âAre you out of your mind?â
Hearing his low voice like that after he let out a deep sigh made Reina realize just how upset he was.
âWhat on earth were you thinking while doing such a thing?â
The recipient of these words, Reina, closed her lips tightly with her gaze lowered.
âIf youâre to catch the epidemic, do you know that even if Marquis Bohr himself comes forward and pours out divine power to heal you, you wouldnât be healed easily? Thatâs why I told you to stay quarantined.â
She knew she shouldnât be thinking about this while she was being scolded, but she found out for the first time ever that Ethan was capable of being so talkative.
âItâs an endemic disease that money canât fix. Itâs an infectious disease that wouldnât get better even if His Majesty the Emperor comes forward! â¦(omitted)⦠The blessings of the nine major households wouldnât work either, so you, as a young lady of House Chantra, must know thatâ¦!â
Yep. Heâs really talkative, huh. Plus, heâs kinda getting carried away in his anger. Was Ethan originally the kind of guy whoâd give such a colorful verbal onslaught like this?
ââ¦(omitted)⦠Infectious diseases are different from ordinary illnesses. But itâs not enough that you snuck out, you even went ahead to inject the pus of an epidemic-ridden cow right into your skinâ¦!â
Not even taking a few breaths in between, he went on his tirade that went like dadada without a single pause, but as he glanced down at the woman quietly sitting in front of him with her head down, he lowered his rising voice.
âHaa⦠Reina.â
Calling her name, Ethan pressed the middle of his forehead as he pressed down on his boiling anger. On the other hand, Reina pretended to be depressed and pouted her lips.
âYeeesâ¦â
âI couldnât say everything I wanted to say even if I had two mouths, but itâs no good for you to stay mum like this.â
ââ¦â¦â
What was he saying? He didnât even give her time to talk.
âJust give me an excuse.â
But if she were to say, âYouâve been scolding me and letting out your anger for the better part of the past hour, so how could I have possibly made any excuses?â âshe had a hunch that the sermon would last until tomorrow.
So, she raised the white flag first.
âI was too hasty. I admit my faults. Iâm sorry for surprising you like that, Ethan.â
Even so, despite her heartfelt apology, her expression showed no sign of repentance.
While feeling nervous, she tried to push harder.
âBut Ethan⦠I know it sounds absurd, but can you please hear me out?â
ââ¦â¦â
âItâs definitely not what you think. I did that under my own conviction.â
Though heâs been scolding her all this time, Ethan had been pouring healing power towards her. She took his hand lightly.
âThe peopleâs illness⦠I know itâs called Bharanâsâthe god of deathâsâseed, but itâs also true that the Imperial Family also knows that it isnât a âcurse of Godâ.â
Superstition still prevailed even in this world.
However, as epidemics became more frequent, the imperial family sought to grasp the situation.
And finally.
Even though they didnât have any clue about the cause of the illnesses, finally, there began a separation of disease from religion.
However, such an explanation had yet to reach the masses, who believed that the reason that people had two eyes, one nose and one mouth was because it matched Godâs likeness.
âBut Ethan is the last person whoâd ever accept superstitions just as they are⦠So if I do well in explaining this, I might be able to make him understand.â
At least, thatâs the kind of person he knew he was from what she had seen of him thus far.
ââ¦Alright, Iâll listen a little more.â
Fortunately, he was open to listening to Reina. His voice carried only an angry tone for all this time, but it softened a little this time.
âI really have to explain it well. Otherwise, weâd just be back to square one.â
After thinking for a while about what to say, Reina licked her lips with her tongue and soon spoke.
âEthan. If you put sugar in water, the sugar wonât just disappear, right?â
It was an out of the blue beginning. Reina, too, was aware.
However, rather than explaining the process in the order of one to ten, sometimes itâs more effective to change the order and mix it up with a few metaphors here and there.
âBut people who look at the sugar water mixture with only their eyes wouldnât think it has sugar in it. Because itâll look invisible.â
ââ¦â¦â
âThere are things that are invisible to the naked eye, but still definitely exist in this world, Ethan.â
Invisible things.
At the same moment as she said that, emotions that didnât match Ethan at all appeared very slightly on his expression. Reina couldnât understand what this expression meant exactly, but she couldnât stop explaining here to try and pinpoint it.
âItâs the same with things that cause peopleâs illnesses. You canât even guess what it is at all because itâs so small that itâs not visible, and itâs something called a pathogen⦠Well, that is to say, itâs something very small. And it causes people to be ill.â
Apart from her desperation, of course, there was no certainty that Ethan would follow her explanation properly. And regardless of following her statements, she didnât know if heâd even believe what she was saying.
With her eyes spinning frantically while she squeezed out her explanations for a long time, she then carefully examined the other personâs expression.
But then.
âEthan?â
His expression was⦠strange.
âWhatâs wrong?â
Perhaps not fully aware that a question was directed at him, he seemed to be lost in deep thought while his eyes were wide open.
He looked to be at a loss. No, it looked like he was entirely disheveled with that expression, and Reina couldnât believe he was showing such a face for the first time. For a moment, a chill fluttered at one side of her chest.
âOh gosh⦠I think I did something wrong.â
A belated sense of concern rushed through her.
Regardless of how much the empire had already grasped the true source of diseases and how to end them, humans had lived under the shadow of God for thousands of years. Besides that, there was even a belief that the emperor and his kin were descendants of God.
So, no matter how enlightened Ethan might be, he was also just a human being who inevitably grew up in this world with that kind of milieu. For a moment, Reina forgot about this fact.
âAh⦠Iâm not going to be arrested for blasphemy, am I?â