Confession

The reason I started drinking coffee was because I used it as a laxative. After throwing up blood (I had bulimia), I thought it was a safer alternative. However, I ended up getting full-on insomnia, which in turn, caused a caffeine-dependency. I need at least 8 cups a day to function even slightly. When I'm without it, I get intense migraines that render me immobile, bloodshot eyes, and my entire body either shakes or simply can't function properly.