Confession

Basically I'm not really sure who I am anymore. I have days where I do really well, but most of the time I feel like this empty shell that is just existing for the sake of it. I don't know how long I've felt like this, to be honest. And it terrifies me. I mean, I know it's probably down to my moderate depression and crippling anxiety, but I'm still so scared of the fact that I'm not 100% in control of who I am and what my body does.