Chapter 70: Confession

that became my best friend and she saved my life so many times. We've been best friends and she was the first person to show me what friendship actually was... Before people just hit me and when i was bruised they laughed and said it was because I'm weak, thats what i thought all friendships where like because thats what i grew up with... Anyways, i started homeschool this year and i met a guy last september at our co op group and both of us are super shy, i actually have social anxiety pretty badly, but we came a long way as friends. He's basically my best friend now, and i have a huge crush on him and yesterday we actually went to a spring formal together... but i can feel my other friend slowly drift away from me... The last time i text/talked to her i was kinda ranting about how i really liked that guy because hey, thats what you do when you have a crush, but she snapped on me... She fussed me telling me i made her game lag for that and was mad, then continued to tell me that she felt i was rubbing this all in her face because hes so "perfect" and stuff when really, i just need someone to talk to about everything... After that, I've kept my mouth shut and we haven't said anything to each other and its killing me!! I don't want to lose her as a friend...