
âSo what do you want?â she says as we proceed down Fifth Avenue. Sheâs not hostile, only curious as she peers up at me.
âI want to know about one of your fatherâs men.â
She scrunches up her face. âShouldnât you ask him? Iâm no expert on my fatherâs goon squad.â
âHeâd never give me an answer to this particular question.â
âThis is starting to sound exhausting. Youâd better cut to the chase before I get hungry again or youâll be buying me a hot dog too.â
âFine. Which one of those bastards on your fatherâs payroll put his motherfucking hands on my wife?â
She stops walking and astonishment makes her jaw drop. Then something clicks in her brain and the shock disappears, replaced with some sadness. âYouâre talking about Rocco, arenât you?â
Rocco. A regular member of Albieâs crew. Big guy, mid-thirties, with a gut like a truck tire and the face of a work mule. The day of the wedding, he was in the car that escorted us to the reception.
âTell me what he did.â
She frowns and glances at the passing traffic. âWhat did Anni tell you?â
âNot much. I donât think she intended to tell me anything.â
âThen I probably shouldnât tell you either.â
âBut you will. Because you know he deserves to pay a big price for whatever he did to her.â
She sighs and comes to a halt in front of the iconic public library. âIt was years ago. Anni must have been around sixteen at the time. She and Daddy argued a lot in those days. She wanted to get a job. He said no and told her not to mention it again. When she argued, he slapped her across the face.â Sabrina winces and sighs. âAnni finally had her fill of being bullied. She actually slapped him back. Brave, but foolish. He shouted to Rocco to haul her upstairs and lock her in her room. Heâd done that before. Roccoâs always been a jerk but this time he was way too rough.â
âWhat does that mean?â
She swallows hard. âWhile he was dragging Anni through the house he dislocated her shoulder.â
âFucking hell,â I mutter. A surge of murderous intent is so powerful I can almost feel my hands wrapping around the bastardâs meaty neck and squeezing the light from his eyes.
Sabrina bites her lip and looks down, pained by the memory. âHer arm was so horribly bruised. She also had bruises all over her back, like heâd slammed her into a wall. She wouldnât talk about it. Mama begged Daddy to get medical help for her. He refused to take Anni to the hospital and he was livid when Mama called a doctor to the house anyway. Daddy paid him off to keep quiet after he fixed Anniâs shoulder. Sheâs not one to complain but it still hurts her sometimes and will pop slightly out of place if she moves it the wrong way.â
My low opinion of Albie Barone becomes downright subterranean. He handed his daughter off to a monster who brutalized her. Then he left her in agony and permanently damaged her. Worse of all, he has still kept that fucker around his house.
This level of fury is new to me. Under most circumstances, I know how to keep a level head. But thereâs more than anger boiling my insides. Iâm longing to wrap my arms around Anni and make a vow that Iâll tear the jugular out of anyone who harms her.
I tried to find a way to tell her this two nights ago in the kitchen but didnât get the message across. She retreated from me anyway. Then she pretended to be asleep when I climbed into bed.
Whether this will solve anything or not, Anni has suffered long enough without justice for what was done to her. This is going to change.
Eventually my prolonged, brooding silence starts to alarm Sabrina.
âLuca, donât get any big ideas about challenging my father.â
âNot to worry,â I tell her. âI wouldnât dream of it.â
Thereâs no way I can make a direct move against Albie, not yet. Thereâs my wife to think about. And Cale and Sadie. Aunt Donna. My cousins. They could all potentially suffer.
On the other hand, Rocco Vincente might be one of Albieâs favorites but he isnât a made man, meaning heâs not off limits. Consequences are overdue but theyâre coming.
âThank you for telling me,â I say to Sabrina.
The way she raises her chin with stubbornness definitely reminds me of her sister. âDonât thank me. We didnât have this conversation.â
âWe sure didnât.â
âWhat are you going to do?â
âI told you not to worry.â
She nervously plays with her ponytail. âJust try not to get killed, okay? My sister doesnât deserve to be a widow.â
âI have no plans to take a dirt nap anytime soon.â
âGood to hear.â She nods to the library. âI want some peace and quiet. Do me a favor and throw these out, will you?â She hands over the remains of her pretzel and soda.
âSure. Is there a driver coming for you later?â
âIâll call home if I want one.â She grabs her backpack and starts climbing the steps.
At least she understands her own accident-prone nature and holds onto the railing. What she doesnât notice is the balding creep standing at the bottom and following her with beady eyes. He licks his lips and starts up the steps.
I seize his arm before he gets far. âYou donât need to go to the library today.â
He tries to shake loose. âWho the fuck are you?â
I tighten my grip and take a pointed look up the steps where Sabrina is disappearing through the entrance. Then I look back at him to make my meaning clear. âIâm the guy who knows whatâs on your filthy mind and I donât like repeating myself.â
âFuck you,â he complains and I finally release him. He stumbles, glances behind him to make sure Iâm not chasing, then hurries down the sidewalk.
I need to touch base with Monte. Heâs hanging out at his fatherâs Lower East Side pizzeria today. The place is known for their basement poker games that were my first introduction to high stakes betting back in high school. Lessons were learned that I carry to this day. I still stop by now and then for old timeâs sake.
Monte is agreeable when I ask him to swing by the library later and escort Sabrina home to the Baronesâ Long Island castle. Sheâs bound to get annoyed if she sees me watching over her but Monte can say he has orders from her father. For all Albie Baroneâs paranoia about his own personal safety, heâs disgracefully unconcerned about protecting his daughters.
âCome on down for a visit,â Monte urges. âHave a calzone. Dad was just asking about you.â
âAnother time,â I say. âIâve got some legwork to do. But letâs meet up for a late dinner. Nico too. Iâm gonna need your help with something but I want to warn you it could mean some trouble.â
âCount me in. Getting bored with being the local chauffeur and messenger boy.â
There are few things more valuable than good friends who will have your back no matter what kind of twisted shit you cook up. Iâve always been on good terms with the Castelli brothers but weâve only gotten really tight within the last year. They are loyal and unflinching and wonât go tattling to Richie before I can set things in motion.
If thereâs any fallout from my revenge plans, Iâll deal with it later.