A small hand rests on my lower abdomen. Silky blonde hair tickles the side of my neck. Martinaâs slow, deep breaths fan out across my chest.
I pull her closer to me, as if the feel of her body perfectly molded to mine will somehow make me forget about the consequences of my addiction to her.
Because thatâs what it isâan addiction.
An out-of-control need thatâs jeopardizing the entire reason sheâs here with me in the first place.
All day yesterday, I tried to get myself in check. I practically meditated on the fucking phrase.
All the good it did me.
I drag my hand down my face. Sal has me walking on a tightrope. Yesterday, Calisto called me on the donâs behalf. Sal had something he wanted me to move for him. I raced to Naples to pick up a small metal case filled with what I suspect is a few million worth of diamonds. I drove it to the closest secure vault in the area with one of Salâs men tailing me. After I dropped the case off, I picked something out of my own personal stash to give to Martina, and then drove back here in the most roundabout way possible to lose my tail and make sure no one else was following behind.
The whole exercise felt strange. Salâs drawing me out on purpose, clearly trying to track my movements. I need to check recent chatter on the recordings to see if heâs doing it to others, or if Iâve become the principal target of his scrutiny.
What could have put him on my trail? Damianoâs been careful not to mention my name to any of the men heâs been meeting. No one outside of Ras and Valentina know Iâm helping him, and their loyalty is without question.
I need to get to the bottom of it before this location is at risk of becoming compromised.
Martina jerks in her sleep, bringing my thoughts back to her. I drag a soothing palm over the smooth skin of her back, savoring the feel of it.
My resistance had crumbled even before she offered herself to me last night. I simply canât deny her, consequences be damned. Not when sheâs so willing to climb into my bed.
And fuck, last night was everything I wanted and more.
Innocence and sin. Inexperience and eagerness. Beneath that young face are layers and layers of dimensions, and Iâm afraid I wonât be satisfied until Iâve discovered them all.
I gaze down at her peaceful expression. Does she still dream of her friend, or have we managed to chase her ghosts away? Thereâs nothing of that empty girl I picked up from De Rossiâs in her now. Sheâs come alive. Flourished.
Come into her power.
And now sheâs ruthlessly exercising it over me.
I drag my palm over my jaw.
She said sheâd never tell De Rossi about us, and I believe her, but what Iâm concerned about is if this thing between us can run its course before she leaves. Neither of us know when this war will be over. Will we have enough time to work out our desire for each other?
Because thatâs what we have to do. We have to squeeze out every drop until thereâs nothing left and we can return to our lives.
My stomach turns. Staking my claim on her last night gave me a high. In the back of my head, I knew the words coming out of my mouth were a fantasy, but I couldnât resist saying them.
They tasted so fucking good on my tongue.
Now, the thought of her with someone else makes me want to draw out the gun I keep in the nightstand and fire off a round into the ceiling.
One day, weâll look at each other and feel absolutely nothing. We will.
We .
The only way I can keep her is to marry her. De Rossi already said a marriage proposal is in her future, but Iâm the last fucking candidate heâd consider.
Martina purses her lips in her sleep, as if disapproving of my thoughts, and uncertainty fills my chest. Letting her go now would be impossible, but with time, Iâll grow bored of her, as she will of me. And if itâs not boredom that deals us the fatal blow, it will be truth. When I reveal my secret to De Rossi, heâll tell Martina. And when she knows who I really am, sheâll look at me the way my mother did her whole lifeâwith barely hidden disgust.
It will be hard to say goodbye, but it will be even harder to see in her eyes.
Careful not to disturb her, I climb out of bed and walk over to the window. Itâs early dawn, the sky only starting to brighten. Bracing my palm against the window frame, I peer out toward the forest. I havenât gone in there since being back, but now it calls to me.
The pines sway in the wind as if beckoning me into their shadows.
I should visit her.
No one else does.
Instead, I stand frozen in place for a long while until Martina stirs behind me.
âMorning.â Her voice is still hoarse with sleep.
âMorning, .â
She climbs out of bed and comes to stand beside me. âI like it when you call me that.â
I wrap my arm around her slim waist and draw her close to me.
âWhat are you looking at?â she asks.
âThe sunrise, I suppose.â Itâs beautiful. Pink and orange ribbons have unfurled across the sky, marbling against each other.
She gazes at the view and lets out a contented sigh. âIâve been here for nearly two weeks now, and Iâm still not over the beauty of this place.â
It is sublime. I wish Iâd given myself a chance to enjoy the castello in earnest before I spoiled it with bad memories.
âHow are you feeling?â I ask, peering down at her. âSore?â
She looks at me from under her lashes. âA little.â
My hand tightens around her waist. âLet me make it better.â
We forget about the sunrise, and she falls back on the bed, spreading her legs for me and showing me something even more beautiful.
I drag my tongue over her hot flesh, gorging on her taste and the sound of her timid moans, which soon morph into screams.
Her fingers skate through my hair, and when I bring her right to the edge, she gives it a firm tug. âGiorgio,â she pants, her entire body trembling as her orgasm fights to take over her. âOh my God.â
I wrap my lips around her clit and suck hard on it, at last making her explode.
When she comes, I replace my mouth with my fingers and lift my head so that I can take all of her in.
Flushed skin, bitten lips, tangled hair. She blinks at me and gives me a lazy, satisfied smile that breaks something open inside my chest.
Fuck, sheâs so beautiful.
And sheâs mine.
I drag my palms up her thighs, her stomach, her breasts, and stop to cradle her cheeks. She gazes at me with bright, sparkling eyes, her mouth slightly parted. âYouâre going to get me addicted to this,â she whispers.
.
I press my lips to hers and taste the inside of her mouth while her hands drift low between our bodies. She wraps her palm around my aching cock and gives it an uncertain stroke. âLike that?â she asks.
A groan tumbles out of my lungs. âJust like that.â
She works me with her hand, growing more and more sure with her movements. I lick around her breast and then tug on her rosy nipple with my teeth, making her hiss. Her grip grows tighter, and my orgasm starts to build right at the base of my spine.
My mouth makes it up to the side of her throat. âIâm going to come all over you, .â
âI want you to,â she whispers, keeping a steady rhythm.
I fist her hair, and when it hits me, as hard as fucking truck, I bite her neck. God, sheâs making me see stars. My seed spills all over her belly and chest, and she keeps stroking me until thereâs nothing left.
I sit back on my heels and admire the view of her covered in my cum.
She glances down at herself, and a blush colors her cheeks. âDid that feel good?â
I drag my hand over my face. âYeah, that felt fucking good.â
She laughs as I take her in my arms and carry her into the shower. By the time Iâve got her clean, my cock is hard again, and she whispers in my ear that sheâs really not that sore, so I press her into the wall and take, take, take.
The morning passes in a blink, and while Mari returns to her room to finally get dressed, I go down to the dining room and have a cappuccino. Iâm reading a newspaperâan old habit I doubt Iâll ever give upâwhen Polo walks in.
He looks disheveled, as if heâs running on only a few hours of sleep. According to Allegra, heâs thrown himself into work since the debacle with Martina, busying himself with projects for the garden.
Itâs been a few days, but Iâm still fucking furious with him for disobeying my direct orders and taking her off the property. His only saving grace is that I never told him whatâs at stake. He didnât understand the possible repercussions of his mutiny. Still, he works for me. I shouldnât need to explain anything. Itâs that damn temper of his thatâs getting out of control.
Polo halts a few steps away, waiting for me to give him my attention.
Slowly, I fold the newspaper and toss it on the table.
He meets my gaze, but only for a short moment. Heâs nervous.
He licks his lips and says, âI want to apologize for my behavior. I was angry at you, and I took Martina with me out of spite.â
I lean back in my seat and link my palms together. Iâve been too soft with him. All it took was one direct threat for him to finally understand Iâm not playing around on the matter.
âI wonât make that mistake again,â he says, glancing at me.
I study him.
An apology is a good start. He seems genuinely remorseful, and thatâs something, given that heâs young, impulsive, and maybeâ¦too ambitious to stay here much longer.
I would never allow him to work for Sal, but Salâs reign is about to end. What about De Rossi? While heâs in Casal, someoneâs going to have to run his business empire, and that person will need help. If Polo manages to get his attitude in check, he might make a good asset. Heâs eager to prove himself, and heâll be loyal to any don whoâll give him that chance.
I could put in a word with De Rossi.
Polo waits expectantly for my response, so I give him a curt nod and reach for my cappuccino. âGood.â
He visibly relaxes.
âBut you still want to be made?â
Something flashes in his eyes. Longing, probably.
âYes, but I wonât bother you with it anymore. Iâll wait until you think the time is right.â
Finally. Heâs starting to fucking learn.
âIt might come sooner than you think.â
He blinks.
âIâve had a lot of things on my mind lately, Polo, but Iâve heard you. I understand you donât want to spend the rest of your life here, and I canât blame you for that. If I was in your shoes, Iâd probably feel the same.â I prop my elbow on the edge of the table. âThereâs more you can do in life than join the clan. If you want to start a business, Iâll be your first investor. If you want to study something new, Iâll pay your way through school. But if being made is truly what you want⦠Well, I promised your mother I would keep you safe, but I also promised her Iâd try to keep you happy. Think about it for a few weeks and tell me what you decide on.â
His lips twitch. âI appreciate that, Giorgio. Iâll consider all my options first.â
âGood. Have a seat. We can eat together.â
Polo sits down, and Allegra brings him a plate just as Martina comes down the stairs clad in a pretty black dress with a bold floral pattern. Her ponytail swings with each of her steps, and when she gives me a coquettish smile, my hand flexes with the desire to wrap those silky strands around my fist.
She sits down to my right. âMorning.â
Polo glances up from his plate. âGood moââ His greeting cuts off as his eyes fixate on something.
It takes me a moment to realize heâs looking at Martinaâs neck.
Thereâs a visible red mark from where I bit her last night.
âWow, it smells delicious,â she says obliviously and reaches for a freshly baked pastry from a basket on the table.
I tighten my fingers around my fork, watching as Polo takes a few seconds to put it together. Then his gaze narrows and darts to me.
My plan to introduce Polo to De Rossi grinds to a halt. Before I can do that, Iâm going to have to ensure Polo doesnât speak a word about this to him.
Another complication.
Another fucking problem to deal with.
What was Martina thinking? Did I not make it clear no one can know about us?
âThereâs something on your neck, Martina,â I say, keeping my anger out of my voice even if it pulses at the edges of my vision.
She turns to me, her expression crumbling when she realizes what Iâm referring to. She slaps a palm against the mark. âI burned myself with a hair straightener,â she says quickly.
Jesus Christ, Polo isnât an idiot.
He purses his lips, and a muscle flexes in his jaw. âDidnât know we had one.â
âI brought one from home.â
I pick up the newspaper. âYou should be more careful next time.â
âYes, of course.â She shoots me a worried look.
The anger settles in my gut and blurs the words in front of me, but it doesnât take me long to redirect to myself.
I knew what I was getting into.
I decided she was worth it.
And now? The consequences are mine to deal with.