I walk into Jax's room to see him sat at his desk. As soon as I walk in he jumps out of his seat.
"Lara I'm so sorry." He apologises walking over to me.
"What for?" I ask and he tucks my hair behind my ears and cups my face.
"I didn't mean to scare you." He says and I sigh and look at the floor. Jax stops that and tilts my face up to look at his.
"It wasn't your fault, its fine." I say and he smiles sympathetically.
"I really am sorry it's just me and my dad argued and it really got to me." He starts to ramble but I kiss him.
"Jax stop it's fine honestly." I say and he sighs but nods anyway.
"As long as it never happens in front of Alannah because she genuinely will be terrified of you." I tell him and he nods.
We sit at the foot of the bed in Jax's room and I put my head on his shoulder.
"Should we stay up here now?" He asks and I nod, it's probably for the best.
"Well let's go say Goodnight to everyone quickly." He says standing up. He then holds my hand and we head downstairs.
We say Goodnight to everyone and then go back upstairs. The goodnight was quite fast as Jax was still quite annoyed at his dad.
On the way back to Jax's room I checked on Alannah and she was fine.
We get into Jaxs room and I put my hair into a messy bun. I then take my makeup off. I get into my pyjamas then head into the bathroom. I brush my teeth and wash my face. I then head back into Jax's room.
I walk out of the bathroom and notice Jax on the balcony. I walk over to the door and attempt to slide them open. I didn't totally fail.
"What you doing?" I ask standing in front of him.
"Taking a breather." He says and I furrow my eyebrows.
"What's wrong?" I ask and he looks down at me.
"Its nothing you need to worry about." He says.
"But its effecting you and that matters to me." I tell him and he nods.
"I just still feel bad." He says and I sigh.
"Jax it really is fine honestly you didn't even scare me." I say and he furrows his eyebrow.
"Dad said that you looked scared and you jumped." He says and I sit down on one of the chairs Jaxs has on his balcony.
"I did jump when there was a big bang or something but who wouldn't? Then well I wasn't scared, worried yes." I tell him as Jax also sits down.
After Jax finally stops apologising we look out at the view of New York.
"Tu sei così carina." Jax says and I furrow my eyebrows and meet his gaze.
He just laughs and puts his arms out. I stand up to hug him but he pulls me onto his lap.
I lean into Jax as he kisses me. I put my arms behing his neck and play with the hair on the back of his head.
He moves his hands up my thighs to the slit in my skirt causing me to moan. I had completely and utterly forgotten that we were outside on the balcony.
Jax pulls away and stands up and holds my hand infront of me.
"Let's head inside, I don't want security to see this." He says and I nod and follow him in.
Jax locks the door which connects us to Alannah's room.
I sit at the foot of the bed then Jax makes his way back over to me. He gently pushes me up to the top of the bed. He lies me down then hovers on top of me.
His lips meet mine but it wasn't long till he made his way down my neck. I moan out as he sucks on my sweet spot.
Jax unbuttoned the two buttons on my shirt and starts kissing across my collarbone. I start unbuttoning his shirt and gently take his tie off.
He starts grinding against me as he kisses me. I pull his shirt off and move my kisses down to his neck as he tries to take my shirt off.
"Stupid clothes." He mutters as he unbuttoned my shirt. I shrug my shirt off and Jax grabs it from underneath me. He then throws it to a corner of the room before paying his attention back to me.
He places kisses all the way from my next down my stomach. Once he met my skirt he pulled it off and threw it off the bed, leaving me in just my underwear.
"Can I?" He asks and I nod.
He smiles and kisses me as his hands slip into my panties.
A low grunt resounded in his chest once he felt how wet I was.
"Jesus christ Lara." He says pulling my panties down my legs and I help kick them off causing him to chuckle.
He then started kissing and biting my neck as his fingers teased my entrance.
"Please." I whimper and he nods. He meets my lips again kissing me firmly as he slides his middle finger in. He moans as I clench around him.
Just as I was teetering on the edge he slid another finger in. My back arched up off the bed as I tried not to moan loudly.
He thrusts his fingers in and out as he moves his mouth to my breasts.
Fuck wow.
His fingers move faster and I grab onto Jax's shoulder as my core tightens.
His thumb moves to my clit teasing it.
I grip his shoulders harshly and he just lets out a laugh.
"If you're ready just come." He tells me
"Come for me" Jax whispered in my ear.
My high crashed with Jax whispering in my ear and pumping his fingers in me till I came.
"You okay?" Jax asks once I hadn't really moved much.
"Mhm, I just want more." I admit shyly and he smiled softly at me.
"You sure?" Jax asks and I nod taking my hand down to unbutton his trousers.
He chuckles and kissed my cheek before helping me to finish undressing him.
He sprang out so fast my cheeks blushed as I looked away quickly.
"It's okay you can look." He says cupping my cheek with his large hand. I smile up at him and he kisses me again.
He grabbed a condom from the night stand and rolled in on himself. He lined himself up with me and places his hands on my hips.
"Are you sure?" He asks and I nod and smile at him.
He thrusts into me and gives me a minute to adjust before he starts moving.
"Fuck. " Jax grunted as my high starts to build again.
His breath came out in short puffs and soft rasping words that encouraged me. His hands gripped my hips as his thrusts continued. They weren't as slow as last time, but they definitely weren't as fast as what he was used to.
One of my hands played with Jax's hair whilst the other was free. Once Jax noticed and he slowly slid one of his hand into mine.
"Does it still hurt?" He asks kissing and sucking my neck.
"No." I admit and he smiles.
"Good." He says.
I wrap one of my legs around him encouraging him to go faster and from another angle.
"Jax I..." I whimper as he buried himself in me. My breath got hitched in my throat when he started to move a bit more faster.
"Are you going to come for me again?" He asks and I nodded through a whimper causing him to smile.
"Does it feel good?" He asks and I hum in response trying to hold back my final moan.
With a sharp and final thrust I came undone.
Jax just about met my lips to kiss me before my body arched and shook. He moaned against my lips as he came. He pulled out and got rid of the condom.
Jax lied down beside me as we both look up at the ceiling.
I then quickly climb out of bed and grab the clothes off of the floor and move them into Jax's closet.
I put my underwear on and put Jax's shirt on. I button up a few buttons then walk back into his bedroom.
I unlock the door to Alannah's room and peep my head in to see if shes alright and she was. I get back into bed beside Jax.
"You're so beautiful." He says as I throw some joggers at him.
"Thank you." I say climbing into bed beside him. Once he puts his joggers on we turn on our sides to face each other.
"They're pretty flowers." I say looking past him to the Rose's he brought me yesterday on the night stand in a vase.
"I'm glad you like them." He says and I smile at him softly.
I was tracing my fingers around his abs when the door flung open.
I spun around to see Alannah crying. I jump up out of bed and pick her up.
I close the door sit back down on the bed. She keeps her head on my chest which was fairly visible. I rub my hand up and down her back in a calm manner.
"Did you have a bad dream?" I ask and she nods. She wraps her arms around my waist tightly.
"We're here for you." Jax says wiping away one of her tears that were really close to her chin.
"Can I sleep with you?" Alannah asks us both and I look up at Jax.
"Sure you can." He says and kisses her forehead. She smiles then leans in and hugs Jax.
It didn't take long for Alannah to fall asleep next to Jax.
"Will you sleep alright? I know you can't resist touching me." He says playfully. I laugh and roll my eyes.
"I'll be just fine." I say and he carefully leans over and kisses me.
I get out of bed take my makeup off and then wash my face and brush my teeth.
I put my hair in a messy bun then switch the light off and get into bed.
"Ti amo." I hear Jax whisper and I smile to myself.
That might just be the only Italian I personally know. It's only because the Portuguese isn't too far off.
I'm so happy like honestly this is so perfect to me. Just the three of us, sometimes Gio is hanging with us and sometimes James. But I'm happy these guys are my favourite people, no joke.
"Eu te amo." I say back.
Alannah rolls over and places one arm over me and her head in my shoulder.
I smile and wrap one of my arms around her. It's been far too long since iver fallen asleep with Alannah in my arms. And to say I missed it would be an understatement. Because even though she isn't my biological daughter, I raised her as best as I would raise my own. "
Eu também te amo." Alannah mutters and I laugh softly.
****
I woke up to the sound of a door opening or closing, I couldn't tell. I sat up to see Jax had just gotten back from the gym.
"Good morning." He whispers coming over and kissing my forehead. I smile at him and then admire how sexy he looks. His gym clothes basically stuck to his perfectly toned body. Sweat dripping from him and he pushed his hair back.
"You going to join me in the shower?" He questions and I nod.
"Meet you in there." He says heading into the bathroom. I gently remove Alannah's hand from my waist and followed Jax into the bathroom.
I took Jax's shirt off and then my underwear and joined him in the shower.
"How'd you sleep?" Jax asks wrapping his arms around my waist.
"Pretty good." I say and he smiles softly then pecks my lips.
"How was the gym?" I ask and he nods.
"Good." He says and I smile.
Once we got out of the shower I quickly got dressed and then got Alannah up and ready.
Jax walks out of his closet whilst sorting out his tie. I quickly admire him before walking over and helping him.
"Thank you." Be says and kisses my forehead. I then pick Alannah up and he takes my hand and we head downstairs.
"Good morning." Vanessa says as we head into the dinning room.
"Morning." I say smiling. I set Alannah down and then sit in a chair beside her as chefs start to bring out breakfast.
"How did you sleep?" Jax's dad asks putting his phone away.
"Good thank you. What about you?" I question and he nods and smiles.
"Good thank you sweetheart." Jax's dad says and I smile and help Alannah with her food.
Jax makes a weird noise and I turn and look at him. Both him and his mom were looking at Mr Ricci quite shocked.
After breakfast me and Alannah chilled with Vannessa for a few hours before Jax came from work and dropped us home. Where Alannah helped me wrap the presents for James, David, Nicole and Grandma Dee. I swear if my dad didn't leave me so much money behind I'd be completely and utterly fucked.