The darkness stayed with me as I walked around like a blind man, finally
a small light shines a head so I run towards it, but it starts to move
away. I growl in frustration as I push my body ahead faster in the hopes
to catch the light, again it moves just out of my reach.
"Why are you moving?" I scream out into the darkness know to well I
wasn't going to get an answer.
"Where am i? and why the hell am I her" I scream once more.
Finally the light starts to come closer only to appear as a glass ball, this
made me glare at it. I move closer and see an image pop into the ball. I
gasp as I see my son on a bed crying his little heart out as he holds
tightly to something, I couldn't see what it was he held onto.
The image changed to Xander pacing a room with blue walls and a
frustrated look on his face. His fist was clenched at his side's, I frown as
I watch him throw a lamp at the wall mumbling to himself.
the next image shows my parents, my mother was balling her eyes out
while my father held her tightly in his arms. He had no emotion on his
face as he stared at something across from him.
"What's wrong with them all? Why can't I hear them ?" once again I
scream out to the darkness and receive no reply. I was confused on
where I was, had I died? is this what's goinâ on? Suddenly the light
disappeared on me and I was once again in complete darkness.
I sat down and closed my eyes mumbling to myself.
"Please take me back, I want my baby, take me back I want my baby." I
repeated it over and over.
The sounds around me started off slowly like a buzz and then it turned
into unfocused mumbling, finally I could hear a little voice beside me.
"Mummy please wake up.â I tried to move my left arm but pain
instantly shot through it, I tried to move my right arm but got the same
reaction. I was getting annoyed, all I wanted was to comfort my baby.
"Xaiden sweetheart come get some lunch.â I hear my mother's voice
softly say.
" Will you stay with her Nana?" my little boy begs, I wanted to scream
out that I was okay, I needed to hold him close and kiss his little face.
"Of course I will, you go down with grandpa and eat."l felt him move
away, I tried to move again so I could stop him but I still couldn't move
my limbs, I herd the door close.
"Hey baby girl, I wish you would wake up, your baby boy needs you." I
could hear her sob as she grabs my hand, I wanted so badly to cry with
her and tell her it's okay. She grabs my hand and places it on her cheek,
I try again to open my eyes but pain just radiates throughout my head I
hiss in pain but no words where heard
(Fucking crap, move you stupid body, open your eyes.) I groan to
myself.
"So Xaiden should be shifting hopefully tomorrow night.â was she
serious, had I already missed that much time and now his turning six
and meeting his wolf for the first time. I wasn't sure how to
comprehend those words.
"Your dad should be bringing coffee up soon." I realised she was just
talking to keep her mind busy.
"I made apple and pear pie for you today." I couldn't help but smile at
that thought. My mother bakes a storm when she's stressed out or
worried, she says it helps to take her mind off things. where my father
would go out and train just to clear his head.
A knock is herd at the door, my mother tells them to come in.
"Hi I've just come to do Lilliana observations.â I think it was a nurse said,
no reply came from my mother only foot steps where herd in the room.
"How is she Marcy?"my mother ask in a soft voice.
"her heart rate is really good, the bruising have all gone, it's taking a
while for her bones to mend but that would be because of the silver in
her system still." I could feel the nurse moving my limbs, pain went
through my body making me suck in a deep breath.
"Will she wake up soon?" my mother's words came out just barely
above a whisper.
"I believe it won't be long, it looks like she can feel pain but is unable to
move just yet." finally someone was able to see that I'm doing fine.
"That's good news, I'll tell the boys the good news.â Mums cheery voice
echoes through the room along with her running feet.
"your mother is a sweetheart."The nurse laughs and then followed her
out, my mind started to get tired and drifts back off into the land of
peace.
"Hey little flower I hear your starting to get better now, Xaiden can't
wait for you to wake up." Xander a words wake me up and I
automatically go to open my eyes but still can't, I can just feel my wolf
who is trying to fix our broken body.
"Your dad thinks he will shift soon which means his father will be
recognised. I wish you would wake up lil we all need you, even my
brother." I was surprised he was mentioning his brother and more
surprised he was talking to me, last time we spoke we where in a fight.
He soon left the room and another took his spot.
"Why Lilliana?" Dontae says harshly, I frown in my head wondering
what he was talking about.
(Why what?) I wanted to ask.
"You should have stayed in your area not go wondering around.â his
anger is heard as he growls out.
"I almost lost you, I will not loose you to death or anyone. You are mine
my little mate.â His words sent a shiver down my spine. I feel him kiss
my hand then both cheeks, my forehead, nose, eye lids and then finally
my lips. He made me want to pull him close and have my wicked way
with him. I groan at the feel of his touch upon my body. He pulls away
to soon for my liking and leaves the room, Damn that man will send me
crazy one day.
I laid there for hours just feeling the cool air hit my body, the castle was
extra quiet so I figured it was now dark. But strangely enough
something just didn't feel right, I managed to move my fingers and
toes. My wolf paced in my head, we both where on edge for some
reason. A whimper was coming from the hall way. I new instantly it was
my baby boy. My wolf took the pain as my eyes shot open, I didn't take
in my surroundings, instead I shot up out of bed biting my lip from the
pain as I ran out of the room and down the hall. I followed my son's
scent which leads me to outside in the garden.
His little scream made me run faster, I see my parents and Dontae's
parents standing around him in a circle, I growl out in warning as I drop
by my son's side and pull him into my arms.
"Shh baby mama has got you."l tell him softly, people start to come
closer but I growl out at them to not move. I feel them take a step back
from us, whole I held my son close to my chest to ease his pain.