Tella had naively imagined that the Immortal Library would be as easy to find as the Vanished Market had been. It was almost as laughable as the idea that the word still remained in her vocabulary.
She gave a delicate snort.
If Legend heard it, he didnât react. His broad shoulders didnât shift, and his dark head didnât turn away from the waters of the cracked fountain heâd been staring intoâthe same fountain theyâd kissed in front of on the night Tella realized she was falling in love with him.
If only falling out of love with him was as easy.
Sheâd never before wanted to stop loving Legend. But today, she kept thinking about what Jacks had tried to offer as they searched the decrepit columns that surrounded the ruins of the Cursed Wife. He didnât have his full powers, so he couldnât actually take away any of Tellaâs emotions for longer than a day or truly change her feelings, but she was a little tempted by the idea of feeling indifferent, rather than feeling everything.
She knew Legend remembered the night heâd carried her here and then kissed her until sheâd forgotten her pain. If she closed her eyes, she could recall it all. She could remember the way heâd carried her to the mossy steps before the ruins, how theyâd talked of their pasts, and then how theyâd kissed. She could remember the soft, asking sensation of his lips against her mouth and her neck and the rough way his hands had dug into the rope around her waist, pulling her even closer to him as he whispered how much he wanted her.
He to remember. But he refused to look at her. He practically treated her like a stranger. It was the same this morning at the other ruins theyâd visited. When he spoke, it was either in short answers to one of her questions, or terse commands.
It was unfair that out of all the plans Tella had recently made, the only one that had worked involved pushing him away. She thought she could handle Legend not loving her, but she wasnât doing very well with the idea of him despising her.
She circled the fountain again, even though theyâd already scoured these ruins for images that might have represented the Immortal Library and led her to the Ruscica. Theyâd taken turns dripping blood on anything that appeared symbolic. But either the entrance of the Immortal Library wasnât here, or it would take more than blood to open it.
Legend raked a hand through his dark hair before finally turning away from the fountain and silently starting toward the crumbling steps that led back down to the streets. They were both dressed in the sort of ordinary clothes that made people easy to overlook. Tella was wearing a short-sleeved dress the color of muddy lake water, while Legend wore simple brown pants and a homespun shirt with fraying sleevesâyet the bastard still managed to move with the arrogance of someone who knew eyes would turn his way no matter what he wore. His steps possessed the sort of confidence that some people searched their whole lives for.
âAre you coming?â he said, tone gruff, as he reached the top of the stairs.
âDepends on where youâre going.â The voice that traveled up from the base of the steps below them was crystallized loveliness, clear and delicate and unbreakably strong.
Tella swept closer just to hear it better. Legend tried to step in front of her, but Tella had to see who the voice belonged to.
The woman who appeared at the top of the steps was almost as pretty as the sound of her words. A gauzy peach dress billowed above the cracked ground as she moved, the same way the Maiden Deathâs tattered gown had, as if a magical breeze followed wherever she went. She stood taller than Legend. Her skin was pale and hard as marble, her hair nearly shorn to the scalp, and on top of her head rested a thin gold circlet, which made her look like an ancient princess.
âArenât you a handsome one?â she said to Legend in that same hypnotic voice.
He replied with an irresistible smile. âMost people think so.â
âDo think so?â The entrancing woman turned back to Tella.
But as soon as she had asked her question, all Tella could see were images of Legend. She pictured him during Caraval, when heâd waited for her in front of the Temple of the Stars, with only a wide cloth wrapped around his lower half, revealing his glorious chest in all its sculpted splendor.
âYou should see him without a shirt on. Heâs magnificent.â Tellaâs mouth hung open as soon as the words were out. She didnât even know this woman. And she wasnât supposed to be in love with Legend anymore.
But Legend didnât smirk or grin as he normally might have. In fact, he looked murderous.
The woman laughed, the sound as captivating as her voice. It begged Tella to laugh with her. But this time Tella fought against the urge to give in as she took in the womanâs appearance once more. Tellaâs eyes darted back up to the circlet around her head. It was covered in ancient symbols, which Tella couldnât read, but she imagined that if she could have deciphered them, the symbols would have told her that this woman wasnât an ancient princess, but the Fated Priestess, Priestess.
Her magic was in her voice. Thatâs why Tella had answered her so honestly. Whenever Priestess, Priestess asked a question, a person had the choice between answering it truthfully or fighting the question and dying. Her voice wasnât just compelling, it was deadly.
âI can already see that playing with you two is going to be fun,â said the Fate. âWould you like to stay here and play with me?â
All of the hairs on Tellaâs arms rose. The word crashed against her skull, followed by and then the words . But she knew it would be a mistake to scream any of those the way she wanted to.
They needed to get away.
But the words and kept pounding at her skull. Pounding and pounding andâ
âIâm afraid we have somewhere else we need to go,â Legend answered smoothly.
Tella regained the ability to think, but it only lasted for a moment.
âThatâs disappointing.â The Fateâs mouth fell into a pout. âWhere are you two going that could possibly be more interesting than spending time with me?â
Images of the Immortal Library ripped from Decks of Destiny took over Tellaâs thoughts. She saw magical bookshelves full of forbidden volumes, and then the Ruscica open to a page with detailed instructions of how to kill the Fallen Star.
âWeâre going to ruins around Valenda in search of the Immortal Library,â Legend said. His voice was still completely level. Tella didnât know if he wasnât even trying to fight the questions, or if the magic affected him more than her, making it impossible to hold off from answering.
Sometime between now and the last question, the Priestess had moved closer to him. Her long white fingers were on his arm, trailing up to his neck. âThat place isnât meant for humans. What would I need to do to make you stay here with me instead?â
The question wasnât directed at Tella this timeâit didnât press against her skull. And yet she sensed the Fate had placed more magic behind it. Tella could feel the question filling the ruins with a sickly sweet stench as the Fateâs hands climbed into Legendâs hair, the same way Esmeraldaâs had, and Tella feared the Fate wasnât just using her powers to compel Legend to answer a question. She wanted to possess him.
âNothing will change his mind!â Tella shouted, drawing the wretched Fateâs attention her way.
The Priestessâs lips thinned. âYou donât have a strong sense of self-preservation, do you?â
âIâm stronger than most people think,â Tella said.
She thought she saw a fraction of Legendâs missing smile return.
And before the Fate could ask another question, the earth began to shake. The ruins rattled. The steps split, the cursed fountain cracked in half, wine spilling all over the ground, as the remains of the ruined mansion collapsed in a thunderous cloud of dust and debris.
The dust was so thick Tella couldnât see Legend or the Priestess, but she thought she heard the Fateâs footsteps running away as Tella searched for a safe place to hide until the earthquake ceased.
All she could see was dust. But she didnât choke on it, and though the world around her was collapsing, she realized that nothing had actually touched her.
âLegend?â she called tentatively, although she was fairly certain the Priestess was now gone. âTell me youâre doing this.â
The dust vanished, the shaking stopped, and the ruins returned to as they had been. The only cracks that remained were the ones that had been there before. An illusion.
Legend appeared next. But unlike the ruins, he looked much different than before. Damp hair clung to his brow, and his bronze skin looked gray as he stumbled toward Tella.
Legend never stumbled.
Her arms went around him instinctively, and either he was truly weakened or theyâd reached a temporary truce, because he didnât push her away. He leaned heavily against her, making it impossible for her to move. He had drained himself using too much magic.
Legend was private about many things, including anything involving his powers. But she knew his magic was at its peak during Caraval because it was fueled by all the emotions of everyone in attendance. Heâd probably been stronger at the palace for similar reasons.
âYou didnât have to go to all that trouble to scare her,â Tella said.
Legendâs fingers found her hair and combed through her curls, an idle gesture that he probably didnât even realize he was doing. âI didnât want her asking questions you might refuse to answer.â
âIâm not that stubborn,â Tella huffed.
âYes, you are,â he murmured, âbut I like that about you.â Legendâs hand left her curls and wrapped around the vulnerable back of her neckâdefinitely an intentional gesture. He stroked her skin with fingers that made her think he wasnât as weak as he seemed and then he tilted her head back until she was looking up at him.
His color was already returning to his handsome face, making him look a little untouchable, even as he continued to touch her.
Her teeth sunk into her lower lip. For a weak moment she hoped this wasnât a temporary truce, and that heâd finally seen through her speech from last night.
He released her neck and pulled away. âWe should go.â
âBut Iâve just gotten here.â
The Prince of Hearts appeared at the top of the steps. He leaned against a crumbling rail, an elegant mess of wrinkled clothing, lazy movements, and golden hair, which hung over eyes that appeared as if heâd been watching them for a while.
Ice coated Tellaâs skin. But it was different from the chill she felt whenever Jacks looked at her, because his eyes had moved next to her, latching on to Legend, who Jacks, along with the rest of the empire, had only known as Danteâa young man who was supposed to be dead, a young man whoâd just used a frightening amount of power, a young man who didnât curse at Jacks, or try to protect Tella as he had with the Priestess.
She swiftly turned to see Legend. His broad shoulders were stiff, his expression was fixed. He stood still as a statue beside her, the same way he had the night of the Fated Ball when Jacks had used his powers to briefly stop everyoneâs hearts from beating.
âJacks! Stop this!â Tella demanded.
But the Prince of Hearts didnât even acknowledge her. His blue eyes had taken on a ravenous look, and in that moment Tella could see what he was thinking. Unlike the other Fates, Jacks was at only half power; he wanted the rest of his powers back, and Legend was the one with the ability to restore him.
âStay away from him!â Tella begged. Legend was already weakened from using so much magic; she didnât want to think what a power exchange with Jacks would do to him right now.
But the Prince of Hearts continued to ignore her; his rabid gaze stayed on Legendâs frozen form. âYou know, I wondered if you were Legend during Caraval, and then again when I saw you in her dream. But then you died.â
âHeâs not Legend,â Tella lied.
Jacks finally tilted his head her way, but none of the mischief that had been in his eyes last night was there. He looked more like the cruel boy sheâd first met in the carriage whoâd threatened to push her out just to see if she survived. âIf heâs not Legend, then who created the illusion I just saw, and how is he alive? The reports I heard said the new heir had been killed.â
âThose were rumors,â Tella said. âI started them to keep the Fates away.â
Jacks laughed but his eyes remained cold. âFor once I hope youâre lying, my love. And if youâre not, then Iâm so sorry.â
Tella clutched her breastbone and doubled over, suddenly dizzy and nauseous and unable to breathe. The ruins, Jacks, Legend, everything turned into a blur, and stars burst before her eyes as pain blinded her.
âWhat the hellââ Legend cursed, finally free of Jacksâs control.
âDonât make another move toward her,â Jacks warned, âunless you wish her to die.â
âJacksââ Tella gasped as she dropped to her knees, no longer able to stand. âWhyâ¦â
âWhat have you done?â Legend roared.
âIâm giving her a heart attack,â Jacks said calmly. âIt will kill her very soon, unless you give me my full powers back right now.
. She doesnât have long left.â
âJacksâ¦â Tella panted. She couldnât believe he was really doing this. âDonât ⦠doâ¦â
âIâll do it,â Legend said. âStop hurting her, and Iâll restore your powers with some of mine. But only if you swear right now, in blood, to never use any of your abilities on Tella or on me again.â
The princeâs mouth tightened and his eyes might have flashed back to Tella.
âFine. You have a deal. I wonât, unless one of you asks me to.â Jacks took a dagger from his boot and sliced his hand, creating a spill of blood to seal the promise.
Tella started gasping, panting for air. âYouâre a demon!â She might have cursed Jacks more thoroughly, but all she wanted to do was breathe. Sheâd him. Sheâd thought that he actually cared about her, and heâd tried to kill her.
Legendâs arms went around her, holding her up as she continued to fight for oxygen. âYou scared me,â he murmured.
âWhat will this cost you?â she asked against his chest.
Instead of answering, Legend carefully walked her to the edge of the fountain, seeming to have mostly recovered from his earlier use of magic, as he helped her sit on the rim. âStay. Iâll be right back.â
He turned back to the Prince of Hearts. âWeâre not doing this here.â Legend stalked into the ruins of the decrepit mansion without waiting for Jacks to follow.
As soon as Jacks and Legend were out of sight, Tella shoved up from the fountain with shaky arms and shuffled in the direction theyâd gone. Jacks was only supposed to take a fraction of Legendâs power. But she didnât trust him, and sheâd seen the power exchange between Legend and the witchâshe had watched as Legend drained Esmeralda of her magic. She couldnât let that happen to Legend.
Jacks might have left her too weak to do much, and even at her best, she wouldnât be able to tear two powerful immortals apart. But it wouldnât prevent her from trying if necessary.
She crept closer to the ruined mansion that Jacks and Legend had entered. The entire structure was skeletal, a corpse made of bricks and stones instead of bones. Tella pressed her hands against the dirty walls to keep herself from collapsing as she peered through a jagged hole.
She knew from her own experience with Jacks that blood exchanges could be intensely emotional. Jacksâs mouth was latched on to Legendâs wrist. Blood stained the corners of his lips, while his face twisted into something sadistic and hungry as he drank.
Unlike Jacks, Legend appeared to feel nothing. He looked like a study in apathyâuntil suddenly Legend ripped his wrist away from Jacksâs mouth with enough force to knock the Fate several steps back. âTella isnât yours.â The words were razor-sharp.
Jacks responded with a bloody smile. âShe will be.â
Tella gripped the wall to stay standing as she again remembered the way heâd flashed his dimples and said, .
Was this his way of trying?
She continued to watch as Jacks wiped the blood from his mouth with the back of his hand. âShe forgave me before. Sheâll forgive me again. And now that this transaction has taken your ability to visit her dreams, it shouldnât be difficult to win her.â
Tella shoved away from the wall, ready to march inside and tell Jacks just how difficult and unforgiving she could be. But her legs had other ideas. They crumpled beneath her and brought her crashing to the hard ground. âBastard!â
âI hope youâre not talking about me.â
She looked up.
Legend towered above her. But his coloring was off againâhe looked pale instead of glowing bronzeâand his dark hair had fallen out of place. âI asked you to stay by the fountain.â
No. Heâd her to stay. But she didnât want to fight with him about it, not after what sheâd just seen him do. âIâm sorry about the dreams.â
âI donât care about the dreams.â His voice turned rough in a flash. âI care that you almost died.â
âI donât think he really would have killed me.â
âYes, he would have, Tella. Heâs a Fate; youâre a human and the object of his obsession. Thereâs only one way your story with him endsâunless you let me make you an immortal.â
She didnât even see him move, but suddenly Legend was on his knees in front of her. His eyes met hers in a way that was both fierce and tender all at once, while his warm hands cupped her cheeks.
âWhatâwhat are you doing?â she stammered.
âI gave up too easily.â His thumb stroked her jaw. âYou asked me to let you go, but I canât.â
âI already told you. It was just the ideaââ
âYou lied.â Another quick move and his hands left her face so that one of his arms could slide under her legs while another went behind her back.
âLegendââ Tella protested. âI donât need you to carry me.â
He continued picking her up, and cradled her to his chest, so close she could feel his steady heartbeat. âHe tried to kill you. I need to carry you.â
All the air left her lungs as he marched across the ruins and started down the steps. âIâm still not letting you make me an immortal.â
âWeâll see.â His voice had softened, and she might have called it sweet, but there was nothing sweet about the way he smiled. It was a smile that promised sheâd enjoy this new game, even as she lost it.