I have confessions
I follow a made up religion that I made when I was 9 and still follow it to this day, I just tell my parents that I'm atheist.
I have a weird habit of sniffing books.
I talk to my shadow, still do.
The reason I grow my nails really really long and sharpen them is because my mind seems to have convinced itself that every second, of every day, there's something hiding, watching me, ready to kill.
I learned at a young age, death isn't to be feared.
Secretly I have no friends that actually know how I really am.
I HATE makeup and high-heels though wear them to make my mother happy.
Sometimes when writing I want to stab myself, not because I'm suicidal or anything, I'm just curious.
I was formally known in elementary school as "Eye gouging lady" because of my tendencies to threaten students.
When I'm really mad, I start planning the murders of everyone around me.
I hate my brother Tom.Including my mother sometimes for forcing me to become this 'perfect little girl'.
I used to have a tiny crush on my best friend.
I Didn't know what Garfield was until last year (I am a very sheltered child)
When my father leaves for trips I hope he doesn't come back sometimes.
I act confident but really I hate myself more then my enemies.
PHEW! Glad I got that off my chest, well, like 2/3 of it. Is it bad then after writing this all I want to hide my head?