I wake up all alone in Jax's bed. I sat up straight away and began to look around Jax's room. I got out of bed checked my phone to see if last night did actually happen or if I just dreamed it.
It was nearly 11am and I had multiple missed calls and texts from mainly my dad and Marco.
I groaned and sat up before quickly replying to a few texts.
"You're finally up." Alannah says giggling as Jax puts her beside me on the bed. I smile and kiss her forehead.
"There are so many people downstairs." She whispers and I nod.
"Don't forget that you need to get ready." He says and I smile and nod as he heads into the bathroom.
"Where are we going?" Alannah asks as I climb out of bed.
"We are going on a little staycation." I say and she furrows her eyebrows but nods.
I take Alannah into her room where I brush her teeth and clean her face.
Once she's all clean I get her dressed into some black leggings and a purple sweatshirt. Once she was dressed she sat between my legs where I brushed her hair. I then put her hair into two little space buns.
We head back into Jax's room where he was coming out of his closet. I smile at him before making the bed quickly.
"Have you packed yet?" He asks and I shake my head for no.
"I'm going to pack after I get ready." I say and he nods.
Jax then watches Alannah whilst I have a shower and get ready myself. I put on some black nike leggings and then put on and a vintage beige colour nike sweatshirt.
Once I was dressed I quickly blow dried and straightened my hair before heading out of the bathroom to pack stuff for me and Alannah.
Once I had packed a bag for us both Jax was basically pushing us out the front door.
We got into his range rover and he drove out of the gates.
"I guess we better get some food on the way there." He says glancing at me.
"Where are we going?" I ask and he smiles.
"You remember when it was stormy and it wasn't safe for me to drive so we stayed at my house." He says and I nod.
"Its a safe house, no one knows about it except for you, Alannah, Gio and myself." He says and I furrow my eyebrows.
"So where are the others going?" I ask making him scoff.
"To Gio's safehouse, we have two safe houses each. We then have 2 more safe houses in New York where our men going when necessary." He says and I nod.
We pick up some necessities as Jax claimed the last time he went to his house was when we were with him.
When we got there it still looked as beautiful as I remembered.
The sun had lit the house up well today though. Even though the sun was out it was still quite chilly so we rushed into Jax's house.
He wasn't exactly wrong when he said he hadn't been back here, the house looks exactly the same from how we left it. Jax puts everything down in the foyer whilst Alannah runs into the living room.
"You okay?" I ask Jax and he nods before kissing my cheek.
"Dad quick!" Alannah shouts and I look up at Jax.
"Wait a minute, I need to unpack the food." He says.
"I'll do the unpacking, you just go and spend time with your daughter." I say and he smiles before leaning down and pressing a soft kiss to my lips and heading into the living room.
I put the bags from trader Joe's and target on the island and unpack the food to where I think they go. I've only ever been here once and we eat take out the whole time so I don't have a clue.
Once everything was packed away I take the bags from the foyer up to Jax's room. I place them all down on the bed before heading back downstairs.
"Can we have lunch now?" Alannah asks running into me as I walk back down stairs.
"Sure thing." I say making my way into the kitchen.
"What would you like?" I ask as Jax places her on the stool at the island but she shrugs.
"Okay considering it's only 1pm let's have some sandwiches and then for dinner what about tacos?" I ask and Alannah goes wide eyed and nods.
"Do you want lunch Jax?" I ask as he takes a seat beside Alannah.
"I'll just have whatever your having" he says glancing down at his phone.
I make us all pretty much the same which was just a crispy chicken sandwich with cheese, a lot of cheese.
Once that was done Jax helped me clean the dishes and pack them away so we don't have to do much later.
I was still so so tired because I hardly slept last night and I turn to Alannah who was now lying on the sofa with her head on Jax's lap. She was fast to sleep whilst sofia the first was on in the background.
"So how is everything today?" I ask Jax as I sit on the other side of him.
"Its alright that I know of." He says putting his arm around me.
"So what's happening with Dmitri?" I ask and he looks over to me.
"You're in charge of what happens to him Lara." He says and I nod.
"I know but like where is he and all that sort of stuff." I say and he gets out his phone.
"Dmitri is in the warehouse, Rocco is there beating the shit out of him." He says making me laugh.
"I'm not even joking." He says and I put my head on his shoulder.
"Once we go back home then we can get back into our routine and we can go to the warehouse and beat the shit out of him." He says making me smile.
"I didn't thank you for saving me." He says and I scoff.
"You don't need to." I say and he kisses my forehead.
"Of course I do, what if I died?" He says and I roll my eyes.
"Then I would severely be beating the hell out of Dmitri." I say making him laugh.
The rest of the day was quite nice, Jax hardly did any work today. He took a total of two phone calls that weren't longer then ten minutes both times.
Jax actually helped me cook dinner which shocked me. I didn't even know if Jax could cook until now. Lara was sat on the other side of the Island to us playing on my phone.
"I didn't think you'd be able to cook." I say and he scoffs.
"Course I can." He says and I laugh.
"My mom taught me how to cook, she told me it's not always amazing to have staff around to do everything for you. Especially on events like Christmas, they should be able to go home and be with their families." Jax says and I smile.
The rest of the evening, the three of us chilled in the living room watching films till it was time to put Alannah to bed.
After putting Alannah to bed Jax did have to take an important so he went to a rook further down which was his 'office' and took the call.
I went downstairs and did the rest of the cleaning. After sorting out the dishes I cleaned the living room from Alannah's toys then head upstairs.
I lie down on Jax's bed absolutely shattered and just think of the last time I was here. The last time I was here it was all laughs and fun.
The bed dips slightly on either side of me but before I could open my eyes Jax kisses softly all down my face making me giggle.
"Hi." I say opening my eyes to be met with Jax's straight away.
"Is everything okay?" I ask and he nods.
"Everything is just fine." He says leaning down and placing a soft kiss whilst I close my eyes again.
"What are you thinking about?" He asks so I put my arms around the back of his neck.
"Just about the last time we were here, it was our first ever sleep over." I say and he smirks.
"Yes it was." He says kissing me.
He then moves and lies down beside me.
"Is everything okay, you were on the phone for a while." I say he sighs.
"Its all just so stressful at the moment, we need to take extra precautions until we do kill Dmitri because until then they're going to try and get him back." He says and I sigh.
I sit up and straddle him immediately causing him to look straight up at me with his beautiful blue eyes.
"Do you need some help?" I ask placing a soft kiss to his cheek making his eyes change from calm to lustful in less then a second.
"I asked a question." I tell him as I take of his t-shirt.
"Yes." He says while smirking.
As soon as I went to unbutton his jeans, I could feel how hard he already was.
"Jesus Jax." I say as I start rubbing over his jeans.
"Oh my god, lara just take them off." He says making me laugh softly.
"I hadn't even done anything yet." I say as I tug down his jeans.
"You don't have to so much love, you're the most beautiful women I know." He says making me blush.
I began to palm him over his boxers with little next to no clue on what I'm doing.
"You don't have to." Jax says says as my hands trace round the waist band of his boxers.
"I want to, I just don't know what to do." I say shyly and he leans up to kiss me.
"Its not hard, just don't bite me." He says making me giggle.
"Look I'll help you." He says and takes of his boxers.
He places his hand around himself before looking at me. I put my hand on top of his and he begins to start moving up and down. "See just like that." He says and slowly begins to move his hand leaving me to do it.
His breathing started to become rigged which made me feel as though I was doing something right.
I took away my hand leaving Jax to gasp and look at me confused.
"Why'd you stop?" He asks as I hold onto his thighs.
I ran my tongue from the base up to his tip which caused a shaky breath from Jax. Once I got to the tip I put him in my mouth and began to bob my head up and down.
I looked up at Jax who had his head thrown back. "Fucking hell Lara." He swore with was followed with a moan.
I pressed my tongue against him causing him to moan as I bobbed my head up and down him.
Jax was big, even though he was my first I knew he was big. There was no way in hell I was getting all of him in my mouth. So I wrapped my hand around the part of him that wouldn't fit and moved my hand up and down in sync with my head that was occupied by the rest of him.
Jax had become a moaning mess, quite literally. I felt him twitch in my mouth so that must mean he's close.
I felt his hand on the back of my head as he was watching me and moaning the whole time. His hand had made me go a bit faster so I did and my hands went in sync.
He tilted his head back as his breath sped up. I was then left sucking harder and faster.
"Yes... oh my god Lara...... I'm so close..." he moans out.
Seconds late my mouth had filled up with a salty liquid making me pull back from Jax. I quickly swallowed and scrunched up my face making me chuckle.
"You didn't have to swallow it." He says. He had to tell me now.
I lay down next to Jax who was staring at me and moving my hair out of my face.
"Thank you." He says and I smile whilst meeting his eyes.
"You're welcome." I say making him smile.
"That definitely was not your first time giving head." He says making me laugh.
"Yes it was." I argue but he just laughs.
"That was the best head I've ever had, no lie." He says and I could feel my cheeks warm up. "You're so cute." He says kissing my cheeks.
I ended up putting Jax's t-shirt on and got ready for bed.
"You know, now we have Dmitri I'm going to have to go back to Brazil." I say making Jax sigh.
"We don't need to talk about that now, we still have a few weeks at the very least." He says making me sigh.
"This is why I love this time of year. We'll be together for Thanksgiving and then shortly after Thanksgiving, theres Christmas." He says smiling. "Halloween is in two weeks, don't worry about it though." He says and I sigh but nod anyway.
"What are you doing for Thanksgiving and Christmas?" I ask him and he shrugs.
"For Thanksgiving I don't really have any plans but I know my mom wants me to go to Italy for Christmas." He says and I nod.
"Did you have any plans?" He asks and I shake my head no.
"Do you want to come to New York for Thanksgiving, it'll be like a break for you?" He asks and I shrug.
"What if I've only just gone back though. Jax this is all still new to me, I have no clue what I'm going to do." I ramble making him chuckle.
"We don't need to stress about it now, it's not even November yet." He says and I nod.