Chapter 158: Confession

People have a tendency to confide in me because apparently I'm good at helping them feel better, but I'm really bad with secrets so I write them all down in a journal, if someone found this journal then they would know some of the darkest secrets of some of my closest friends and it's absolutely terrifying. On a rare few occasions I have told one or two people about other people having crushes but that was either because a) I knew that other person liked them back OR b) I knew the other person didn't like them back so I subtly hinted to the person who was being crushed on that the person doing the crushing likes them and tried to save the persons heart but the latter always comes and stabs me in the back. It's actually quite painful and no ones ever tried to really see that I'm actually trying to do something good. I have two people I confide in on a regular basis, and I do also have a best friend but I have a tendency to feel more comfortable confiding in boys but I'm not sure why. And so I confide in these two but I always feel like my problems are ridiculously petty and stupid and that they have bigger problems so I always ask about them and I know that one of them is badly depressed but they rarely open up and I feel like I'm am open book but they hate me for being so honest with them, but it terrifies the hell out of me that I'm being annoying by saying some really depressed shit and that I should actually just keep it to myself. Idk does anyone else get me?