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Tuesday 10th January.

2:48pm.

(Tyra) Alexis Julian Wallace| 19

I was now sat in the backseat of the car as we drove in silence, i decided to take a couple pics making them into a collage thing posting it on my instagram story.

Mi technically forced badz fi sit in the front after a little argument he decided to give in and not get between me and him drankro friend.

I didn't feel like sitting next to the dutty germs I could tell he's mad about it but idgaf.

🧠:him hair look nice doh.

🧠:you know when yuh feel somebody do something them have no business doing...

🧠:Yeah a suh mi feel bout him, nah watch no face doh mi will find out.

Mi did have the mind to bring up the condom packet mi did find other day but today meant to be a good day plus the sun is more out than usual showing the goodie nice complexion.

I messaged Asia letting her know we're on our way.

I soon got bored listening to these songs Naldo was playing though the aux.

"Badz pass mi di aux please." I said calmly leaning up.

"After ah nuh me have it." He said looking up from his phone.

"Mi ago ask you again" i sad longing my hand out for it as he fiddled with his gold chain.

🧠: can tell him uncomfortable yf

"Don't put mi inna dis-" he said looking back between me and Naldo who's face was relaxed as ever acting as if he couldn't hear us.

"Badz pass mi di aux." I said seriously as he sighed.

Badz reached for Naldo phone in the cup holder but Naldo grabbed it placing it on the middle of his lap.

"Yow, badman what type ah style dat yute" badz said leaning it back.

"How yuh mean, anybody who want it haffi come tek it." He said nonchalantly focusing on the road.

"You know seh mi nuh like yuh doh" I said fed up turning to Naldo.

"So.." Naldo trailed off.

"No like honestly to God, pass mi did ting" i said to him.

"Come tek it" he said.

"Oh ah suh you want play ?" I said to him.

"Weh you mean" Naldo said furrowing his eyebrows.

"No mi ask if a suh you want play" i said to Naldo again.

"Mi nuh know weh yah talk bout, yuh nuh have nuh secret fi me" he shrugged me off.

"Ah, badz" I turned to badz now leaving the germs to focus on the road.

"You know yuh friend eat front doh" i said lying through my teeth but with the straightest face ever.

"Lie yah tell" badz said in shock looking at Naldo.

"No lie mi seh when him-" I began but was cut off.

"Yow likkle girl mind weh yah seh, mi nuh do dem supm deh. Feel like" he said braking the car hard causing me to sit right back.

"Can I get-" I was gonna ask again when he talked over me.

"Yuh nuh see we deh yah, come out ah di car" he said opening his door badz was already out before he could even open him door. LOL.

🧠:Chro.

Ronaldo Romario Billings| 20.

"Naldo hurry and come out ah di water man yuh nuh fraid yuh drown and mi want yuh fi tek mi piture pon the chair over desso" she said pointing to it.

🧠:Man anuh no underwater animal but me can do two two motion in water. Zeen.

🧠: As ah uptown bwoy, river mi used to bath in enuh.

🧠:oh.

"Weh Asia deh?" I said walking over to Tyra.

"Yuh nuh see har and Jalen deh one side inna di water." She said looking over me and pushing her lip up pointing at them.

"Wah" i said turning in the direction now seeing dem.

"Yow, come here" I shouted to dem as I came out di water badz followed behind me as Tyra sat down posing for the photo.

Photo^

"Mek me see it" she said as I handed her the phone when she walked up to me.

"Yah eediat yuh nuh see it tek when mi did a blink" she said ignorant looking down at the photo as I leant in over her looking.

"Nobody ago notice b, yuh look good same way" I said smirking at her as she looked up at me and started to blush.

she didn't say anything just took her phone and walked away back to the chair sitting down as I stood admiring her.

"What is it" I heard with attitude behind me.

I looked seeing it was Asia behind me fixing her bottoms while Jalen walked behind her slowly.

🧠:dah stink gyal yah.

"Weh yah pull up, pull up pants fah" i said already assuming why looking her up and down as badz did the same.

"No man, Mek mi guh sidung" badz said licking his spliff sealing it beside me but now taking a seat.

"It did a drop arff inna di water." She said clearly lying.

🧠:Oh so mi ah eediat.

"You nah shame mi eunh, find ah seat" I lowered my voice saying to her.

(Tyra) Alexis Julian Wallace| 19

"Yeah. dah one yah, ah it"I said leaning over showing Jalen and Asia who just sat down the photo I took.

"Yeah man you angle dat best" Asia said hyping me up.

"Which part" Jalen said squinting his eyes.

🧠: see him ah di next germs mi nuh like.

"Doh-" I stopped feeling the space next to me sink looking over I noticed Naldo took a seat beside me.

So right now there was 3 couches with 2 seats in each.

So me and Naldo was in the middle couch and on my side was Asia and Jalen and Naldos side was badz also a glass table in the middle with the view of the river infront of us.

Example👇🏾

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🛋️ (table)🛋️

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"So weh yah huff and puff fah" i said looking at Naldo slouching next to me.

"Nothing mi good" he said shortly looking back down at his phone.

I decide to send him the photo of me I took.

I placed my phone down waiting for the notification to go through for him.

I side eyed his phone he pressed it and a smile appeared on his face, he hearted it and saved to his camera roll.

🧠: so weh him do dat fah...

"Come Mek wi play dominoes" badz said lighting his spliff.

"Weh we ah get dominoes from ?" Asia asked.

🧠:mi nuh really wahn play nuh domino right yah now.

Badz placed his spliff in the corner of his mouth pulling out a box of dominoes from his cross shoulder bag.

🧠: eh eh. So ah nuh just fun gun, gunman carry wid dem. A box ah dominoe too to rass.

"Badman always roll wid it" badz said as if he was reading my mind.

"How yuh meannn" Jalen said firming him across the table as Naldo laughed.

His phone lit up between us catching my attention.

It was a notification from instagram but behind it his Lock Screen was the photo I just sent him.

🧠:Aww

I couldn't help but smile hard but it faded when I felt him looking at me so I played it cool going back to engaging in the group conversation.

While they set up I noticed Naldos mood change.

🧠dah man yah bipolar enuh.

🧠:Mek me annoy him.

"why you one haffi have bare chest out" i questioned him.

"You always come wid fuckery enuh" he said looking at me with low eyes.

🧠: high.

"Yuh nuh see badz and Jalen inna vest" i said looking up at them as they talked amongst themselves.

"Yuh come outta water, yuh cant put back on your vest." I continued.

🧠:and the likkle river breeze cold.

"yuh jealous" he said sitting up.

"No, but yuh have all dem batter ears gyal ah walk past and stare yuh dung." I said as a group of them just walked pass again fi like di 5th time.

"Nah Pree dat" he said taking the hand of dominoes handed to him and leaning back to a angle where me nor badz could see as the rest of us did the same.

"No man dis nuh shuffle good" Asia said looking at her hand in disgust.

"Why you woulda seh dat" I said to her.

🧠:now everybody agin target har, try nuh bawl enuh. Ohh.

"Yuh nuh see she nuh wrighted" Naldo added as badz started the game off us now looking at the game.

"Okay, not too much on best" i said.

🧠:from wah day mi see him ah pick pon har... betta mind di two ah we catch him ah one corner and juss gang him.

🧠:Think ah joke, we likkle but we tallawah. Ohh.

"Weh yuh mean mi nuh ave nuh sense, talking bout sense when yuh hairdresser come back" she fired back.

"Rass" badz said commenting on what Asia said.

🧠:come like everybody know supm mi nuh know.

"Know yuh limit." Naldo said as the rest of us kept playing when it was our time as he death stared Asia and badz had a nervous look on him.

~

3 games later

"Watcha" *bap* "Seet deh" Jalen spoke loudly slapping his domino along with his palm on the table.

"No unuh fi stop it now" i said to them.

"Right have the people ah look pon we like we mad" Asia added on.

"6 love inna yuh" *bap* Naldo spoke out.

"Yuh know seh dis Mek outta glass right" i said tapping my nail on the thin glass table.

🧠:nuh know how it nuh bruk yet.

🧠strong yuh fuck. Wonder weh typa glass it be...

"Must triple glaze to rass" I said to myself lowly so no one could hear.

Me and Asia gave up on this so it was now only the the boys playing.

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8:16pm

2 games after we was now leaving and walking towards the parking lot.

Me and Asia was walking slowly behind the boys as they spoke loud as if they where miles away from each other.

"...And badz yah pussy enuh mi see yuh ah watch man hand, till mi let go all mi 6 dem and den yuh decide fi drop di 6 love inna di deck" Naldo spoke.

🧠:Man sound drunk and not even ah drink.

"Ah true di man ah talk, cause mi watch dah one game deh how Bayka did a play ih wull heap ah six but mi nuh see nuh 6/6 land yet and mi not even have one ah dem suh mi did know ah di fucker did have it" Jalen spoke.

"Mi nuh business all mi know mi win" Badz said ruling everything they said out.

"WIN WAH??" both Jalen and Naldo said in sync causing them to spot and face each other with a confused look.

"Badman mi know why mi seh, "win wah" mi nuh know why you ah talk" Naldo said to Jalen as the started to continue walking not even looking back at us.

🧠: man coulda lift we up and tek we weh and dem wouldn't even know.

I zoned out their conversation starting back one with me and Asia as we walked up the hill to the cars.

"Weh you mean when yuh did bring up Naldo hairdresser, dem did in a tings" I asked curious because it has been playing on my mind.

"IFFF" she spoke raising her eyebrows.

"Chro" i said looking down at the floor.

"More than tings miss" Asia added.

"Mi need details" I said to her.

"Yuh never hear dis from me but Jalen did see dem together di night when yuh shot him so mussi then she forward back down here never hear it from me doh, oh." She said loud enough for me to hear whispering.

Thinking back I do remember Jalen saying he was going out with Naldo that day.

Same day when i accidentally shot him, I called Naldo over.

And he did have make up pon him shirt and when I pointed it out him did ah act shakey.

"Anuh di first sign God give me bout dah man deh but mi always have to remember we nuh deh so mi can't kill him" I said shaking my head.

"True yah talk but you need fi set a line if it's just friends him want keep it as a friend relationship nothing more but if it a getting to know yuh ting den gwarn but him fi know him limit wid next gyal" Asia told me as we stopped at the car.

"Yeah mi hear you, weh you did seh she name" I said leaning on Jalen car while the boys was at Naldo car.

"Star she name" Asia informed me leaning next to me.

🧠:Wait...

"Star??" I questioned remembering the girl that called him when I was at his house.

🧠:Neva him did say she did mean nothing to him??

🧠:Man ah dawg enuh.

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Mi feel fi fo ah time skip... like 2 months mi nuh know😭😭😭

Maybe just a week...🤔😭