Seeing Gu Yiâan get so emotional, Guan Zijue spoke in that deep and mellow voice of his, âCalm down, Pingan. No matter what happens, Iâll always be an older brother to you. This is something which will never change. I donât care about your past, I just want you to stay alive. I just want you to be safe. Do you understand that?â
Gu Yiâan looked surprised to hear this.
Guan Zijue sighed. âIt was a coincidence that I found my way to the wrestling rings, but I was in America at the time because I was enrolled in the West Point Military Academy. However, my father and I decided to bury that fact because I was planning to return to the country. I was able to rise up the ranks very quickly in the military because they all know that I graduated from one of the top universities here. But none of them know the truth about what Iâve been through.â
He continued after a short pause. âI was supposed to return when I was seventeen, but for some reason, I entered the underground wrestling rings. Iâve never regretted that since I met you there, and Iâve never wanted to protect someone so badly. I spent about half a year searching for you after you left, but I had to return to the country before I could locate you. Iâve never stopped searching. Do you think I would really ask for leave just because of a mere painting?â
Gu Yiâan wondered if Guan Zijue still cared about him like he did in the past. Did he really not care about what Iâve done? Would he still protect me just like he did when I was younger?
Now that he had located the very man he had been searching for all these years, he was afraid of how Guan Zijue would actually look at him. What if Iâm not the person he imagined me to be?
âWill you still treat me as Pingan?â
This frustrated Guan Zijue a little. âDo you think Iâll let you stay if I didnât treat you as Pingan? Would I have warned you about that bullet? Gu Yiâan, do you even have a conscience?!â
An innocent smile appeared on Gu Yiâan. âYes, but it was eaten by a dog!â
âNot funny, Gu Yiâan. Why else do you think youâre still allowed to be here?â
Guan Zijue had already accepted the fact that Gu Yiâan was Pingan.
He had, in fact, let Gu Yiâan and his accomplices go that night when they were ambushed in the forest.
With Guan Zijueâs abilities and experience, he would definitely have been able to capture Gu Yiâanâs accomplices and confiscate those illegal weapons if he had given the order to his men immediately. However, he clearly knew that Gu Yiâan could not escape if he did so. He also knew very well that there was nothing they could do to Gu Yiâan without the evidence.
Gu Yiâan, on the other hand, did not seem to have noticed what Guan Zijue had done.
âWeâve been searching for each other for so long and Iâve finally found you, Big Brother! But weâre now on opposite sides of the law. Iâll leave after youâve recovered. I donât want to become a burden to you!â
Gu Yiâan looked away after he spoke.
Annoyed, Guan Zijue turned away from him and retorted, âYou can leave now if you want to. I can take care of myself!â
Gu Yiâan was at a loss for what to do, standing rooted to the spot for a while.
Guan Zijueâs protective figure was emblazoned in Gu Yiâanâs mind. It was impossible for him to even count how many punches and strokes of the whip Guan Zijue had taken in his stead. Iâd really have no conscience if I leave now!
Realizing that Gu Yiâan was still there, Guan Zijue asked, âWhy are you still here? Arenât you leaving?â
Gu Yiâan eventually relented and said, âIâll leave after youâve recovered!â
So heâll still leave eventually? Canât we turn back time and go back to the past?
Like what Gu Yiâan said, they were on opposite sides of the law now.
Guan Zijue ignored Gu Yiâan when he walked over to pick up the painting, thinking that he was simply putting it away. However, Gu Yiâan placed it on the sofa nearby and started looking for something in the toolbox outside.
Guan Zijue then heard Gu Yiâan walking back into the room shortly after, but he could not tell what the latter was doing since his back was towards Gu Yiâan.
He was greeted with a surprise when he turned to look. Gu Yiâan was planning to frame the painting and hang it on the wall.
The corner of Guan Zijueâs lips turned up in a tiny smile.
After Gu Yiâan framed the painting, he casually told Guan Zijue that he was going to hang it in the room.
When the painting was finally hung on the wall, Gu Yiâan looked at it with satisfaction, obviously happy with his handiwork.
Gu Yiâan happened to catch Guan Zijue looking at him when he stole a glance at Guan Zijue while packing up the tools.
Finding the sudden eye contact awkward, Gu Yiâan turned away and pretended that nothing had happened.
Heâs acting like a child, Guan Zijue thought.
After putting the tools away, Gu Yiâan was suddenly at a loss for what to do. Why did I have to volunteer to be the caregiver? Nobody forced me into this. But it would be really irresponsible of me if I leave now.
Guan Zijue called out when Gu Yiâan was deeply absorbed in his thoughts. âNot leaving?â
Is he chasing me out?
Guan Zijue could tell that Gu Yiâan felt really awkward right now.
âIâll make sure you recover!â
Gu Yiâan then continued after a short pause, âYou should rest. Iâll be working on some matters in the study. Call out to me if you need anything!â
âBring your stuff here and work here. Bring my laptop too!â
âYouâre a patient. Itâs best if you donât work!â
Guan Zijue raised a brow. âWhat should I do then?â
Guan Zijue spoke in that naturally imposing tone of his, which may have caused Gu Yiâan to think that he was annoyed. Gu Yiâan thus decided to relent and bring his laptop to him.
After which, they both began working on their laptops with Gu Yiâan stealing glances at Guan Zijue from time to time.
Half a month then passed uneventfully.
Guan Zijue had taken two more months off because of his injuries, and this made Gu Yiâan feel as if he had not done a good job in taking care of Guan Zijue.
He brewed nourishing soups for Guan Zijue daily, and one would be able to see Guan Zijue gaining a bit of weight.
There wasnât much news from Luo Qiqi until recently, when she texted Gu Yiâan to let him know that Xia Zi and Guan Zixuan were back from their honeymoon.
Luo Qiqi said that she would join the couple when they found the time to visit Guan Zijue.
Her texts reminded Gu Yiâan about what happened that night at the bar, when Luo Qiqi said she saw Su Jincheng. He knew Luo Qiqi was never one to lie. Because of that, he had actually gotten his men to look into the security footage that night, but the footage had been destroyed and nothing could be gleaned.
Gu Yiâan had a nagging feeling that there was somebody else behind everything, and that it was definitely no coincidence that Luo Qiqi saw a âSu Jinchengâ. He told Luo Qiqi about his suspicions and did his best to remind her to be extra careful.
Earlier in the day, he went out to get some groceries since Guan Zijue told him that Xia Zi and Guan Zixuan were coming over in the afternoon.
Carrying the groceries, Gu Yiâan heard voices as he approached the apartment. He opened the door to see Luo Qiqi, Xia Zi and Guan Zixuan chatting on the sofa, with Guan Zijue sitting in his wheelchair.
Gu Yiâan could only shake his head when he saw Luo Qiqi laughing uncontrollably with no regard whatsoever for how she looked.