I got out of the airport and flagged down a taxi.
On the road, the driver talked my ear off.
Finally, after what seemed like an endless chatter, he drove into my homeland, Jingdezhen. It was a small town thatâs famous for its porcelain.
I stood out like a sore thumb as I walked amidst the crowd.
It was ironic, really, considering that everyone else was dressed casually while I was in a well-ironed suit.
It was custom-made without a brand name.
An âLâ was sewn on the corner of a sleeve, however, since I designed it myself.
Nine years ago, on Savile Row Street, I was lucky enough to become a recipient of Mister Baileyâs handed-down teachings.
I learned from him for eight whole years and brought the art of tailoring back to China.
Looking back, I have no idea how I had managed to persevere for that long.
In the day, I made suits for famous people all over the world, and at night, I stayed up late to polish my English.
From measuring to drafting, from cutting to sewing...
From speaking simple words like âsorryâ to teaching customers about the history and significance of tailoring in a fluent British accent.
Finally, Mister Bailey gave me the permission to sew a symbol on my suit.
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It represented eight years of dedication.
Last year, Mister Bailey said he had no skills left to impart to me.
I left for Beijing, for the best western suit shop recommended by him.
By then, I was a reputable, international western suit designer.
A suit of my creation went at least seventy thousand yuan.
Despite the high cost, the rich and famous came to me in an endless stream.
Even ordinary customers would get me to design their wedding suit as a way of flaunting their wealth.
Finally, I could stop feeling like an inferior being.
If I wasnât happy with a particular customer, he would find his suit a little too tight.
Nevertheless, he would bear the discomfort, give me a thumbs up, and praise my skills.
This was the power of reputation. It was something I had to slog eight hard years for.
Other than offering double holidays, the company also gave me an extra month of rest.
I applied for it in June in order to visit my homeland. It didnât really make any sense since I no longer had any relatives or even a house there.
My old apartment had long become someone elseâs home.
Looking into the kitchen window, I saw a lady frying vegetables.
Not far away from her was a little boy playing with toys and he looked very happy.
He reminded me of the time when I was still a child. It was a pity that Mom was no longer around.
I saw the lady looking back at me and I quickly averted my gaze with a sheepish smile.
I backed away, not wanting to be misunderstood as a creeper.
Anyway, the point of my visit wasnât my old apartment but the park nearby.
âSummerâs really hot,â I mumbled as I took a seat on the parkâs bench. It was noon.
Earlier, I had bought a bottle of cola from a snack kiosk.
The sun shone directly on my face but I only stared blankly at the castle opposite me.
It was a private construction, somewhat like a rich manâs villa.
I sat down for an hour.
An hour quickly turned into two.
I was still there when the sun started setting, adding a red tinge to my suit.
Eventually, I got impatient and took a quick look at my watch.
It was time to find a hotel to spend the night.
I squashed the cola bottle out of frustration and stood up.
I threw my trash in the bin, and just as I was about to leave, a little girl called out to me.
âBrother, brother,â she greeted cheerily, running over to me.
I havenât seen her before.
âBrother, brother,â she called out again, her tone warm.
I looked around before smiling at her, asking doubtfully, âAre you calling me, little one?â
âWhy are you so stupid? Is there anyone else around?â she asked unhappily before taking a seat on the bench I had just got up from.
She looked displeased.
I adjusted my collar before speaking, âIs anything the matter, little girl? Iâll bring you to the police if youâre lost.â
âIâm not lost,â she claimed and pointed at a nearby building. âLook, thatâs my house.â
âWell, I guess Iâm done here then.â I turned around.
âBrother? Brother?â she called out yet again.
âWhat?â I asked impatiently.
âA pretty sister had me come over to pass a message. She doesnât want to see you, she said. She also said youâll buy me an ice cream. Is that true?â she asked, giving me adoring puppy eyes.
I looked around frantically. I grabbed her shoulders and said firmly, âTell me where she is and Iâll get you two.â
She whined. âIt hurts. She was standing right there earlier. Now Iâm not sure.â
I looked at where she was pointing but there was no one.
âDamn, I shouldâve been more observant,â I cursed to myself.
âBrother? Whereâs my ice cream? Do I really get one?â she asked timidly.
I answered gently, âYes, that sister wasnât lying to you.â
âHurray!â She jumped in joy.
I held her hand and brought her to another snack kiosk.
It was newly opened and I hadnât seen it before.
Business seemed lacking and there wasnât actually anyone in the shop.
The owner was a woman and she was sitting on a chair not far away, eating a watermelon.
She ran over to us immediately.
âAny ice cream?â I asked.
âYes, Aunty, ice cream please,â the little girl said charmingly.
âOh, yes, yes.â The aunty quickly smiled at the little girl and opened her icebox, revealing a number of different flavored popsicles.
âIâm looking for ice cream, Aunty,â she explained.
âYes, child, look below,â the aunty responded.
At the bottom of the ice box was a plastic cylinder. âI made them myself. In fact, Iâve been making them my whole life. My son bought this shop especially for me. Alright, there you go, old-school park ice cream.â
She opened the cylindrical lid and in it were all the ice creams.
It was then that I remembered something.
The aunty filled two plastic cups with ice cream. âI havenât been doing this for long so thereâs no egg roll at the bottom. Please make do.â
She then took out two straws with a spoon at one end.
The little girl scooped her ice cream out gleefully.
After taking a bite, I blurted out, âThis taste is familiar.â
âYouâve tried it before, little fellow?â the aunty asked.
âYou used to sell ice cream in a cart outside the park, right?â I questioned.
Recognition dawned on her face and she almost shouted, âAre you Xiaoqiao?â
I nodded with a bittersweet smile. âThatâs right, Aunty, Iâm Luqiao.â
She smiled warmly. âYes, I used to sell them every day until my son had the means to open this shop. Sadly, business hasnât been good. Either way, I have nothing to do so this helps to kill time.â
âHow much, Aunty?â
âForget it. This cannot be considered an ice cream so Iâm not going to charge. Plus, youâre Xiaoqiao. Whereâs Xiaoyue? Is this your kid?â
Unable to explain everything, I only nodded. I took out a hundred yuan bill and placed it on the icebox. âKeep the change, Aunty, thanks.â
Before she could react, I led the little girl back to the park.
We returned to the bench and she continued eating her ice cream joyfully.
âAre you very rich, Brother? Why are you buying me ice cream?â
âYeah,â I responded absentmindedly.
âWhatâs your relationship with that pretty sister?â
âEh? A child shouldnât ask so much,â I replied, embarrassed.
âShe must be your girlfriend?â
I remained quiet.
âHow lucky of her! Mommy always says itâs good to marry a rich man.â
I laughed. âI wasnât rich when I met that pretty sister.â
âWait, but she doesnât want to see you now...â
I tried changing the topic by asking for her name.
âYinuo. Nine years old,â she answered innocently.
âNine?â My heart started beating fast.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âNothing. Iâm Luqiao,â I quickly answered.
She grinned. âWhat an ugly name. Iâll just call you Brother.â
Looking at the almost disappearing sun, I told her, âWanna listen to a story, Yinuo?â
Yinuo became excited. âSure! Mommy and Daddy are always busy. Itâs been a long time since Iâve heard a story.â
âAlright, come here tomorrow at noon and Iâll share it with you.â
âI canât come tomorrow. Todayâs the last day of my school break. Iâll have tuition and piano lessons to attend from now on so thereâs no time,â she explained.
âItâs no problem. Iâll tell you if we meet again.â
âAlright. Bye, Brother.â She handed me the empty cup before running off.
I continued staring at the castle.
The sky was quickly turning dark. I thought about sitting here for a little while more before searching for a hotel.
Suddenly, a familiar voice rang in my ears.
It was a voice I would never ever forget.
âWhy are you still here? Didnât I ask you to leave?â