WILLOW
Connorâs hands on my shoulders were warm, but his eyes were cold.
He held me like I might shatter or detonate; it seemed he hadnât decided which yet. âWho taught you to fight like that?â he asked, his voice taut and jaw clenched. âAnd why?â
The question knocked the air out of me harder than when heâd told me I was reckless. Thereâd been no âHow are you?â no âAre you hurt?â not even a âThank you for protecting our kids from those rogues.â
And now here he was, pressing this blade of suspicion against my throat in front of everyone. Treating me as a threat.
Again.
Before I could even think of an answer, someone called his nameâtwo someones, then four. His presence was demanded elsewhere, and his hands fell away.
But the ice didnât leave his gaze. âMake sure every pack member is accounted for,â he snapped to one person before turning to another. âDouble-check the western perimeter. See if we missed any rogues.â
Without another word, he left, moving with focused control. He didnât look back at me, not even a glance.
He made me feel like background noise, not someone whoâd just torn wolves apart with her bare hands.
Lisa appeared at my side as if teleported, slinging an arm around my shoulders and giving me a squeeze that made my ribs creak. âIgnore him,â she said, her tone the verbal equivalent of a warm blanket. âHeâs a mess inside. Attacks like these arenât too common.â
My throat was tight, stuffed with something sharp. âThat seems like more than stress. Heâs angry. At me.â
Lisa waved it off. âHeâs not. He just doesnât know how to say itâs because heâs scared for you. Heâs not angry, heâs worried.â She stepped in front of me to look me in the eye. âYouâre his mate, and thatâs a lot. Heâs still learning what that means. Heâll get over it.â
I nodded, but the knot in my chest didnât budge. I couldnât help but feel Iâd lost his trust, that my ability to fight had proven his suspicions to be true. But it wasnât my fault Iâd been trained to kill.
Until a few minutes ago, Iâd thought everyone had grown up with that kind of upbringing. To me, fighting was breathingâinstinctual and natural.
~I guess I am a danger~, I thought, my spirit crushing inside me.
Lisa mustâve felt the shift in my energy because her smile turned thoughtful, then serious. âThe humans taught you, didnât they?â she asked matter-of-factly, without judgment.
âStarted when I was little. Before I could even talk in full sentences, I think.â
Her brows lifted, and her mouth formed an O shape. âSo, were they soldiers? Or doctors? Or both?â
Hesitating, I tried to fish memories from murky waters.
~Shadows in a sterile white room. Cold hands wrapping around mine, guiding my grip on something sharp. Voices barking orders. Applause when I bleed and donât flinch.~
âBoth,â I said, âIâm pretty sure. It wasnât the doctors who taught me so much as the guys who came before them. When it was me training with two other kids. They were soldiers, I bet.â
Lisa hummed. Instead of pushing, she let silence wrap around us for a beat. âWell,â she said, a smile curling the corner of her mouth, âthey taught you damn well.â She nudged my arm, her tone playful. âHow would you feel about passing on some of that knowledge?â
I blinked. âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean,â she said, leaning in as if we were conspiring, âour enforcers could use a little Willow-style savagery~.~ You took down three rogues by yourselfâin human formâand didnât even tear your shirt.â
My laugh came out closer to a cough, but it was real.
The knot in my chest loosened.
Okay, so I ~was~ dangerous. But maybe that didnât have to mean destruction. Maybe I could show Connor that I wasnât a weapon aimed at the packâthat I could be the weapon the pack wielded instead~.~
***
The training facility reeked of sweat and ego, thick enough to choke on. The walls echoed with whispers of anticipation, and fluorescent lights buzzed overhead.
Pack warriors surrounded the gym mats, some perched on benches, others rolling their shoulders or tapping practice weapons against the floor. The enforcers, who Lisa had pointed out, stood more still, more serious. But their eyes sparkled with curiosity.
Under the glare of the lamps, I stood in the center of the training mats.
Lisa clapped her hands. âAll right! Listen up! You saw what happened this morningâor heard about it. We all know how fast rumors fly.â She flashed me a grin. âBut in case you didnât, Willow took down three rogues. Alone. Without shifting or looking winded.â
A murmur rippled through the crowd. I caught a few raised brows, doubtful head shakes, and impressed whistles. One guy actually scoffed in disbelief, and I shot him a look that made his smirk die on impact.
Lisa continued, âSo I asked her to come down here and show you a few things. She fights differently than we do. And weâre going to learn from it.â
I cleared my throat, every cell in my body lighting up with a mix of dread and readiness. âIâm not really a teacher,â I admitted, darting my eyes around the group. âBut I can show you. If someoneâs willing to come at me.â
âWilling is an understatement,â said a bulky blonde as he strode into the sparring ring. âBeen waiting all year for a good fight.â
He lasted thirty seconds.
The next one didnât hit the ten-second mark. By the fifth opponent, I was dancing. My body had found its rhythm, and it was addictive. My feet were fast, my pivots swift, and my strikes on target. I didnât just take them down, I undid them.
One by one, I accessed muscle memories and long-buried habits with clean, surgical grace. I didnât need clawsâthe weapon theyâd forged from me years ago was enough.
Lisa beamed, and the warriors, now far less cocky, paid close attention.
Then I saw Travis, who watched from the side with his arms folded and face unreadable.
âYou in next?â I asked him.
He lifted a brow. âYou want ~me~ to fight you?â
âYou scared?â I tilted my head. âYou werenât scared back when I was strapped to a chair or strung up to the ceiling like meat.â
A collective intake of breath rippled through the crowd before murmurs flared around me. Even Lisa blinked when the energy in the room shifted. Some leaned forward with interest, while others stepped back as if theyâd rather be anywhere else.
Travis stepped into the ring slowly. âThat was different.â
âSure,â I said. âI get it. It was more fun when I couldnât fight back, wasnât it?â
My words slapped him. The gym went dead quiet, and I could feel every pair of eyes boring into us.
Travisâs jaw tightened, and he came at me. But it was halfhearted; I dodged him easily. It pissed me off, so I brought the fight to him. We exchanged blows for a minute, but it almost felt choreographed. He was being intentionally predictable, I realized quickly.
âYouâre holding back! Fight me for real!â I blocked his lazy punch, grabbed his fist, and twisted his arm until he grunted.
âIâm not going full force on my alphaâs mate!â he growled, unable to free himself.
âOh, ~now~ you draw lines?â
He yanked his arm away, and something in his face shifted. âYou want a fight? Fine.â He came at me again, for real this time, and I almost sighed in relief.
After that, we went at itâfast, dirty, and unrestrained. We fought the way real fights happened in the wild, even though neither of us shifted. And the reactions from the crowd told me this was getting too real for comfort.
Travis was stronger, but I was quicker. After a few minutes, he pinned me, but only briefly. I easily broke his grip, flipped him over my shoulder, and planted my knee in his chest before he could recover.
He stared up at me, panting, and I offered him my hand. He looked at it, seemingly wary it might bite, then took it. âDamn,â he said. âYou really are something else.â
âYeah,â I said, smiling. âI know.â
He wiped his lip with the palm of his hand and looked at it. âI deserved that,â he said, flashing me his bloody fingers.
I shrugged. âMaybe. But you stepped up anyway.â
He nodded once, solemn, before we shared a mutual exhale.
Something unspoken settled between usâcertainly not friendship but respect, maybe~. ~And for now, that was enough.
CONNOR
Lisaâs voice slid into my mind while I was dragging a rogueâs corpse into an open grave. â~Connor, you need to get down to the gym. Your mateâs putting on quite the show.~â
I didnât have time for this. There were still bodies to move and breaches to check for along our borders. But something in Lisaâs tone, part glee and part reverence, cut through my fatigue.
â~On my way~,â I linked back, and arrived at the gym just in time to see Willow flip Travis onto his back like he weighed nothing.
The wind left his lungs in a sharp ~oof~, and she stood over him, calm, collected, lethal. She helped him up, and he looked at her as if heâd never truly seen her before.
Neither had I.
The crowd quieted when I stepped forward. Warriors straightened. Eyes tracked me.
Willowâs smile faded as I entered the ring. Her brow furrowed.
âThought Iâd take a turn,â I said.
âYou want to spar?â she asked in an unreadable tone.
I nodded once, rolling my shoulders. âLetâs see what youâve got, soldier.â
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