Faith had one mantra in life that hadnât changed: The perfect latte made getting through any day easier. Today, however, she ordered it frozen, grateful the person behind the counter wasnât someone she knew or recognized. She needed to cool down not just from the warm temperature outside but from the heat inside her body too, courtesy of Ethan.
She was glad not to have to deal with one of the many variations of greeting sheâd received since moving back to Serendipity: welcomed, scorned, hugged, or ridiculed, depending on how sheâd known the person in her past life and whether or not her father had violated their trust in some way.
Faith picked up her frozen drink and settled into a small table in the back to wait for Kate Andrews, her best friend since kindergarten. Kate was the only person Faith had kept in touch with when sheâd left for college, through her more isolated married days, till now. And Kate was the one person Faith trusted in a world that had proven unworthy.
Faith was halfway through her drink when Kate rushed in harried as usual but predictably upbeat and bubbly. âSorry Iâm late. I had a dentist appointment that ran longer than I planned.â
Faith laughed. âYour appointments always run over.â And Kate never learned to budget for extra time.
Kate grinned. âAnd you love me anyway.â
âYou know I do.â Faith felt herself relax for the first time since her run-in with Ethan.
âWell, the feelingâs mutual,â Kate said, then turned, her auburn ponytail flipping around with her. âHello?â She waved at the woman behind the counter, trying to get her attention.
âHang on!â the woman, a different person from the one whoâd waited on Faith, yelled back.
Faith recognized Elisabetta Gardelli from high school. Elisabetta, known as Lissa, was one year older and one of the local town kids whoâd hated the rich girls, like Kate and Faith.
âWhat are you doing?â Faith asked.
âHang on a sec.â Kate waited for Lissa to look over before yelling back once more. âIâll have the usual, please!â
âAre you kidding me? You have to go up to the counter and order,â Faith said.
âComing right up!â came Lissaâs surprising reply.
Kate swiveled back around in her seat, a smug look on her face. âWaiting in line is how it works in a Manhattan coffee joint. Here, you just have to know someone. And when you never leave this burg, you know everyone.â
Faith glanced at Kateâs grin. âFine. I stand corrected.â
Unlike Faith, who had gone to New York City and lived away from home, Kate had opted to stay home. Despite her familyâs ability to pay for her to go away to college, Kate liked it here. Sheâd attended a local university where she received her teaching degree and masterâs. Typical small-town-girl story. The only thing missing was the husband, but Kate claimed she just hadnât met the right man, and unless someone new moved to Serendipity, she was in trouble on that score.
âSo, Lissa doesnât mind serving you like that?â Faith asked.
The other woman shook her head. âI guess we all grew up.â
Faith took the last sip of her frozen drink. âGood to know.â Maybe there was hope for Faithâs relationships here, but considering how her parents had treated people even before her fatherâs fall from grace, she doubted it.
âCoffee for Your Highness!â Lissa said, interrupting them with a good-natured laugh as she placed a tall cup in front of Kate.
Kate handed the other woman a ten-dollar bill. âWant another one, Faith?â
She shook her empty cup. âSure. But Iâll have a hot one this time.â
Lissaâs expression turned frosty. âThen get in line with the rest of the working people, hon. Now that youâre one of us, I mean.â She turned her back on Faith and sashayed her way to the counter.
Faithâs stomach cramped at the latest humiliation, so sorry Kate had to witness it.
âNo way will I let her get away with that crap!â Kate, face flushed red, rose from her seat.
Faith grabbed her friend by the arm, stopping her. She didnât want or need Kate fighting her battles. Besides, she knew it would take time for the people in town to realize she was nothing like her father or mother and accept Faith as one of them.
âItâs okay. Lissaâs not the only one with a chip on her shoulder. Iâm getting used to some people snubbing me.â Faith couldnât deny the mean-girl treatment at this stage of her life hurt, but sheâd manage to get through it and would come out the other side. What doesnât kill us makes us stronger and all that, Faith thought.
Kateâs green eyes sparked with anger. âI come from your side of town, and Lissa and I have made peace over the years. I mean Iâve tutored her daughter. She canât treat you like that!â
âShe can,â Faith said firmly. âUntil she gets to know me the way she knows you, sheâs going to take perverse pleasure in how my life has turned out. And believe me, she wonât be the only one. I appreciate the pit bull defense, but I can handle it.â
âWell, I canât.â Without giving Faith a chance to object, Kate jumped up and headed behind the counter to talk to Lissa.
Faith groaned. How could she get her friend to understand that sheâd expected Lissaâs kind of treatment when sheâd returned to Serendipity? Sheâd just have to earn their respect.
Trouble was, she was still trying to respect herself. Not for being blindsided by her father. She hadnât been alone in that. But for believing in him so deeply sheâd allowed him to lead her into a marriage and a life that benefited no one but Martin Harrington and her ex-husband, Carter Moreland. Instead of searching for her independence like most girls in their early twenties, Faith had looked for the same security sheâd had growing up. So when her father had introduced her to the smooth-talking Carter Moreland, Esquire, the summer after her college graduation, sheâd been swept into his world. A familiar world sheâd accepted without stopping to think whether or not the dinner parties and charitable works Carter encouraged her to participate in fulfilled her.
Thanks to Faith and Carterâs union, Faithâs father took over the investments for Carterâs co-workers, while Carter gained entry into a world far wealthier than heâd ever imagined. By the time Faithâs fatherâs crimes came to light, Carter was already firmly entrenched as legal counsel to the upper crust. Faith was merely an accessory, trapped in a situation she felt powerless to change or escape.
To add insult to injury, the same day sheâd discovered the accusations against her father were true, sheâd caught Carter screwing his paralegal. He hadnât even pulled up his pants long enough to look her in the eye and inform her she could accept it or leave. Heâd already gotten what he needed from their marriage. It didnât take a genius to figure out this hadnât been the first time heâd cheated or that her fatherâs disgrace had merely given Carter license to not hide his affairs.
In that one unbelievable night, Faith had lost the life sheâd known and the security she thought sheâd still have because her asshole husband had already buried his assets. Somehow his law firm, which had enabled them to live in a penthouse with furnishings that rivaled the house on the hill, suddenly showed a loss. The bastard had sat across the table from her, looked her in the eye, and claimed he was broke. Nothing to be had or shared, and heâd sold the penthouse to cover their debts to prove it.
Fortunately her father had informed her that Carter knew more about Martin Harringtonâs business dealings than Carter would want the world to know. And he had proof. So Faith had asked the lawyers to leave the room and presented her soon-to-be ex with a quid pro quo. Her silence for a fair settlement. Faith hated dirtying her hands with blackmail, but her very survival had been at stake. Sheâd come away with enough money to keep her in Manolo shoes if she wanted. She didnât. Faith wanted only to use enough to subsidize her new beginning. The rest sheâd put aside for a rainy day. Because Faith Harrington intended to make it on her own in the only town sheâd ever truly called home.
And Ethan was living not just in town but in her old house. The only solace she found in that particular irony was the fact that Ethanâs life hadnât been easy either.
She still couldnât believe he was back. The only contact Faith had had with him after that incredible bike ride had been when sheâd pass him in the hall at school. Heâd lock that arrogant gaze on her, the corner of his sexy mouth tipping upward in a knowing grin. Remembering, her stomach did that crazy flip again now, reminding her she hadnât felt anything like it since.
Until today.
Kate returned, slamming her covered coffee down on the table, pushing another tall cup toward Faith.
âSuccessful?â Faith asked, trying to keep the sarcasm from her voice. She knew better.
âLissa knows how I feel about her attitude. Which sucks, by the way. Sheâs just bitter because her husband ran off with a wealthier, younger woman.â
Faith opened her eyes wide. âWell, I know how being cheated on feels.â
Kate cringed. âIâm sorry.â
Faith waved away her apology. âHow about we just change the subject?â
âGladly,â Kate said. âAre reporters still hounding you for your story?â She propped one elbow on the table.
Faith exhaled hard. Ever since her fatherâs arrest, reporters had bombarded her with requests for an interview. They wanted any tidbit of information or understanding they could get into Martin Harringtonâs mind and business. Faithâs story was worth a huge chunk of change, but she wasnât telling it. Her father might not have taken the high road, but Faith would.
âI changed my cell phone number and Iâm unlisted here in Serendipity. That should keep them away for a while.â
âGlad to hear it,â Kate said vehemently.
Ready for a subject change of an entirely different sort, Faith scooted her chair closer to her friend. âBy the way, I have news.â
Kate loved gossip the way Faith loved lattes and she inched nearer. âTell me.â
Faith wrapped her hands around her empty cup. âThe rumors are true. I took a walk past my old house and guess who I ran into?â
âWho?â Kateâs eyes opened wide with curiosity. âThe girls at Babsâs Beauty Salon have been speculating for weeks. They even have a pool going, but the realtor who sold the place signed a confidentiality agreement. All anyone knows is that it was bought under some big corporate name.â
âEthan,â Faith whispered. And squeezed her plastic cup so hard it cracked in her hand.
âShut up!â
Faith grinned. âYou sound like your students.â Kate taught middle school.
âSeriously? Heâs back? Howâs he look? Whatâs he like? Did he remember you?â
âGorgeous, still brooding, and yes, he remembered me.â Faithâs body tingled at the memory.
âOh my God!â Kate let out an actual squeal.
âShh!â
âOkay, sorry.â Kate twirled her long ponytail around one finger, staring at Faith like she knew where her thoughts had gone.
Which of course, she did.
The bike ride.
The kiss.
Ethanâs attempt to go further.
And how much Faith sometimes wished sheâd let him.
She shivered, the tingling she was experiencing at the moment as fresh as it had been then, because he was every inch as spectacular.
At sixteen, Faith had shared every last detail of her time with Ethan with her best friend. At twenty-six, she did the same thing, whispering the entire scenario into Kateâs eager ear.
As she spoke, Faithâs stomach did that silly, excited flip that only Ethan had ever caused. Back in high school, the flip had been little and she hadnât understood the impact of what it meant. Thinking about seeing him again now, she experienced a full body slam of desire that she comprehended completely.
âThe last time I heard about him was the summer after graduation,â Kate recalled.
âAfter he, that Pickler kid, and a bunch of other idiots were arrested for joy riding,â Faith said, nodding. âAnd then his parents died in that awful car accident the same night.â
âOn the way to the police station to bail him out.â
Faith shuddered at the horrific memory and wrapped her arms around herself much as she had then. Because today sheâd seen the pain in his eyes and knew he hadnât forgiven himself for the tragedy.
Faith had been devastated when sheâd heard the news, her heart breaking for Ethan and his brothers. Her relationship with her mother might have been rocky. It still was. But she couldnât imagine losing her parents that young. The judge had taken pity on Ethan and had given him a suspended sentence and a second chance. But heâd disappeared, leaving his siblings behind.
âDo his brothers still live in town?â Faith asked.
âBoth Nash and Dare are still here,â Kate confirmed. âTheyâve both done well for themselves. And considering they both went to different foster homes on different sides of town, theyâre still close.â
âI wonder if they kept in touch with Ethan.â
âNo clue.â Kate shrugged.
They lapsed into silence, each alone with their thoughts. âYou and Ethan have unfinished business,â Kate said at last.
âThatâs the last thing I want in my life right now.â But her toes curled at the prospect.
âBut maybe itâs exactly what you need. A way to get you back into the dating scene. Unless Nick Mancini gets you hot and bothered?â Kate raised an eyebrow, shooting Faith an inquiring gaze.
âWhy would you think that?â Faith wrinkled her nose and shook her head. âNo, my high school boyfriend does not do it for me.â Those sparks had died the day sheâd taken a motorcycle ride with Ethan.
And they hadnât rekindled since her return.
âYou said yes to dinner with him next week. Was that so you could let him down gently?â Kate rubbed her cup between her hands as she spoke.
âI said yes to dinner with an old friend. I told him up front I wasnât ready to get involved with anyone right now. Itâs too soon after my divorce.â
âI believe you. I just donât think heâll drink the Kool-Aid as easily.â
Faith laughed. âDonât worry. Iâll make sure he knows how things stand.â
âAnd does Ethan Barronâs return have anything to do with your disinterest in Nick?â Kate prodded, a smile curving her lips.
Faith shook her head. âNo! All Nick and I had was a high school thing. As for anyone else, itâs too soon for me to be thinking about getting involved.â She repeated the mantra sheâd already told herself.
âNot even a dark, brooding bad boy with the last name of Barron?â Kate teased.
Faith rolled a napkin into a ball and tossed the crumpled paper at her friend. She was sure it didnât escape Kateâs notice that the question went unanswered.
Faith and Kate walked toward the door.
Kate paused to wave at Lissa before turning back to Faith and pulling her aside. âDid you mean what you said about wanting people to get to know you?â she asked.
âOf course I meant it.â
âThen can I tell you something that I mean in the nicest possible way? With complete love and admiration for my best friend in the whole world?â
Faithâs stomach rolled at the prelude. âUmm, sure. What is it?â
âYou could start by fitting in more.â
She narrowed her gaze. âI donât understand.â
Kate plucked at the sleeve of Faithâs suit jacket. âDitch the Chanel.â She fingered the chunky pearls around Faithâs neck. âAnd the bling. And the heels, unless weâre going out at night to somewhere nice. Not Joeâs. Iâm sorry,â she said quickly.
âDonât be.â Faith closed her eyes and shook her head. âThe clothes belonged to Faith Moreland.â
âI know. Faith Harrington preferredââ
âHer cheerleading uniform?â She tried for a laugh.
Kate wasnât buying. âNo. Funky jeans. Denim jackets. Anything she could get past her mother and still like for herself.â
Faith swallowed hard. âI lost myself somewhere,â she admitted.
âBut you came back to find her. You told me as much. Otherwise I wouldnât have said anything, but I know this isnât you.â
Kate was right. Faith couldnât expect anyone in town to welcome her if she was presenting herself as someone above them. Someone who thought they were better than the average person. Someone who still lived in the house on the hill.
âAre you mad?â Kate asked.
âNot at you.â Faith pulled her friend into a long hug. She was mad at Faith, the girl she used to be, for allowing herself to change, to become someone she didnât recognize and no longer liked.
Sheâd told herself she was coming back to Serendipity to find herself. Apparently sheâd have to dig deeper than sheâd ever imagined.
Ethan sat down at his desk, one of the few pieces of furniture heâd purchased and moved into the house right away. That and a bed. Shows where my priorities lie, he thought wryly. He liked the dark wood paneling in this room. Besides, it was the only place in the house without oppressive ornate wallpaper crowding him and making him uncomfortable.
He kicked off his shoes and prepared to look over the government paperwork for upcoming contracts, but he couldnât concentrate on business. Couldnât see the papers in front of his face. Couldnât think or visualize anything except Faith Harrington.
She hadnât been dressed for summer, no visible skin or body parts for him to drool over, and yet heâd been drawn to her in so many ways he couldnât begin to count them all. Their brief shared past. The road not taken if sheâd just said yes all those years ago. Her unexpected wit. The brief glimpses of a sadness he could relate to. And the sexual attraction that had only grown stronger over time.
Then there was the fact that he was sitting here in her old family home, which was now his empty house. Heâd bought the place expecting to feel a strong sense of satisfaction when heâd moved in here. Bad boy made good or some such cliché. Instead, heâd discovered he owned an echoing mansion.
Reminding himself heâd come here for family, he thought about approaching his brothers again. Nash, a lawyer, had purchased a town house on the edge of town; and Dare, a cop, was living with Nash until he finished renovations on an old house heâd bought and was working on in his spare time. His brothers were close; he was the outsider.
Self-imposed and self-created, he knew. Taking a deep breath, he picked up the phone and called Nash at the officeâEthan didnât have his home number and it was unlisted. He hoped they could meet somewhere on neutral ground. Dinner, maybe.
Luckily, his brother answered the phone himself. âNash Barron speaking.â
Ethan cleared his throat. âNash, itâs Ethan.â
âNot interested,â his brother said, ice in his voice.
Ethan gripped the phone harder. âJust give me a chance . . .â
âYou had yours ten years ago,â Nash said, and hung up in his ear.
Ethan winced. No way was he calling Dare right now. Maybe tomorrow, when the rejection wasnât as fresh. He balled up a sheet of paper with old useless notes and tossed it into the trash across from the desk.
He missed.
âMake sure you pick up after yourself,â his housekeeper said, poking her head into the room.
The woman had eyes everywhere.
âAnd Mr. Ethan, didnât I tell you to take your shoes off before you come into the house?â
If any of his other employees had spoken to him that way, Ethan would have fired them on the spot. But something about the older woman amused instead of insulted him, and he actually looked forward to their verbal sparring.
âAre you sure you work for me and not the other way around?â he asked her.
She stepped into the office, duster in hand, and began cleaning the mostly empty bookshelves.
âI tolâ you. I have to work here. I need the money and you need me. But that doesnât mean I have to like you.â
âSo youâve said.â He shrugged, not surprised by her bluntness.
Theyâd made an agreement on day one. Sheâd keep his house clean and heâd pay her for her services. She intended to speak her mind, and no, he could not dock her pay when she did.
âIâll win you over yet, Rosalita.â
She mumbled something in Spanish, and then, âWhen hell freezes over, Mr. Ethan. You a bad boy.â
âWas a bad boy,â he reminded her for the umpteenth time.
âWhen are you going to have furniture in this house?â she asked. âJust so many times I can clean the floors and dust.â
âThereâs laundry and food shopping too,â he reminded her, not wanting her to grow too complacent.
But she had a point. If he was going to make this place home, it needed to be furnished. Actually it needed to be decorated so the house reflected his taste. Not an empty shell of what the landmark used to be.
Iâll be opening an interior design business in town, Faith had told him. He needed an interior designer and maybe a connection to someone who didnât hate him quite so much. It seemed that all roads took him back to Faith Harrington.
Luck?
Good fortune?
Serendipity, he thought, shaking his head.
Of course he had no idea if sheâd agree to take him on as a client. But at least now he had a legitimate excuse to see her again that had nothing to do with attraction and everything to do with necessity.
Or so he needed to believe.