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hereâs a new bullet point for the resume,â I say as I push a long wooden rail into place and then step back to admire my handiwork. âIâm now skilled at repairing fences.â
Cale rolls his eyes with impatience. âAnytime youâre done preening like a peacock you can grab that other fence rail and get to work.â
âKnow what, big brother? Youâre remarkably less charming when your wife isnât around.â
âFeel free to call her over here so you can hide behind her. But first finish your section of the fence.â
âSay please.â
âFuck you.â
Cale lifts a rail fence panel, shoves it into place and bangs the post in with a sledgehammer. Itâs no easy feat when the ground is frozen but this buckled section of the ranchâs perimeter fence needs to be repaired in case any of the animals get loose.
To avoid getting yelled at again, I lift another fence panel and get to work securing it. Thereâs a lot to be said for working with your hands in the fresh air. Right now I donât mind if I never squint at my laptop screen again.
Cale stands back and watches me finish the task. He offers a stiff nod of approval when Iâm finished.
âThatâs one fine looking fence,â I say as I admire my work.
He shrugs. âItâll hold.â
âIâm a gifted fence builder. Admit it.â
âYouâre good at everything, Luca. You always have been.â
âIâm claiming the title of fence king. Maybe I ought to ditch the suits and become a rancher too.â
A grim shadow flashes in Caleâs eyes but gets quickly erased. The comment was intended as a joke but now heâs reminded that my choices are limited as long as Richie is calling the shots.
I didnât mean to bring that darkness into our conversation. For now Iâve held Richie at bay by explaining that Iâll be sticking around until Caleâs child is born. My uncle didnât argue. If anything, he seemed pleased that Anni and I are enjoying our visit. He knows that any time spent around my brother will serve as a reminder of why Iâm needed in New York.
Heâs right about that. While Cale has very strong memories of our parents, I was too young when they died. When I reflect on my childhood, my central memories always feature him more than anyone else.
âYouâve always encouraged me,â I say to my brother. âNo matter if it was sports or academics or scheming to get the attention of whatever girl I was infatuated with. Youâll be a good father, Cale.â
With a sigh, he slides his knit hat from his head and gives the distant tree line a troubled stare. âYou were a great kid, Luca. Wish Iâd been a better role model for you.â
âDonât say that. You never even took advantage of your status and kicked the crap out of me no matter how much of a little shit I was.â
He looks my way with a snort. âYouâre nine years younger. Wouldnât have been a fair fight.â
I strut in front of him and flex my arms. âCare to reevaluate now?â
Cale is unimpressed. âStill not a fair fight.â
Thatâs it. I know one cocky ex-mafia capo whoâs about to be taken down a notch.
I throw the sledgehammer aside and drop into a crouch. âDid you forget I used to be damn good at football?â
âDid you forget I used to carve out the eyeballs of my enemies with a pen knife?â
âAfraid that skill wonât do you much good now. Iâve heard men start to lose muscle tone in their mid-thirties. If you play along, Iâll do my best not to hurt you.â
The look he gives me could scorch granite.
In return, he gets an innocent smile.
âYouâre on.â He sheds his jacket and prowls back and forth a few times before standing his ground. âGive it your best shot, kid.â
I donât let him have time to get comfortable before charging.
My shoulder slams into the solid barrier of his chest.
Cale staggers backward a few inches but recovers quickly and pushes back. He tries to duck and bring me down with a classic wrestling move but heâs going to have to try harder than that.
Anticipating this attempt, I refuse to let him get under me and dig in, trying to force him to lose his balance.
Weâre locked in a tug-of-war of brute strength and who knows how long it would have gone on if the shrieking hadnât started.
âSTOP IT! BOTH OF YOU STOP THIS IMMEDIATELY!â
We were so intent on our battle that weâre both startled into flinching. This is enough to disturb the equilibrium and send us sprawling on the ground.
âBOYS!â Peggy has now galloped all the way across the yard at an inspiring pace. âSTOP FIGHTING RIGHT NOW!â
Cale lands on me in the fall and the wind gets knocked out of my lungs for a few seconds. He rolls away and I find myself flat on my back on frozen ground, staring up at the clear blue sky while the tiny but formidable caretaker of Bright Hearts Ranch continues to shout her condemnation.
âLook what youâve done,â I say to Cale when I can breathe again. âYouâve upset Peggy.â
He sits up and moodily brushes snow from his shirt. âWeâre fine,â he calls to Peggy. âI was just helping my kid brother adjust his attitude.â
He ignores me when I start cackling and shift to a sitting position.
Peggy, now less than ten yards away, crosses her arms and shoots us both dirty looks. âNo more fighting. You arenât children. I canât be expected to fix you if you break.â
âSorry, Peggy,â we say in unison.
With a final grunt of annoyance, she does a one eighty and rapidly hikes back to the house.
Cale is now moving his arm around, testing out his shoulder.
âDo you need a stretcher?â I ask him. âOr I can bring the wheelbarrow around.â
He scowls. I swear, no one can scowl quite like my brother.
âFuck you,â he says.
âYou used that insult two minutes ago. Try again. Get creative.â
He cuffs me across the back of the head. Iâll let that one go by for now. Heâs having a rough afternoon.
Sadie calls her husbandâs name and Iâm just now realizing that both of our wives have observed this entire spectacle. They are inside the fenced paddock and giving some of the rescue dogs their play time.
Anni stands with her hands on her hips. Sadie, looking ever more pregnant by the hour, keeps one hand on her belly and the other pressed to the small of her back.
âAll is well!â I shout and move closer to Cale so we appear more friendly.
Anni shakes her head but sheâs smiling. Sadie says something that I canât detect from this distance but itâs enough to make Anni laugh. Itâs a sound that lights up every troubled corner of my soul.
When I manage to tear my eyes away from my wife, I find Cale staring at me.
âThings seem to be going well between you and her,â he says.
Through the dense leather of my gloves, I feel for the hard shape of my wedding ring. âItâs more than that. I love her, Cale.â
He nods without surprise. âI can tell.â
âDo you approve?â
âWould it matter if I didnât?â
âNo. But I want you to like her.â
He watches my wife throw a tennis ball and then clap her gloved hands with excitement when one of the dogs catches it.
âI do like her,â he says slowly. âI think sheâs good for you.â
Cale is a tough judge of character and he wouldnât say this if it wasnât true. He just wouldnât answer at all.
âShe is good for me,â I say and climb to my feet. âAnd Iâve got something special planned with her tonight so letâs get this stupid fence finished.â
âYou got it,â he says and accepts my hand to haul him up.
I keep close tabs on the time as we go from one chore to the next. Iâve told Anni to be ready to leave at four and to wear something both warm and casually comfortable. Itâs a forty-five minute drive to our destination and I want to be sure we make our reservation in time.
After wrestling my brother, fixing fences and scooping out horse shit, Iâm ripe for a shower. Anni is waiting for me when I emerge, fully dressed in jeans and a flannel I borrowed from Cale.
âWill this do?â She twirls around. Her hair is pulled into a cute ponytail and sheâs wearing a warm turtleneck sweater with black leggings.
My eyes settle on her shapely ass and my cock twitches. âYou understood the assignment. Youâre wearing socks, right?â
Sheâs mystified by the question. âUh, yeah. Why?â
âYouâll see.â
A fun fact Iâve learned about my wife that she takes immense pleasure in signs of physical affection. Iâm thrilled to cooperate. Every chance I get, I hold her hand. Or I drape my arm over her shoulders. Or I place a protective hand at her back. And I always enjoy the way she responds with a blush or a shy smile.
What I want is for her to feel unsurprised by any of this. She should expect it all from me. Iâll always deliver.
âGive me a hint,â she begs from the passenger seat when she realizes weâre not stopping in Sleepy Rock.
Iâm tickled by her enthusiasm. âAll right. Expect a workout.â
âAre we going to a motel?â
âNot that kind of workout.â
âItâs too cold for a hike,â she muses.
âNothing outdoors. Now stop guessing before the surprise is ruined.â
She pretends to pout but she also squirms with excitement. When we finally pull into the parking lot of the rink, I watch her reaction.
Anni peers at the building. Thereâs genuine shock on her face and she cups a hand to her mouth. âAre weâ¦going skating?â
âWe have the ice all to ourselves for a full hour. There are skates in your size waiting inside and I asked Sabrina for a playlist of your favorite eighties ballads so youâll have a good soundtrack.â
Anni stares at the building. Then with no warning she unbuckles her seatbelt and launches over the seat, straight into my lap. She kisses me with unrestrained passion and her body feels so excellent that for a minute I forget where we are and why weâre here.
The sound of a honking horn from the road jolts me back to reality. As much as I hate to put an end to this make out session, she canât kiss and skate at the same time.
We hold hands on our way into the rink and encounter a group of little kids exiting their skating lesson. Anni hangs back to watch the kids with a wistful smile.
I squeeze her hand. âDo you miss teaching?â
âYeah,â she sighs. âMy father told me that being a wife was now my job.â
âHey.â I pivot and cup her chin in my palm. âYour job is whatever makes you happy.â
Her eyes grow soft and she puts her hand on my chest, right over my heart. âYou make me happy. But I would love to teach again.â
âThen do it. If your father decides to make any noise, Iâll set him straight.â
A pair of little girls, twins by the look of them, are wearing glittery skating costumes and they dart past us, giggling, while their harried mother chases them with winter coats. âDo NOT set foot outside until youâve zipped up!â
The mom gives us an exasperated glance and then hustles to catch up to her offspring.
âAnd someday you can teach our kids,â I say to Anni.
âIâd love that,â she whispers.
When I look into her eyes I can see our future there. Weâll have a noisy, active household with toys on the floor and forts in the backyard.
And neither Richie Amato or Albie Barone or the rest of those fucking mafia scumbags will EVER get anywhere near our kids.
Before I get all bent out shape thinking about what waits back in New York, I claim our skates and lead Anni to the seats.
Sheâs lightning quick about lacing her skates up, as if she canât wait to get out there. The rink is smaller than the one where she used to practice but judging by the huge smile on her face, she doesnât mind.
âCome on,â she says, skating backwards as the music starts.
âIn a minute.â Iâm far slower about lacing up my skates.
I havenât been on the ice since high school and Iâd rather not humiliate myself by face planting in front of my wife. Besides, this is her moment, her time to shine.
Anni skates a lap around the rink and then another lap, even faster. She ends with a single axel jump and glides right past me. She moves with incomparable grace and every second sheâs on the ice is pure artistry.
Iâm in awe, absolute awe.
Itâs as if no time has passed since I was a teenage boy secretly watching her from the stands and nursing a serious crush.
That boy would be astounded to know the forbidden girl he was obsessed with would someday be his wife.
And whatâs more, he would love her so fiercely that one look at her was enough to make his throat tighten.
Anni is lost in her imagination for the next two songs. She spins and she stretches and she lands every jump. Sheâs so breathtakingly perfect that I utter a silent curse to strike down Albie Barone for taking this away from her.
No one will ever take anything from her again.
Anni coasts to a stop at the wall and crooks a finger. With my skates tightly laced Iâm out of excuses. Anyway, Iâd never refuse her.
The years Iâve spent off the ice are on full wobbly display. Anni takes my hand and we skate a couple of slow laps around the rink while muscle memory kicks in. I wonât be trying stunts anytime soon but Iâm steady enough to lift my girl into my arms and spin around with her.
Anni loves it. She throws her head back and opens her arms while an old ballad from the eighties comes to a crashing crescendo. She wraps her arms around my neck and kisses me as we spin.
Of all the moments in my life, this is one of the best.
I can already picture myself thinking about this moment a lot through the long tunnel of the years ahead.
And when my life finally ebbs to close, hopefully a hell of a long time from now, I know Iâll be picturing this girl and the ice and the blissful look on her face as I spun her around in my arms.
The hour passes too quickly. Anni leaves the ice with reluctance but cheers up when I promise her weâll do this again.
Just as weâre returning our skates to the counter, my phone buzzes. Iâm in the habit of tensing up whenever thereâs an incoming call but I relax when I see that itâs just my brother.
âWhatâs up?â I say into the phone.
âHate to cut your evening short,â Cale says, âbut I thought youâd want to know thereâs a baby on the way.â
âNo shit. Are you at the hospital?â I ask and watch my wifeâs eyes go wide as she listens in.
âWeâre almost there,â Cale says. âMercy General.â
âWeâre on our way,â I say.
âSadieâs in labor?â Anni is already beside herself with excitement.
I take her hand. âLetâs get ready to meet our little niece or nephew.â