Confession

I had a best friend who I knew for over three years, we got close to each other last to last year but unfortunately we ended up on late April just because he was falling in lust with me whereas I thought he loved me. everyone thinks that im better, that depression is no longer a problem. im the happy friend who smiles and laughs at everything but in reality i dont even want to get out of bed most mornings and i feel like a failure in almost every part of my life.