It's not a confession or anything I just was wondering if I could do the opposite and hopefully send a small bit of hope to the people that have depression.
It doesn't matter if you have a crippling fear. It doesn't matter if you feel absolutely destroyed. I've been through that before and I still am but I've learned through it how to cope with it. You smile. It's hard. I know. You'll probably say,"I can't." Or ,"You don't know what I'm going through" but I do know. I've dealt with negative thoughts since I was 5. Friends left me once I helped them. Family wasn't going to help because no one saw me as who I am. They saw me as someone else. They saw me as their last hope in having a "good son". They don't know what I like. What I want. They fight on my birthday year over "what I want". When in reality I just want to sit on my ass and play video games with my brother because he's the only one I can hold to. But he's leaving soon. Leaving me alone with my parents who look at me as a dying light. But I've learned how to ignore it all. How to be my self. How to laugh, smile, joke around and be TRULY happy. Want to know the secret? It's really simple and a lot of people over look it a lot because we are so self centered in this era. The secret isn't in other people it's in your self. And I know that some people actually physically can't do it because of some mental illness but that doesn't mean you can't try. The secret is to accept. To accept that you are who you are. That right now your sad or lonely or crying or broken. You need to accept your faults your reasons to feel pain. Then look at humans as a whole. We've been battered. Beaten. Knocked around by the hardships in life yet we continue on wards. Even when we fight eachother when we are at war we still are so capable. And all you gotta do is believe in your self that you can do it. When life gives you lemons. Don't make lemonade. Throw the lemons back at life and make life remember you as the person who blew up Life's house with a lemon bomb. You just gotta accept believe and keep moving forward.